Magnus and His Family (Chapter 17)
Kathryn M. Burke
Darcy's arrival made one thing painfully obvious: Kristen was, for all the love she received from the others, becoming the odd woman out.
It was never realistically assumed by anyone that Kristen and her brother would be a "couple" for anything like the long haul. They couldn't marry or have children, and Darcy's emergence as Paul's true love—along with the increasing devotion that Adele and Curt shared—made Kristen feel as if she had only a tenuous place in the household. The others did all they could to make her realize how integral a part of this unusual group she was; but her sense of isolation was nonetheless becoming evident to everyone.
Paul talked about the matter with Darcy one night.
"Isn't there anyone we can set her up with?" he asked.
"Paul, there are all manner of men on campus—she just has to go and find one."
"I guess her involvement with Dad, and then with me, has made her forget how to become appealing to guys in general."
"Oh, come on, that's ridiculous! She's beautiful, she's smart, she's sweet—and the moment a guy gets her into bed, he'll know what kind of satisfaction he'll get from her."
"Sure, but the trick is to
find
a guy she can take to bed—and not just for sex, but for love too. She wants that." Then, after a pause: "Say, don't you have a younger brother? What about him?"
Paul, who was embracing Darcy as she clung to his side, felt her stiffen immediately. "I don't think that's a good idea," she said tightly.
"Why not? I think it would be swell! I'm not saying there's any guarantee they'll hit it off, but they can at least meet, can't they?"
"Paul, I really don't think so."
"But
why?
Does he have three legs or something? How old is he, anyway?"
"Just about Kristen's age—nineteen."
"Well, there you go!"
"Paul, the fact is"—and it became evident that Darcy was able to speak only with difficulty—"he . . . has some problems."
A little shudder went through Paul. "What kind of problems?"
"Well, he's a bit on the autistic side."
"Is that all? There are plenty of wonderful people who are 'on the spectrum,' as they say. What's the big deal?"
"It's just . . ." Darcy was having trouble saying what she wanted to say. "He hasn't had much experience with girls—and I'm not sure most girls would like him."
"Why? What does he look like?"
"Oh, he's pretty good-looking. That's not the problem."
"Is he just shy? Awkward?"
"Something like that."
"Darcy," Paul said decisively, "I think you're being overly cautious—and maybe overprotective. If your brother—what's his name, anyway?"
"Greg."
"If Greg might benefit from meeting a girl like Kristen, then I think it would be all to the good, even if it doesn't really lead to anything."
Darcy sighed. "Oh, all right."
"So where is he? Is he a student here?"
"No, we decided it probably wouldn't be a good idea for him to go to college. He's working in a hardware store downtown."
"That's great! Maybe he'll lend some real-life perspective to Kristen—and to all of us."
"I don't know about that. I'm not sure what his hold on reality is."
"You must be exaggerating. I think they'll have a wonderful time."
So it was set up. Kristen grudgingly accepted the blind date, realizing that Paul was basically arranging it out of pity for her. But she tried to keep her spirits up and look forward to meeting the brother of someone who had already become very dear to her.
Since Greg worked all day, a dinner was planned at a modestly priced restaurant. Kristen put on a nice knee-length dress, dark blue with a cinched waist, that showed off her figure—even though she trotted out her perennial complaint that her smallish boobs didn't make her quite as curvy as she would like. She was given only a vague description of Greg, so she found herself in front of the restaurant peering around at every guy who might even remotely be him.
When he did emerge, shuffling up the walkway of the restaurant, she let out a gasp.
He was fairly short—maybe five foot eight at the most—but strikingly good-looking. From his appearance alone, he might have been considered an actor. Underneath a shock of dark brown hair that hung partly over his forehead, he had chiseled features and a jutting jawline that made Kristen go a little weak in the knees. And from what she could tell, his physique was equally impressive: wide shoulders, muscular chest, strong thighs and calves, and biceps that would make any woman get wet. Kristen, swallowing hard, realized that that was exactly what had happened to her.
But Greg's behavior was indeed a little peculiar. As he sidled up to her, he did everything he could not to look her in the face.
Kristen had been told of his autism, so she tried to be welcoming. Holding out a hand, she said, "Are you Greg?"
He muttered something incoherent, which Kristen took as a yes.
"Hi, I'm Kristen. It's nice to meet you."
Greg didn't seem to notice his date holding out her hand, or else didn't know what to do with it. Instead, he just stood in front of her, looking at his shoes. She decided to go for broke and gave Greg a little hug—one that pressed those smallish breasts into his chest.
He stood, amazed, arms at his sides, as she held him for a few seconds. When she released him, he just gaped at her. Then he burst out in a loud voice:
"You're really beautiful!"
Kristen tried to ignore the other people around them who turned their heads at the remark. "That's very sweet of you, Greg. Let's go in."
She took his arm in hers and led him into the restaurant. When the hostess greeted them, Greg couldn't even say that he wanted a table for two, so Kristen obliged. The hostess led them to a table that was reasonably secluded in the back of the restaurant.
Over the next hour and a half, Kristen did her best to coax some information out of Greg. For nearly the whole of the meal he kept his head down, as if the food on the plate was unspeakably fascinating, and shoved the food in his mouth chiefly as an excuse to say as little as possible. But Kristen still got something out of him.
He admitted to a tremendous admiration for his older sister, and was almost pathetically grateful that she had made such a hit with the people in Kristen's house. One of the few times he actually looked at his date was when Kristen told him what a wonderful person Darcy was—although of course she didn't go into any details regarding sleeping arrangements. She also learned that Darcy and Greg's parents were divorced, and that their mother lived pretty close to him—and had in fact wanted him to remain at home while he worked at the hardware store. But Greg had, in an unusual spasm of independence, said he needed to get out of the house and live on his own. He had found a small apartment not terribly far from his mom's house, and seemed happy there.
It became quite obvious to Kristen, though, that he had never had any involvements with girls.
She caught him staring at her chest every so often (
maybe my boobs aren't so small after all!
), and even licking his lips and getting a kind of dreamy look on his face—but almost at once that look turned into one of apprehension, alarm, even fear. Kristen's heart bled for this naïve young man, and she vowed to see if she could help him overcome some of his psychological issues.
When the dinner was over, the couple faced the next fateful decision: what happens now?
Greg magnanimously picked up the check, and Kristen gave him a winsome smile and touched his arm when he did so. The crimson blush that spread over his face almost made her laugh, but she restrained herself. But she did say, in the most offhand manner she could manage:
"Say, Greg, why don't we go to your place? I'm not ready to go home."