Let's face it. I have needs and they are not being met. I'm 54 years old, 6 foot 3, have a high sex drive, and above average size cock. I want sex. Not random sex or cheating sex. I've had plenty of both in my past relationships and to be honest, that is what broke up my marriage. Having sex is great. It's exciting with a stranger or someone you just met, and it feels like it'll be amazing. But the reality is, sex with a person that you love, know, and have known for years can be the most amazing thing ever. When you desire someone and want them daily and you know that is your outlet. Not finding 'strange', not cheating and feeling like your soul is going to die afterward. But connecting with your spouse, girlfriend, or in my case, my fiancΓ©.
But here is the rub. I have the desire to have her every day. In the past, she would ride me and squirt all over me as she was moaning and slamming herself down onto my cock as hard as I was pulsing and pumping upward. She would bend over the bed and tell me to fuck her ass as she was dripping her juices down her leg, soaking the floor. She would bend over the counter and let me pull her shorts down grab her hips and pound so hard that she could barely walk after. I would finger fuck her with two or three fingers so fast and hard that I thought I might hurt her, all the while she would be screaming "Yesssss, Harderrrr!", and cumming so much we would have to sleep in the guest room because the bed was soaked. I would pound my cock deep into her pussy as her legs were both over my shoulders and fill her up with my cum. She loved it and would always be screaming for me to fuck her more, harder, deeper while she was yelling "Fuck Yessss!"
Then something changed she began to think I was watching porn and was comparing her to porn stars. Back then, I would watch porn, but not as much as she thought. Since then, I've stopped all together and it's been over a year and a half since I've watched any. Still, she says that I watch porn and jerk off daily. Because of her delusions of this she won't ride me, we rarely have sex (Usually when she drinks too much and then begs me to fuck her). She won't suck my cock and even after 10 years together, she's never swallowed my cum.
In short, she has withheld all of this because of things she THINKS are happening but are not. We have sex about 20 times a year and it must stop. Like I said, I want it daily and want to be all we can be in our relationship and giving of ourselves.
Today it ENDS. Today begins a new era of sex, fucking, sucking, fingering, toys, swallowing, and everything that goes with it. It all starts today.
Lisa came into my office this morning.
"I'm sorry about last night. I just wasn't feeling good," she said with a sense of sincerity in her voice, as she sat on my lap. Knowing that today was my day to make things change I immediately started to work on my plan.
"No problem, babe. Are you ok?"
Then I started to rub my hand on her leg and gave her a kiss on the neck. Nothing further happened, but this was a process. Next, I followed her to the bedroom and told her I would lay down on the bed to talk to her. You see, the day before I sent her a couple of texts. 'Want to meet upstairs and lock the dogs outside?'. She knew what that meant, but nothing happened, even after I repeated it a couple times and flirted with her when she got home. For her to come to me this morning and apologize was out of the ordinary and it gave me hope that things were going to change.
We laid on the bed talking, and I moved closer and started to kiss her neck. She didn't protest and in fact, grabbed my hand and gave it a squeeze. We made small talk about what needed to happen during the day and then I got up with a smile on my face and told her I'd be ready to go soon.
A couple hours later we were at her office where she wanted me to work on a couple of things. All employees left and she said, "Hey, can you come back to the storage room and look at something with me?"
To which I Jokingly replied, "Heck yes, finally....."
"Haha, you thought you might get laid?"
"I hoped. What do you think?"
I began kissing her neck and slowly moved my hand down her flat belly to her yoga pants and between her legs. I started to rub her now very warm pussy and kiss her neck. Again, she did not protest and as I pressed harder, I could feel her yoga pants get hot and start to get moist. Then, she said, "Not here, the place is gross." I didn't get angry, but rather laughed and shrugged it off, moving my hand off her camel toe, up her belly and to her tits where I gave them a squeeze and quickly, but softly gave her a kiss on the lips.
We headed out and got home and once there, while she was looking into the fridge, I came up behind her, hugged her tight and squeezed her breasts and gave her more neck kisses. Again, she didn't protest but rather, slowly tilted her head back and to the right, allowing me to kiss her soft neck more. I moved away, knowing that being positive and building the anticipation could turn this crazy drought around.
As the evening drew to a close, and we had had a few glasses of wine, I knew this was the time that Lisa would go upstairs before me and most of the time, break out one of her two favorite vibrators (Er, I'm sorry, back massagers). One is the wand with normal and fairly high vibration, the other, however, is the type that looks like a gun that pro athletes use on injured muscles. You know the type that will 'Jackhammer' her clit into submission. Tonight, I wasn't letting this happen. Within 15 minutes, I followed her upstairs with a plan.
I Showered, brushed my teeth and got into bed like I normally do, naked. Instead of rolling over and not trying, this night, I immediately put my arm on Lisa, ensuring that my hand was low on her hipline. Still on skin below her belly button, but not forward enough to dive right down onto her pussy. Almost immediately, I could hear and feel her breathing pattern change. I kept telling myself 'Patience, just be patient.'
After a couple of minutes, when her breathing pattern began to return to normal, I moved my hand from her hip area, more to the center of her belly, below her belly button and then slightly lower and began to move my fingers in a circular motion as I leaned in and kissed her neck. Almost immediately, her breathing changed again. Faster and a bit more erratic. I could feel her hips move as she pretended, she was just shifting on the bed. I took the opportunity to slide my hand a bit further down, now feeling the slight stubble of her usually well-groomed pubic area. As I did, a small moan broke from her lips. The hard, cold, icy woman that had been denying me so often was clearly starting to melt, and my plan was working.
As I softly kissed her neck and as her moan continued to flow from her now slightly parted lips, I slid my hand down onto the mound of her pussy. Feeling the hot and damp just below my slowly circling fingers. At this point, Lisa gave in and parted her legs, not hiding or leaving anything to me guessing where this was going to go. I slid my middle finger over her clit and into her pussy that was starting to drip with wetness. She opened her legs even more, which parted her pussy lips. A second finger easily slid deep into her wetness, and I began to move my fingers in an out and circle her inner walnut. As I did, Lisa's moan dropped an octave, "Ahhhhhfuckkkkyesssssss," Is all I heard.
Lisa began to move her hips in rhythm with my in and out motion as I began to ramp up the intensity, now starting to finger fuck her hard. Wetness started to spurt out and Lisa came in an intense rush. She started to lose her rhythm and her hips started bucking up and down. I fingered her harder and she erupted into a geyser of juices, soaking my hand and drenching the sheets. As her sensitivity rose, I slowed my pattern and slowly pulled my fingers out of her now open pussy. "Oh my god, I needed that," She said.
At this point, I was rock hard and wanted to fuck her so bad that I almost couldn't stand it. But there was method to my madness. I laid next to Lisa, rubbing her juices around her pussy lips and then up her belly and to her tits, all the while kissing her neck more, ensuring that I showed intensity, but more passion. As her breathing came back to normal, I moved myself between her legs and positioned my rock-hard cock at the opening of her soaked pussy lips, slowly moving my hips so that the head of my cock would slightly part her lips but not enter, building the anticipations. It worked.
Lisa began to mover her hips toward me and try to grind them, attempting to open her pussy and pull my cock in. I backed up slightly and kissed her neck. The anticipation was killing me, but I wanted it to build in her a little longer. Patience. My cock slid up her slit and the tip of it rubbed against her clit as I ensured that the length of my shaft also rubbed across her clit. As I guided it back down to her waiting hole, I pushed the head in and as I did, Lisas breathing stopped. Her eyes got big, and she started to cum, gushing her juices all over the rest of my cock and again leaving us in a puddle on the bed. "Oh, fuck yes.....fuck me!!" she screamed as she was squirting and cumming hard. I couldn't take any more and with the next movement my entire cock was balls deep into her pussy. Lisa began to buck like before, but this time, I wasn't going to let her come down. I began to fuck her with intention. Medium speed, but long, deep and forceful strokes. Her orgasm did not stop, and I knew I wasn't going to last long. It had been a while, and I had a lot of cum built up. After about two minutes of pumping hard, Lisa's eyes were rolling back into her head and her mouth was permanently open in a silent gasp for air and with one full deep stroke, I unloaded as much of my built up cum deep into her as I could. As the head of my cock pulsed, Lisa clasped her open legs around my back, trying to get her pussy to swallow me in as deep as it would go. I collapsed on top of her, not saying a word. Lisa just look at me and said, "Oh my god........". She got up off the bed, went to the bathroom and came back with a towel for the wet spot. Lying next to each other we drifted off to sleep. My arms around her and my final thought before I drifted off was that my plan was working. Stage one completed.
Later that night, I woke up, thirsty. I slowly got up off the bed, went to the bathroom and came back with some water. Lisa was facing away from me so as I got in, stage two began. Without any pause, I slid my hand down her lower back to her ass crack, past her ass and between her legs. Her pussy was soaked and hot and without warning I slid three fingers deep into her. She moaned in her sleep, arched her back and pushed her ass towards me, sinking my fingers deep in. I could feel all the pussy juice and cum and started to finger her hard from behind. Without warning she started cumming again, this time, waking from her sleep and moaning while squirting all over my hand. As her sensitivity peaked, again, I quickly pulled out my three fingers and sat up and pulled her to her knees. With all the juices and cum, my cock slid in without any resistance.
I grabbed Lisa's hips (she's a small woman and in great shape with flat abs) and used her hip bones like handles to start to power fuck her from behind. I was fucking her so hard that the juices from each thrust were splattering all over. I pounded until I was out of breath and yet to cum. To my surprise, Lisa began to rhythmically back herself into me. As I slowed, Lisa picked up pace, until I was not moving, and she was fucking herself hard with my cock. With each thrust into me she would grunt, putting as much power as she could. She truly wanted to be fucked as hard as possible. As I regained my breath, I began to match Lisa's thrusts with my own. With this kind of pounding, I'd be very surprised if she wasn't hurting in the morning. It had been a long time since we had fucked like this. With every thrust Lisa was grunting louder and as she pounded into me and me into her, I released my second load of the night. My cock pulsing and her pussy seemingly sucking the cum out of my emptying sack. As we collapsed on the bed, not another word was said, and we fell asleep.
As I most often do, I woke up before Lisa. I got up, let the dogs outside, got some water and made coffee. I made hers too and brought a cup up with me. Normally I would be headed into my office to look at email but today was different. It was day two of my plan and still in stage 2. I set the cup of coffee on her bedside and as her eyes opened, she said, "Thank you."
Two words I rarely hear from her. I don't know if she was thanking me for the hard fucking or for the coffee, but I'd take it. Without pause, I leaned down and kissed her cheek.