I was 23, and just 2 months away from marrying my love and best friend, Alex. We had been together for 3 years, and both of our families thought we were the perfect couple. As the bride to be, I had the world at my feet, but I was feeling the need to break out and be free for a while. The pressure was getting to me.
One night after having a date with Alex, I received a text message from a number that wasn't in my phone..."Hi."
"Who is this?" I replied.
"It's Brandon."
My heart sank. There was only one Brandon from my past. He was the "guy who got away."
I had a flashback. I was young, only 18, shy and never had never been with a guy before. Brandon was tall, dark hair and had captivating eyes. He was 20 and drove a new black mustang. I really wanted to ride in that car. We hung out some, always around other people. I ended up dating some of his friends, although I really just wanted to be around him. We had a connection, but never pursued it. We hung out every now and then over a couple of years. One night before I met Alex, Brandon took me for a ride in that sexy car. He drove me to the lake front, and turned on the heat. I was curious because it was the middle of summer,
"What are you doing?" I said.
"This supercharger can put out a lot of heat, and I wanna see what's under those clothes." He staired me down with those eyes. I melted. I kissed him, and loved the way his tongue felt against mine. I could feel pressure building up in my pussy. He rubbed my thigh and slowly moved his way up and stuck his finger between my shorts and panties.
He slid 2 fingers deep in my pussy and rubbed my clit with his thumb, as he kissed my neck and nibbled my ear. His fingers worked like magic and I thought I was going to explode right then. Just before I was going to cum, lights flashed through the back of the car. Dawn was breaking and people were coming to the lake to fish. He withdrew his hand and grazed his lips with mine. Brandon turned down the heat and pulled away from the parking spot. I was in shock, and still lusting for him to touch me. I had never experienced such passion before. We continued to see each other when our friends were hanging out every so often, but never were intimate like we had been. Everytime I saw him, I wanted to jump him and rip off his clothes, though I always kept my composure. He would have to pursue me. When I met Alex, I quit talking to him all together.
Reality hit me once again as I staired at the words, "It's Brandon."
This was it. I could not reply, and continue to live my life, or I could open the door to lust once again. I had made my decision.