Hi, my name is Maggie. I'm 45 and the mother of three daughters. My husband, Trevor, is a manager in the local hospital and we've been residents of this small town in Pennsylvania for over twenty years.
What do I look like? Well, some people have said that I have more than a passing resemblance to Meg Ryan but they may just be flattering me. I do have short blonde hair and dimples when I smile and I'm petite at just over 5'4." I'm proud to say that despite three pregnancies I still have toned skin and no flab and I think most people would find me friendly and attractive.
I've been a secretary, a bank teller, and a credit analyst but lately, I've been a stay-at-home Mom, a role that I treasure. So, in a lot of ways I'm just an average housewife living in Middle America. There is one thing about me however that no one, except Trevor, knows. I'm attracted to and love male cocks. I think they are the most beautiful things God has ever created. Trevor has certainly benefited from my lust, but as you will learn, he wasn't the only one. I've worshiped, tasted, and sucked more penises than I can count, so much so, that Trevor has helped me document my obsession. I now have over twenty videos of me and we've called it "Maggie's Collection." Trevor and I look at these often, usually as a prelude to our lovemaking, but sometimes I sit alone and watch, remembering the taste, smell, and texture of each cock as I held it in my mouth or allowed the man to fill it with his delicious cum.
Lest you think that I am simply a whore or a slut, let me inform you that I do not allow the men I suck to touch me or fuck me. I do sometimes remove my blouse and bra to free my breasts, but I've only been doing that since we began the video collection as the sight of my naked tits is a turn-on for Trevor. Before then, I never undressed, so I was always fully clothed while I insisted that the man be totally naked.
As to my oral obsession, I think it may be hardwired in my psyche. I sucked my thumb for years after most children had kicked the habit and I have always chewed on my fingers. I still have a habit, particularly when I'm concentrating on something, of holding my forefinger against my lips as I lick it with my tongue.
With the onset of puberty, I had the usual "birds and the bees" conversation with my mother, but even more so with my girlfriends and that's when I learned about blowjobs. Of course, I knew that boys had penises and girls had pussies, but I'd never considered that sucking a male cock was a thing. I remember the conversation as if was yesterday. There were four of us and one of the girls had an older brother who had explained the act and she was relating it to us. When she got to the "meat" of the subject, the other two girls just scrunched up their faces and said "Eeewww," I didn't say anything, but I remembered that not only wasn't I grossed out, I actually wondered how it would feel. Later, hot dogs began to fascinate me and I would take one from the refrigerator and let it get warm. Then, I would hold it in front of my face and pretend. I would lick it with my tongue or hold the side between my lips before pushing it into my mouth. I loved the feeling of it being there and I imagined that a male penis would probably feel similar, but I had to wait a few more years to confirm that fact. In the meantime, I embarked on a self-directed education on exactly what that mysterious organ that boys had between their legs. I consulted medical books and found a few pictures that only increased my fascination. I didn't have any brothers that I could spy on and my father was obviously out of the question, so I began to search for a volunteer.
Exactly why I thirst for the opportunity to bury my face into the genitals of men is somewhat of a mystery, even to me. But I do, and I have lost any shame about my fetish if I ever had any.
It was my friend Ryan who was responsible for introducing me to the 'oral arts.' We were classmates in high school. Ryan was more of a friend than a 'boyfriend,' but we talked often and openly about all kinds of subjects, including sex.
One day, I admitted my girlish ignorance of the male body in general and men's genitals in particular. Some of my girlfriends had told me about 'blowjobs,' and I had all kinds of questions about that. Ryan tried to answer some of them, but we both soon realized that words alone would not suffice. A demonstration would be necessary. It took place in his bedroom the next day. We were sitting on his bed when he began.
"You know I feel a special bond with you," he said. And with that, he brought my right hand to rest on his groin. The bulge in Ryan's pants was obvious even in the dim light.
He said, "What do you feel?"
I responded, "I feel your dick, of course, silly. It feels bigger than I expected." Ryan put his hand over mine and when he pressed down, I felt his cock jump in the palm of my hand. "Go ahead, open my pants," he said.
I hesitated for a moment, then started undoing Ryan's belt. I soon had that undone and the fly down and he lifted his rear so he could pull his pants down. His boxers still hid his penis from my view and I reached to remove them as well.
"Wait," Ryan said. "Play with it a little first." I looked up at him and then grasped what looked like a log running down one pant leg of the boxers. I squeezed it lightly and thought I felt it pulse and when I squeezed a few more times I could feel it growing harder and longer in my hand.
Ryan glanced at my hand and then he said, "Okay, pull it out through the fly." I tried, but the slit turned out to be too small to permit my hand filled with his cock to pull it through, so I just reached into his waistband and revealed it that way.
Other than the pictures, Ryan's was the first male penis that I'd ever seen, and it was only a few inches away from my face. The head was about the size of a quarter and I noticed the little piss hole in the end. My small hand barely fit around the shaft and I could tell that he still was not completely erect. At the time I didn't understand that Ryan's cock was circumcised and it wasn't until later that I saw one that was still au natural, but I thought it was beautiful and I could feel moisture in my panties as I looked at it.
"My God Ryan," I'm sure I gasped. "It is so big! Do you mean to tell me you're able to fit this inside a girl's pussy. I just can't imagine that," I said. Truthfully. Having felt the pain of inserting just my small finger, the prospect of Ryan's hard member penetrating me was a prospect that I found terrifying.
"Well, we'll be leaving that maybe until sometime later, so don't worry about that now, just take it in your hand and rub the head lightly," he said.
I did as he told me and I could feel it grow a little more. "Okay," Ryan said. "This is important, you see the head? The underside of the head is very sensitive. It is where a lot of nerve endings come together. Rubbing lightly on this area is like rubbing your clitoris. Licking it is even better. See the ridge around the head? That's also sensitive. Rubbing the shaft up and down feels good and it's how you make me cum."
I started doing what Ryan had instructed, and sure enough, his cock responded, and within a few minutes Ryan was fully hard. His shaft had lengthened a bit more but had thickened too.
"Wow, I cannot believe how big you are. It's gotten so stiff. My God, I've never done anything like this. It's so cool," I said.
The waistband of his boxers still pressed against Ryan's balls and he told me that it was uncomfortable, so I reached and as he lifted his hips I drew them down to his knees. With his genitals now totally exposed, I leaned back to gaze at Ryan's cock and now bared testicles and felt something that felt like a pulse of pleasure emanating from my clit. Was I becoming sexually aroused by this exploration?
I tentatively reached and slid my hand beneath Ryan's ball sack and pressed upward to hold what felt like two small eggs in the palm of my hand. I noticed that he had some light hair on his scrotum and his sparse pubic hair was the identical sandy brown that crowned his head. I was aware that I was staring, but I was in awe of the display of raw masculinity that hung directly in front of my face. My trance was broken when Ryan, who had been watching my reaction, finally spoke. "You can feel them," he said.
I took the nuts in my hand and very lightly rolled them between my fingers, feeling how they slid around inside the sack. I was trying to be gentle as I played and by Ryan's moan, it appeared that it was giving him pleasure to feel my touch there. "How does it feel to you," he asked.
"Your balls feel so different. They're so soft and I can feel them slipping between my fingers, and the sack feels soft too. Your balls hold your sperm, right?" I asked, even though I knew the answer, and as I said that I noticed something; "Ryan, there's a drop leaking out of your pee hole. Are you coming?" I asked naively.
Ryan chuckled and explained that it was a drop of pre-cum and that every man releases some as he becomes aroused. It's a lubricant that nature produces to ease the entry of a man's erect penis into a woman's vagina. He suggested that I should lean down and lick the head of his cock and taste it.