"To Max with my eternal gratitude for showing me the meaning of eroticism"
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I would like for you to join me as I explain my journey into the world of fantasies, passion and teasing that began the season of my life that I prefer to call my "Mad Season" of which I would not change for a million dollars. Who would have thought that through a chance reading of the personal ads I would find Max and that this would be the beginning of my sexual awakening?
My sexual experience had been limited because I had only fucked one other man before I married my husband. I knew that I was curious and that is when I began reading erotica. Upon responding to Max's ad, we began talking about fantasies. I was very new to the "net" and did not think it was important to look at his profile. I later found out it gave his interests as exhibitionism and voyeurism. The funny thing is, had I saw that I would have never answered his ad and I am sure I would not be writing this. He writes for pleasure and would write me short stories. The stories would be about his fantasies. Things we would experience together. Things I would experience for the first time if we did happen to meet.
Never in my wildest imagination, would I have thought at the age of 40, I would experience my sexual awakening. I figured that being a wife, a mother and a career woman was all that I needed at this point in my life but I was wrong. Also, I never imagined I would ever stray from my marriage for any reason but I am glad that I did. Now let me tell you about the events surrounding the first night I met Max and maybe then you will understand about my "mad season".
Max and I kept in very close contact for awhile and after he phoned me the first time and I heard his voice, I knew then that I would have to meet him. He has a great sense of humor but most importantly I couldn't resist his fantasies. We had exchanged pictures and I liked his smile but just wasn't sure if I was sexually attracted to him and he had told me I looked like a realtor in the picture I sent him. I had one friend that I knew had met someone from the personals so I phoned her and asked if she would join me for a night out of town. She agreed and Max and I continued to exchange fantasies about the night we would meet.
It was a hot June day when my friend and I took off on my adventure. I was so nervous I was ready to just forget it but I knew I would never forgive myself if I did not follow through with this. I had decided before I ever went that even if for one night I experienced new pleasures then it would be well worth it. My friend and I checked into the hotel. I had packed accordingly per his instructions. Max had asked me to wear a skirt, no panties or hose and to leave the bra at home. Crazy as it seemed to me at the time I obliged. I was dressed in a white casual skirt with a white man's dress shirt and a red belt separating the two with red heels.
I was in my room when the phone rang and I picked it up with trembling hands and voice because he was telling me he was on his way and then he laughed and told me how nervous I sounded. I told him I was nervous that he would show up but even more so afraid he would not. Again he laughed and said he would phone me from the bar when he arrived. He knew I was bringing a friend as he had one too but he asked that I come to the bar to meet him alone. Within 20 minutes the phone rang again and he was indeed in the bar now. I knocked on my friends door and told her I was going and to meet me in the bar in 10 minutes. The walk down the corridor alone for me was one I will not forget. So nervous but so excited that I could feel my pussy beginning to release my juices. The feeling of my skirt touching my body and my nipples became erect with the slight touch of my blouse as I moved made me feel as sexy as I have ever felt in my life.
I walked to the doorway of the bar. As I began to search I saw him stand and wave his hand at me with a huge smile on his face. I proceeded to walk towards him and as I continued I saw him smile again and when I stood by him the attraction I had hoped would be there was, but so intense it threw me for a loop. Max was a very handsome man and I only hoped that he would be as attracted to me as much as I was to him. He had told me before he would greet me with a kiss but reached down to hug me instead. He explained later that I had looked so nervous he felt that it would be better this way. Max was dressed in casual shorts with a sports shirt. I sat down at the table and he ordered me a beer. His friend was sitting across from me and at times it seemed easier to talk to him because he did not know of my secret thoughts and fantasies. My friend showed up and the four of us talked but it was not long before Max asked his friend and my friend to get the beer out of the car and we would meet them at the room so we could all relax and talk.