I'm at work, I spend most of my days at a computer dealing with other peoples' reports, checking data, liaising with developers to improve our processes.... Mostly computer based stuff
My life is kept full with work, just as well really because my personal life is crap... my wife has been mentally ill for a decade and no longer wishes to socialise nor does she enjoy sex anymore....
Fortunately I've come across a web site that my work hasn't blocked, where I can chat to people and maybe more, although I am careful not to overdo it and get caught.
I make a few friends online, I'm completely open about my situation, never been one for leading someone on. Most people won't even chat to a married man, some are prepared to be friends for a short while, but generally they want more than I can offer so they move on. Others use me as an agony aunt, telling me about their lives and getting my viewpoint on things, which I am always happy to provide and I get some personal satisfaction from giving unbiased opinions which maybe help people.
One or two do show some interest.... We chat and over time we get more and more suggestive. This is the story of the first of a very small handful of internet relationships that developed.
Alison is an equally frustrated spouse, her husband seems to have completely lost interest in sex, but is otherwise a good husband and dad. Her page describes her as petite, with a good figure, not interested in pushy people but interested in flirting perhaps..
She works not far from the town I work in, so things are looking promising. Amongst other things we email jokes to each other, one day I receive one from her about a court official who covets the queens breasts, and gets his wish to lick them by virtue of a con involving itching powder and an antidote in his saliva
I reply, "My saliva is special too.. Are your breasts itchy today?...;o)."
"Not at the moment, but they are sometimes..;o)," comes the reply.
"Well just let me know if they ever are...;o)," from then on she sometimes refers to me as the dragon master.
A few days later I ask if she is interested in meeting up.
Moments later her reply comes back ,"That would be wonderful...."
I had previously asked her for her number and she plucks up the courage to give me it now ,"Call me tomorrow morning after 8:15."
The following morning I nervously pick up the phone and start to dial..... Then hang up again.. A few moments later I dial again and this time wait for it to ring.....
"hello," a nervous voice replies..
"Hi, it's me, the dragon master..." I say.
"Hi, I hoped it was you, it's great to finally hear your voice," she answers.
We chat for a while, she's on the train and as it gets to her stop and she gets off I struggle to hear her speak so we hang up
Shortly after, my inbox alert goes, "Hi, it was great to chat... you've got a really sexy voice..;o),"
"Thanks, so have you, and also I found it so easy to talk to you.....that doesn't happen often, I'm usually tongue tied with strangers," I reply.
We carry on our email chatting, and soon after exchange photos...hers' is a picture taken on holiday, showing her upper body and face, she's dressed in an elegant off the shoulder dress, short blond hair and a stunning smile.. Wow..
A mutually agreeable time to meet is arranged.. We are both "having a works night out" as far as our spouses are aware. The allotted date approaches and we get more and more suggestive, I ask if she needs any of the special lotion, she replies that quite possibly she will.
The day arrives and in the afternoon I send a last email saying, "just another hour to go....."
"I know, I'm really excited," comes her reply.
With that I log off and shut up shop for the week...hop in my car and drive the few miles into town. When I get there I park in an underground car park, carefully selecting my spot so it would be secluded on the off chance it might be needed later on. I call Alison and tell her where I am, she says' she'll be about 15mins. I sit in the car getting more and more nervous... after a few minutes I get out of the car and walk to where we arranged to meet, my heart thumping in my chest...everyone who walks towards me attracts my attention until I can eliminate them as likely "Alisons"..
Finally I see her walking toward me, she's wearing a long coat and, as she gets closer, there's a few more pounds than I was expecting, but she still looks good.
I approach her and timidly ask , "Alison?", she says "yes!," so we give each other a nervous peck on the cheek...
"Would you like to have a drink before we eat?," I ask.
"yes......that would be great" she replies smiling nervously.
We walk along the cobbled street towards the busier part of the area, I hesitantly go to hold her hand and she accepts my grip willingly.
"Shall we try this pub?.."
"Why not, it'll be warmer than outside anyway!."
We go in and find a quiet spot to sit. I go to the bar and get the drinks and then sit down again beside her. It's awkward at first.. We are hesitant at chatting, but slowly build up a rapport. Finally we decide to move on to a restaurant.
Alison is familiar with the area, she works not far from it and has been out for a meal with her boss at a restaurant nearby, so we decide to try there, and our luck is in, one table is left. We sit opposite each other and chat while waiting for he food, occasionally touching each other's hands.
Unfortunately the table is at the entrance, and it is cold out, so every time the door opens a draught blows over us. Alison is wearing a skirt, and her legs are getting cold so I suggest she puts her legs between mine to keep them warm. She readily agrees, and I take the opportunity of her legs being close to drop my hand beneath the table cloth and touch her leg, slowly caressing her calf. She says nothing, but seems to be enjoying the sensation so I continue doing this throughout the remainder of the meal, never venturing higher than her knee.
After the meal is finished, I suggest we go elsewhere, I pay the bill and once outside the restaurant I ask, "Do you want to go to another pub, or if would you prefer it if we just sat in the car to chat privately?.."
"The car please, I'ld like to have some privacy," she smiles.
This is more than I expected, but a wonderful surprise. My mind immediately jumps to conclusions and things start to rise in my pants, this is not so great when I am trying to walk... but I do my best.
The walk to the car seems like an eternity, but in reality it is only a couple of hundred yards and is over in a couple of minutes... we settle into the front seats and cuddle up a bit closer, and close in for our first real kiss... I run my fingers through her hair and guide her head toward me, as we kiss softly to begin with, breaking off and then connecting again for a more passionate kiss.