Author's Note: This is the fourth part of a series of five I wrote at my wife's request. You can read it stand-alone but you might enjoy it more if you read the first three parts for context. All characters are over 18.
Part 4 - Church Girl Returns
The weekend starts now. I like the people in my working group but I was ready to go home and have a quiet weekend to myself. However, a drink on the way couldn't hurt and I joined my project team at a martini bar on our city's trendy waterfront.
I smiled as I pulled into the parking garage. I haven't been here in years. It used to be a real meat market later in the night after the business crowd cleared out; now I'm the business crowd. The cool waterfront air and a standard vodka martini recharged my social batteries as the girl watching of my earlier years has matured into the simple relaxation that comes with adulthood.
Groups of businessmen and women like us, along with some downtown shoppers, came and went. The sea breeze became cooler as the sun lowered and the crowd began to transition into younger partiers; I was surprised some of them made it past the bouncer. The changing crowd made me feel more like 40 than 30. It was time to settle up and leave.
The only thing standing between me and the short drive home was a visit to the men's room. Shit. It couldn't be; not in a place like this on a Friday night. This is no place for a nice church girl but those long strawberry blonde locks were unmistakable. She turned toward her friends giving me a clear profile of her smile and blue eyes and there was no doubt. She took ladylike sips from her boutique martini as naturally as anyone else in the bar. She was dressed for a night out in a fashionable party dress and higher heels than I'd seen her wear before, that one heel dangling on the edge of her toes flexing up to her heel and back down again.
I hadn't seen her in several months and hadn't texted in about as long. It's not like I wasn't interested but you know, life got in the way. Actually there's no good explanation. Best if I snuck out and avoided her. I'll just forego the restroom and go home, I didn't need any awkward interactions. Damn if she didn't look good though.
I turned my attention back to my own companions and said goodbye with a half-hearted 'see you Monday.' I looked back to Church Girl's table and half the table, including Lindsey, were gone. The bar was clear; must be a herd visit to the ladies' room. Egress, egress, egress. Instead of going to the front door, I discreetly walked out to the back patio to slip out to the side; tall stand heaters were now positioned to keep the deck crowd comfy and I almost reached the safety of the street.
"Marc?"
I stopped dead and turned back with a false 'did someone call me?' look in spite of her unmistakable voice.
"Lindsey, hi!"
Of all the possibilities, having a cigarette out by the space heaters wasn't one I'd contemplated. I'd be home free if I had just walked out the front door like a man. I'd played myself. I was momentarily off balance and had to play this somewhere in the gap between acting like old friends and acting like I barely knew her.
Instead of splashing her martini in my face, Lindsey leaned forward for a one-armed hug and a mock kiss on the cheek as she held her cigarette up and away. The awkwardness fell away with the 'how have you been' small talk. Her friends gracefully slunk away soon after Lindsey introduced us.
I was still guarded. Whether or not I ghosted her was in the eye of the beholder and now I was honestly trying to be friendly. We only had one very tame quasi-date before the hookup and most of that conversation centered on her home life and church activities. Neither topic fit this setting. Her whole persona had turned upside down, meaning she looked like a normal 23 year old should at a trendy bar. Her fancy martini looked as natural in her one hand as the long, slender cigarette looked in the other.
"How have you been? You look great."
Lindsey thankfully seemed comfortable with our interaction and gave her superficial life updates; she'd finally moved out of her parents' house and into an affordable apartment giving her the freedom to go out with her girlfriends for a night of fun. She's dated different guys, but didn't have a boyfriend and wasn't looking for one, just enjoying her early-20's life. A glimmer of her still-youthful outlook showed when she assured me she's no party girl, she just likes to get out and have fun sometimes; I guess still seeing me as some sort of parental figure she had to explain herself to. Good god, I'm only 30. I told her I met up with some work friends and was on my way to the comfort of my own home where I could have another drink, get out of this suit and into something more comfortable. I was just trying to be tame and conversational but she cut her eyes up at me and smiled through a thin stream of smoke escaping her pursed lips.
Dammit...
For once the frustratingly slow elevator in my building worked to my advantage. I know the security desk watches the cameras but I didn't care. I wrapped my arms around her from behind as we smiled at ourselves in the mirror. I wouldn't call her petite; she doesn't have the firm muscle tone Married Christine has, but seemed to have less padding on her hips than I remembered from the only other time we held each other. Her feminine scent was as different as her appearance; a cocktail of body lotion, fragrant lipstick, with residual gin and faint menthol smoke in her kiss. She kissed me back with fervor, pulling my hands around her waist as if afraid to let me go.
I know she loved the view from my apartment but her 'whoa' exclamation got my attention.
"Yeah, storm front coming in I guess, probably some snow behind it."
We continued our kissing and vertical cuddling as we looked to the east. Flashes of lightning illuminated the night sky and oncoming cloud bank; classic nor'easter.
*Lindsey*
I was so proud of myself for moving into my own apartment; until we rode the 18 floors up to Marc's place. Give yourself a break Lindsey, you've only been on your own a few months. Marc's ambitious and moved up faster than most. He's the last person I expected to run into but I knew I'd be up here again as soon as I saw him. Now, feeling his strong hands caress my body confirmed I was right where I needed to be. I'm so glad I don't have a boyfriend. The guys I've dated over the past six months aren't really relationship material but were fun in the moment. I didn't have sex with all of them, none could really measure up to Marc. Marc made it clear he's not interested in anything long term but I can tell he cares about me and I feel safe with him. The more guys I date, the more I appreciate his honesty and confidence without needing to try too hard. I need to make sure he won't regret bringing me home.