"Would you like something to drink, or a snack?"
The attractive blonde stewardess was leaning over and smiling sweetly.
"No thanks" said Lucy. She glanced over at her husband Ian in the window seat. He was asleep -- or pretending to be.
Sod him
.
"On second thoughts I'll have a Bacardi and coke -- actually make that a double. And some peanuts".
What the hell, I'm on holiday
, she thought.
Ian would not approve of the peanuts; lately he had been making less than subtle comments about her figure. She had been furious with him two nights ago when, in front of all their friends, at Joanna's party, he had said she was putting on weight. She still hadn't forgiven him for the humiliation and things between them had been frosty. And talk about pots calling kettles...
They were flying to Ocho Rios, Jamaica -- a treat for her 40
th
birthday, But Ian was also going to meet up with some old colleagues who were there on business. She just hoped he wasn't going to ignore her like he usually did when he was with his mates.
Two Bacardi's later she was feeling a bit mellower.
At least I'll have the pool, my Ipod and the all-inclusive bar. I'll survive
. She lay back in her seat and drifted off to sleep.
***
"
Fishing
? You've never been fishing in your life" her tone and expression were incredulous. They were in their hotel room, getting ready for dinner. It was their second day in Ocho Rios.
"Yeah, well, Phil has hired a boat and he wants Terry, Mark and me to go with him"
"How long for?" She whined.
"He's got the boat for three days. But it's only during the day. I'll be back for dinner."
"
Three days
?" She echoed. "For fuck's sake, Ian, what am I supposed to do all day long?" Her voice was rising. She was annoyed with herself for getting angry.
"You'll be OK, Luce, there's loads to do. You can hang out with Anita, do a bit of shopping or something"
"Oh just
great
, thanks. I hardly know her!" Anita was the Jamaican girlfriend of Phil, one of Ian's friends. They had met her the previous evening, on their first night at the resort. She was about twenty five and stunning; tall, dark, lithe and exotic. Lucy was 5'2", petite, blonde with pale skin. Lucy had hated her on principle.
"Come on Babes, it'll be over before you know it. Then we can celebrate your birthday in style".
"There had better be a
really
expensive present. I'm going to the pool". She stalked off, sulking.
***
The next afternoon Lucy lay on a sun bed by the pool, cocktail at her side, sunglasses on, headphones firmly attached and magazine in hand. She was virtually alone, in fact she was the only person by the pool -- it was somewhat out of season, she supposed. A dozen metres away a man was tending the plants in the garden.
She hadn't seen Ian that morning -- he had left at 5 am, without waking her. She was still angry with him for being so selfish and they had barely spoken the previous evening.
I hope he falls overboard
, she thought, and smiled to herself.
That morning she had eaten a leisurely breakfast of croissants and jam, alone in the restaurant. Afterwards she had left the hotel and wandered past the shops and into the town. She had treated herself to a new bikini (bright red and
very
tiny) and a sunhat. Now she was working on her tan, wearing her purchases, her body glisterning with suntan oil.
"Good afternoon"
Lucy looked up to see a young black man, wearing red Speedos, a faded yellow vest and sneakers. She lowered her sunglasses and studied him more closely. She guessed he was in his mid-twenties. He was quite handsome and looked very fit.
"Oh, hello". She said. Smiling up at him.
"I saw you here all by yourself and thought I would introduce myself. I'm Amand". His accent was French with a Caribbean lilt. He stuck out his hand.
She took it. "Nice to meet you, I'm Lucy"
His eyes travelled languidly from her toes to her eyes. "Ah, my favourite name!" He grinned.
Oh my God
, she thought.
He's totally checking me out
. She felt herself blushing but didn't really mind. She was used to men staring at her.
"I bet you say that to everyone". She laughed. "Are you staying here?"
"Actually I work here. I look after the pool and run the gym".
"Oh, sorry".
"'S OK. Have you seen the gym? It's very well equipped".
Rather like the man running it
, she thought to herself.
"No, not yet but I'm sure I will".
"Well, I recommend it. There's a sauna too".
"Oooh, sounds nice."
They swapped small talk for a few minutes. She discovered that he lived in a small beach house next to the hotel. "Comes with the job." He explained. She found his smile rather charming and not a little sexy.
"Well, I should get back to work" he said. "Nice to meet you, Lucy. Don't forget to try my gym!" He sauntered away. She liked the way he said her name.
***
She spent most of the next morning shopping in the town. Anita had invited her. The Jamaican girl was pleasant enough company but Lucy found that they had little in common, aside from a love of shoes and handbags, so after a light lunch she excused herself, promising to meet up later that week. She gathered her stuff and headed for the pool again.
At just before 6 pm, she returned to their room. She was deciding what to wear for dinner when Ian came through the door. She could tell straight away that he had been drinking.
"Hiya Lulu!" he put his arms around her, picked her up and planted a big, wet kiss on her lips.
"Ugh, Ian! You stink of beer -- and
fish
!" she shoved him away from her "And don't call me Lulu, you know I hate it. And you'd better bloody well have a shower before we go down to dinner" she disappeared into the bathroom.
"Can't we get room service?" he called after her. "I'm knackered."
She glared at him from the bathroom doorway. "We are not getting fucking room service" she hissed.
Dinner was not fun. Lucy had dressed up in a slinky purple dress -- her favourite - whilst Ian was in shorts and a tatty T shirt. Ian drank steadily throughout the meal and by 9 pm was struggling to keep his eyes open. Finally he said: "Sorry Babes, I'm off to bed. I'm fucked, and we're off early again tomorrow." He stood up " You coming?"
"No." She snapped. "You go. I'm going to stay and listen to the band for a bit. I'll be up in a while."
"Suit yourself" he walked, somewhat unsteadily, out of the restaurant.
The band -- a quartet -- was quite good. Lucy went to the bar, sat on a vacant stool and ordered a rum cocktail from the young bartender. As she sipped the enormous drink she thought:
This holiday is a disaster
.
I could kill Ian, he's so bloody selfish.
She didn't notice the presence next to her until:
"Is this seat taken?" She looked up, startled out of her reverie.
Amand.
***
"Oh, hi" she said, slightly flustered. "No, be my guest." She managed a fleeting smile, gestured to the stool next to her. "I have to warn you, though, I won't be very good company." She resumed staring into her almost-finished drink.
"We'll see" he said. "So here you are, all by yourself -- again. Has your husband abandoned you?"
She glanced at him briefly, then away. "He's gone to bed. Has to get up early again tomorrow."
"I see. Would you like another drink?" he motioned to the bartender "Another cocktail for the lady, and a rum and coke for me, please Felipe."
"No, really, I...." She started to protest. "Oh what the hell. OK, thank you."
"So, do you like the band? You like calypso music?" he watched her over the rim of his glass.
"They're quite good I s'pose."
"You seem unhappy tonight
Cherie
. This we cannot have." He stood up abruptly and took hold of her hand "Dance with me"
"What? Oh no please I...." but before she could protest further they were on the dance floor and he was gently holding her. They began to sway slowly in time with the music.
"This is better, no?" He whispered in her ear. He held her closer.
A couple of numbers later and Lucy was starting to enjoy herself, despite everything. Amand was a good dancer. He twirled her around a couple of times then held her close. She had to admit that she liked the feel of his hard body against hers. She worried for a second whether Ian might see her, but realized that, for now, she didn't care.
After the third song had finished -- A Bob Marley number played slow, Amand took her hand and led her out to the garden by the pool. There was an almost-full moon. The night was warm, the scent of the tropical plants and the song of the cicadas made a heady cocktail for the senses.
They walked in silence for a while "Are you feeling better