"Another Manhattan, Miss?" the bartender asked from behind the posh bar.
"No, that's ok," I replied. Best to pace myself on an empty stomach. I took the last sip of the sweet drink and felt the warmth trickle down my throat. Toying with the cherry stem between my fingers, I glanced again at my watch. Twenty minutes late. This can't bode well.
* * * * *
"You've been single too long, Hannah," my oldest friend Olivia said. "You need to forget about that dreadful Dale and move on with your life."
As much as I hated to hear it, this had become a familiar and frequent topic of conversation between us for the last six months. Olivia was happily married and couldn't fathom the idea that anyone could be single and happy. Honestly, when I saw how happy she and Michael were, my heart ached to find someone as well suited. But this was something I barely admitted to myself and would never admit to Olivia.
"I'm dating, Olivia. I'm playing the field, you know...taking a look at all the fishes in the sea." I tried to sound confident but Olivia knew me too well.
"Listen, there's a man who works with Michael. He works at his office." I rolled my eyes. God, not another blind date. Sensing my reluctance she added, "He's a real go-getter. He's responsible for turning the whole division around. I'm sure you'll like him." After some amount of coaxing, I agreed to allow Olivia to set it up. Honestly, I hadn't been dating much. Was it low tide in the dating pool? Or had I become too picky?
As much as I hated to admit it, I was actually pretty excited about the date. He had called me Tuesday and we talked for ten minutes or so and agreed on next Friday night. We only talked long enough to set up the time and place for the date, since he couldn't talk long. He needed to get back to work. In retrospect I should have seen this as a red flag for his workaholic nature. Well, he certainly had good taste in restaurants, I thought. Charlie's is one of the nicest steak houses in town.
I got ready for the big night with a long, relaxing bath. No sense in being tense for a first meeting and it was a good excuse to be leisurely. I hummed along to the Ella Fitzgerald playing in the background as I trailed a soapy loofah over my body. The steamy bathroom smelled of the jasmine bath gel I used. I carefully shaved over my legs, then pulled myself up to the edge of the bath to shave my pussy. I just love how my pussy feels when it's freshly shaved, I thought, as I ran my soapy fingers over the smooth, slippery lips.
After toweling off, I stood naked at the entrance of my walk-in closet surveying the choices. Most of my clothes were business-casual but this restaurant warranted a little more than that. I settled on a black skirt with a cream colored silk blouse. The blouse showed only a little cleavage and in low lighting it gave the illusion of being slightly translucent. Indecently decent, I liked to call it.
I fished around in my lingerie drawer and found a nice set of cream-colored lace bra and panties. Over that I put on a garter belt, since wearing stockings felt so much sexier than pantyhose. Wearing stockings is like a sexy secret underneath your skirt. Although often no one but you sees them, they give a sexual confidence that men seem to notice.
The restaurant was downtown, and popular with business executive types. I stepped inside and peered around the corner, looking for a man with blond hair, glasses, a black suit and a red tie as we'd discussed. It was relatively early in the evening for a weekend and the bar was practically empty. At the far end of the bar was a couple sipping wine and in the back of the room was a group of men in suits, laughing loudly and smoking cigars. No sign of the red tie.
As I made my way to the bar, I could feel eyes on me from across the room. I looked over to the table of businessmen and their stares continued. Smiling to myself, I walked confidently. I look really good tonight, I thought. Let's just hope the red tie agrees. Perching up onto the tall barstool, I leaned back and crossed my legs.
The bartender had watched my approach and leaned over to ask, "What'll you have?" as he glanced nonchalantly at my blouse and lacy bra peeking beneath.
"Manhattan, please. Two cherries." He smiled and set about to make the drink. As he shook the drink I peered around the room. Several more men and women walked in and sat - but no red tie. Without a word the bartender set the beautiful amber beverage in front of me and I took a sip. Perfection. The martini glass was chilled precisely and its contents sweet, exactly as I like it. I looked back to the entrance. Where's the red tie? He was very specific about the time. I hope nothing bad happened.
Just as I was imagining the worst, a voice next to me broke me out of my deep thought. "Another round, please." It was one of the men from the group of businessmen in the back, and as he faced the bar I had the chance to look him over. He was young, about my age and probably a good 20 years younger than anyone else at the table. Tall, with dark hair and light skin, he was quite handsome. As my eyes trailed over his very well-fitting suit, I leaned a little further back to surreptitiously steal a glance at his backside. Very nice.
When I turned back toward the bar, I found the man looking over his shoulder at me and smiling. I felt a blush creeping up over my chest and face. Had he seen me looking him over? His smiling eyes suggested he was on to me but I smiled back without flinching.
"Hi, Hannah." Holy cow, I knew him. It was Joel, a man I'd dated for a couple months three years ago. We dated and he was great. But when he got a big promotion to work in DC, we'd lost touch. I hadn't even thought about him in ages and he was much cuter than I remembered.
"Wow, Joel, how are you?" I asked excitedly. Damn it, why couldn't this one be the red tie. Never breaking eye contact, he leaned closer and said, "Nice to see someone other than a stuffy exec in here tonight."
Without a pause, I flirted back. "Yes, I was just thinking the same thing."
The bartender busied himself with getting another round of drinks ready for the group in the back as Joel and I continued to talk. He told me he was recently back in town and said he hoped we could catch up some time soon. He took my hand in his and I felt a warmth in his touch that nearly took my breath away.
With a sad resignation in his voice he said, "I sure wish I could stay and talk to you. I sort of got roped into going out with these clients. I just finished working on their settlement and they're out celebrating my hard work." He looked around the room and back at me, "Are you here with someone?"
Without thinking, I glanced at my watch again. Now he was 15 minutes late. I tried to cover with a story that seemed a little less tragic than being stood up. "Well, I was going to meet a friend here. I guess maybe he was held up."
Joel's eyes brushed over my body quickly, lingering over my chest briefly as I took another sip. "He doesn't know what he's missing."
I smiled at him, not even sure how to respond to such a comment but simultaneously wishing this evening could be going in a different direction. Before I could respond, he added, "Listen, I have to get back to the group. Hope you have a nice night - and let's get together for drinks sometime."
"Thanks, I'd like that," I replied. I watched him return to the table, sitting in the middle of the group as they toasted something I couldn't quite hear. The drink was very good and I felt a giddy warmth spread over my body. I relaxed, watching the few people around me and occasionally glanced over to Joel at the table. Several times when I looked over I caught him looking at me too and he smiled so warmly at me, even though he appeared miserable sitting with the group. I nursed the drink and declined another one offered by the bartender, figuring it wouldn't make a good impression to be tipsy at a first meeting.
My purse began to vibrate, and I reached in to answer the cell phone.
"Hi, Hannah, I'm sorry, I'm not going to be able to make it tonight. Something came up here at work. Can we meet another time?" How aggravating, looking this good and being stood up.
"Yeah, that's okay, I guess," I said as I noticed Joel was back at the bar next to me ordering more drinks. I continued on the phone in soft tones, no point in getting angry with a man I'd never even met. "OK, well, maybe another time," I lied. He missed his chance. If work keeps him from meeting me, then how many dates in the future would he cancel without a second thought?
I clicked the phone shut, and started to pull out my wallet to pay for my drink. Joel turned to me and said, "Aww, leaving so soon? You're the only thing in this bar that's saved my evening from being a complete disaster."
I giggled. I'd forgotten how much of a charmer he was. "Yeah, I guess he couldn't make it. I should probably head home."
Joel looked back to the group, and appeared to make some quick calculations in his head. "Listen, Hannah, I think this is the last round for us. All these guys need to get back to their wives. On the other hand, I don't have any plans for the evening. Would you do me a big favor and join me for dinner?"