As an older woman, who runs her own business, sometimes my life is full of sex and I have to force myself to concentrate on work. And other times the rest of my life intervenes and I have to put my sex life aside. Even if just for a short time.
The last few weeks have been like that. Not all bad, though, since it has given me a reason to re-think my approach to sex. Or to my young lovers at least. I can honestly say that having a little less frenzied lust in my daily life has allowed me to appreciate my boys much more. And I have not been completely chaste since, even after a long day in the office, I still find time to masturbate and use my toys.
The other good -- and bad -- aspect was that I could give Matthew more space for his new girlfriend. I am excited to see him becoming a grown man. Not a fumbly teenager who doesn't know how to act with a woman but a confident, calm man who will be a wonderful lover for her. When the times comes. But, of course, its hastening the time when I'll have to let go of him.
I will feel the loss of Mathew more than any of my boys. I cannot be sure that I will find another like him. He would make a perfect husband for the right woman. And that makes me wonder about my own life and the choices I made. Not that I have any intention of anything like that with Matthew. But I am a little envious of Mei and the fact she will have a wonderful, adventurous lover from the start. It makes me horny to think of them fucking.
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Matthew and Mei. They are not fucking, yet. But recently he dropped a hint that they've finally gone beyond dating. I was eager for the details. Partly it was because I care for Matthew. And because I wanted to know how good my teaching has been. But I will admit, also, that I just got very aroused at the thought of them having fun.
It was Mei who made the first move. I gather that she has less experience. Which gives Matthew an edge over other boys, thanks to my teaching.
Matt could not believe his luck when they were both naked in her bed. From what he has told me, Mei has the perfect body for him. She is not quite nineteen and she looks younger because her tiny body has few of the womanly curves that will come later. His big, muscled body makes her seem even smaller. But Matthew loves that. Just as he loves her flat chest and her long, dark nipples.
They did not screw -- she made clear that was off-limits still. But she let him touch and kiss all over her body, Matt enjoying the sight and the feel of her soft, golden skin. She seemed surprised that he paid so much attention to her nipples. Already she is benefitting from all that I've taught my boy.
Mei admitted that she is a little afraid of his big body. But she did not resist when he carefully guided her hand to his hardness. He let her explore at her own pace but he reported that the mere touch of her tiny hand had him throbbing. Like a good boy, though, he did not push her to do more. Mei did confess she was a little worried about the size of his cock as well -- he is a very healthy size, after all, and clearly bigger than the others she has seen.
Matthew handled that very well. He suggested that, when the time comes, he could prepare her and make it easier. Then he offered to show her how. That was when he got to eat the pussy of his tiny, Chinese girlfriend.
He told me about her thin, golden thighs. Her thick, lush bush of dark hair. And her long, dark-coloured lips. She was nervous as she spread her legs for him and Matthew started gently. Of course, Matthew is a very skilled pussy licker now. And soon Mei stopped him -- when he asked why, she explained that she was about to orgasm. It turns out that Mei had only been licked by one boy and he'd not been very successful. But my Matthew soon had her legs apart and this time she let him finish his work, the first time she ever came from oral sex.
From what he told me, she was very impressed with his oral skills. I was very proud of Matthew - and very aroused. It seems he'd been extra horny after licking Mei. He quickly went back to kissing all over her body as he stroked and fondled her. He reports that she has a tight, firm little bottom.
Eventually, Mei decided she should offer relief to her new boyfriend. She couldn't help asking about his smooth, hairless pouch. Matt was a little shy but was able to explain that he'd read it enhanced a man's pleasure. No need to mention his older lover. But he did suggest that Mei might one day choose to go hairless as well. I am sure that sweet young pussy and those big lips would look fabulous after being waxed or lasered.
She took hold of his super-hard dick, six and a half inches and throbbing. Matt was gentle once again, and because she asked, he showed her the basic technique. Her hand was tiny compared to his bulk and that, on top of his sky-high arousal, was all that was needed.
He came hard and shot a nice, thick load for her. It landed on her skin and on her sheets. Mei confessed that was her first time to let a boy shoot onto her skin. And she was amazed and impressed by Matt's prowess. Already I know that she enjoys getting his load on her skin. Soon she will want to taste him as well.
Its good for Mei that they are going slow. But its certain they will be fucking before long. I suggested to Matt that perhaps they should start with her on top -- so that she can feel more confident with his size.
Then I made my young man fuck me as hard as he could.
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I am still working things out with Adam. He is not my type, for many reasons. But I am only really focused on getting to experience his amazing penis. It sounds shallow, I know. Some would say its wrong to value a man by his penis. I don't think Adam has any illusions. He is adamant that he's had little luck with women so I know he is super keen. The only complication is that we're a long way apart.
We chatted again one night, on-line from our respective bedrooms. He is a nice young man -- just a little too old for me. I was showing my cleavage, enjoying the thought of what it was doing to him. We were discussing his sexual exploits. He wanted to know more about mine. And he asked me about my favourite positions. By then I was the one getting turned on.
"Will you let me see you?" I asked sweetly.
"Show me those big tits first."
I did not hesitate, pulling the sheet back to show my hardening nipples. Let me say, I felt so wanton and the mere act of exposing myself like that made my vag get a little damp. Adam and I have played like this a few times and I always get excited by letting him watch me from so far away.
Adam copied my move, lowering his camera to reveal his big manhood -- eight and half inches and thick. I can never get enough of looking at it. But I need more than that.
"Please Adam," I was almost begging. "You have to bring that to me."
"I told you, we should meet half way."
"No, I want you properly. Not in a car park. I want you in my bed."
'I want to fuck you in a hotel room,
"No, sweetie. Right here in my bed. I'll make it worth your while."
"Play with your nipples," he told me.
I did what he asked. It was strange and erotic to be obeying his orders for a change. But I had promised to make it worth his while. So I rubbed my fingers gently over my little pink nipples and made them so hard. I could see how excited he was and I pinched them a little, pulling them to make them longer so he could see I was turned on.
"I want those gorgeous tits," he moaned.
"Yes, sweetie. You can have all of me," I cooed back. "You can suck my boobs while you fuck me with that massive cock."
"Touch yourself. Touch your cunt."
It was easy to slip one hand between my legs. I'm still not quite used to masturbating for my young lovers. But this was on a screen. So different and somehow more naughty.
"Show me," he urged me. "Open wide and let me see."
Adam says he's had only a few women. Something tells me that he's had plenty of on-screen experience. I turned my phone so he could watch me part my legs. I will admit that I was letting him be in charge because I want that massive dick. But I could tease him a little.
"I'm all smooth for you," I said. "So you can kiss and lick me."
"Touch your clit."
"Let me see you?"
He panned down his body. Like I say, Adam is not my type physically. He is a nerdy, scrawny young man. Maybe that's why more women don't approach him. But I already know about his eight and a half inches. When the camera got there he was fully erect -- all for me. I still don't know if he is the biggest I've had. Not until I get my hands on that thing. But it is thick and straight and looks even bigger against his puny body.
"So beautiful," I groaned as my vag started to get wetter. "I need that inside me."
I used two fingers of my free hand to spread my pussy lips for him. He could see my wetness. The warm air in my bedroom felt cool against my slit. I was sure he could hear me panting.
"Touch your clit." he told me again.
Oh my, it was so erotic to follow his instructions. And I definitely wanted to give him a good show. I stared at his wonderful cock, craving a chance to lick and suck it. I wondered if he was throbbing for me already. I ran a single finger gently, slowly over my clitoris. It was swollen, erect. Touching it made me feel so wild and crazy. And super horny. I was holding the camera so close to my aching vag. I moaned for Adam.
"Show me," he insisted.
I was playing with my clit while a man watched me on-line. How slutty. But I did what he wanted, trying to hold myself open so he could watch me rubbing a finger over my hard clit.
"And you," I begged him. "Let me see what you like."
I gasped as his hand went around his manhood. How big he looked on that little screen. And he was horny as well, his hand already moving slowly as he pleasured his cock for me. I couldn't take my eyes off him, watching his throbbing shaft and wanting to memorise exactly how he strokes it.
"I want to suck it for you," I moaned.
"Finger your hole," he told me.
I parted my thighs a little further and slipped a finger inside my wet opening. For a nerdy guy, Adam sure knows how to give orders. But I obeyed because I so badly want him to bring that big dick to me. And, yes, I was extra excited at the chance to masturbate on-line for the pleasure of an almost stranger.
"I want you in my mouth," I moaned at my phone as I touched myself.
