Massage Therapy?

This is a true story. I am looking for some feedback. It is about something that is going on with my professional massage therapist. I am not sure how I should make the next move. So at the end of this story please leave advise or opinions. Thank you.

I am a contractor. I have been in the construction business for all my adult life. I am very hard on my body. At 55 years old the aches and pains are constantly there. So I have been seeing chiropractors and massage therapists for years. It is the only thing that works for my pain. I have also been to many rub and tug massage parlors. But that's a different story.

So I have been going to the same local chiropractor for about 5 years now. He is the best chiropractor that I have ever seen. The massage therapists there are great too. I have seen several therapist since I've been going there. Some of them will massage your bare ass and some will do it though the sheets. I have had some actually rub against my balls or cock by accident. Sometimes if I put my elbows or hands near the edge of the table. They will rub against them. With there pussy. Some girls are pretty hot too. Sometimes it's difficult to not get hard. Right?

Three years ago I began seeing this therapist named Jan. She was really good. She made my aches and pains disappear. She would massage my bare ass too. She's a very attractive woman in her 40s. Nice hair, beautiful green eyes, with a nice slim body, and D-cup tits. After the first year I never got the impression that it was anything more than just a great massage. Then she quit working there for a year. So one day I noticed her coming out of one of the massage rooms. I said "I thought you didn't work here anymore?" She said "I came back, but I make my own appointments now." So I made an appointment with her for the next week.

The massage was great! And when she put her warm, soft hands on my ass felt so good. Constantly rubbing up against me. After a few more appointments. One day when I was making next appointment she says "I can do a 6pm appointment." That is after the office is closed. Everyone else only has 5pm as their latest appointment. So my next massage was a little more interesting. It started out like normal. Shoulders, neck, and back. But she spent a lot of time on my ass. It was so hot. Soft warm hands caressing my ass. I could not keep my dick from getting hard. I finally got it to go down before it was time to turn over. Once I got turned over. She stood at my head and started rubbing my chest. Then she went down my arm. Leaning over my head and her boob rubbed against my nose. I felt my cock start to twitch. Then she did both arms as normal. When she gets to my legs. She pushed the blanket up till she was pushing my cock and balls to the side. I was instantly hard. She had to see it? She started massaging my upper leg. Her hands brushed against it a few times. But she never says a word. When she started my other leg. When she got to my upper thigh. She did this move where she used her forearm to rub up my thigh and at the top her hand would brush across my cock through the blanket. At this point I thought "she is doing this on purpose". Right? So when the massage is over I say" thank you for the great massage". She said "the pleasure was all mine". So I just left her a $15 tip and left very confused.

So my massages have very similar since then. One day after a massage where I had an obvious hard on. I decided to test the waters a little while making my next appointment. I said to her " You are better than the other therapists around here. Their massages feel like they are just going through the motions. But with you it feels very personal and loving." She replied "That is on purpose."

Then today. I went in for a massage and it has been at least three days since my last nut. So I was horny as hell going in. I had my normal 6pm appointment. When the massage started. Everyone in the office was gone. I told her before the massage that I had been climbing up and down ladders that week and my legs and back were really sore. I also said that "I tweeked something here" and pointed to my upper thigh. The massage was great as usual. But when she got to my upper thigh. She pushed my cock back as usual. I was semi hard before she even touched it. From anticipating what was to come. She started massaging so closely that she was constantly brushing it. Which now had me throbbing hard on. Then she pushed it back again, through the blanket of course. She did this a couple of times. She had to know how hard I was. But she didn't say a word. Just went back to rubbing my upper thigh. I thought I was going to explode. I kept taking deep breaths to slow my heart rate. She finished the rest of the massage including the forearm brush move. At the end she said" all done sir. Do you need another appointment?" While making my next appointment. She was very friendly and nice. As though nothing had happened. I am very confused. I don't want to mess up my relationship with her or the chiropractor. She and I are both married. But I really want that pussy. Any suggestions?

Thank you for reading my story. Please tell me what you think of this situation.