Lucy Erotica; a Confession

It is seven years since our first Literotica submission, so high time we set the record straight about our relationship and adventures in that initial 'Episode 1.'

I'm hoping that it doesn't really matter, though sincere apologies, nonetheless. I'd rather be honest and own up to the fact that not all of the adventure as written was true. If I could, I'd edit and/or delete, but not sure how, once published. Hope we're not thrown out!

Fingers crossed readers found it an enjoyable story, so I hope you'll understand and forgive, once I've explained.

Back then, Lucy and I were lovers rather than husband and wife. We had teenage children, but not with one another. I've a wife and kids, while she had a fella and her own family. We were having an affair based on a lovely friendship and amazing sex, but our families always came first; that was always the primary rule between us.

I'm still happily married, but Lucy's relationship with her then partner floundered sadly.

During the Covid years we were unable to see each other more than a few times, and we never really reignited our friendship in the same way that it had been before. Lucy's in a good space though, very happy and, I'm delighted to report, with a new, fabulous guy.

Lucy and I are no longer lovers, but still good friends, catching-up very occasionally, and hopefully forever grateful for the fifteen years we secretly enjoyed together. I smile when people refer to 2000-2010 as the Noughties. We met in the midst of them and to me they'll always be the 'Naughties.'

Those days were among the best of times and very special.

That period of our lives allowed us to live out our sexual fantasies together in a way that not many are fortunate enough to be able to do. Incredible moments of passion and joy. We feel guilt that we went behind our partners' backs, but hopefully no harm done.

We'd only meet occasionally, but kept in touch via messages and emails. We didn't live close to one another, so plans to meet were never straightforward. Trying to arrange to hook-up with others moreso. Invariably we'd meet just for lunch or a walk together. Other times we'd meet to make love. Very occasionally, say once a year, we might get an opportunity to spend a couple of nights together. In 2012 that translated as a whole glorious week together, though we were both at work during the day. Exciting times!

When we were apart Lucy enjoyed reading erotic stories and subscribed to Literotica. Occasionally she'd send me a link to a particular favoured story, saying that this or that submission got her really aroused, or hinting that she'd really love us to do something similar.

So "Erotic Adventures With Lucy Ch. 01" was an homage to that.

I submitted it without warning her, hoping that she'd read it by chance - which she did(!). I altered our background biography just because we were always so wary about being caught, and especially in view of the fact that I kept our own real names in the story. I thought there was more chance of Lucy getting past the first paragraph if her interest was sparked by there being a story on the site about a "Lucy & Robert" from the UK, but didn't want anyone else recognising us.

In that original story the initial anecdote about a hotel game of 'daring what if' actually happened, while the later group sex episode is fictional; though based on a very lovely night out we had together.

The group sex element was there to surprise Lucy; the kind of fantasy we were by then sharing with a view now to definitely enact together, should opportunity arise.

That hotel game really affected me and helped me really appreciate Lucy's amazing sexual appetite even more. It also made me 'up my game' in terms of trying to be comfortable in what we did together, and what we now hoped we could aim to do together.

You can still read the episode obviously, but to summarise... We lay in bed together one afternoon and enjoyed a game in which I role-played a total stranger as we imagined Lucy being out at a pool or on a beach, sunbathing; a game of how far would she go, so to speak.

We tried to stay in character and play seriously, so the game proved deliciously sexy and also (to me, at least) quite shocking. I kept thinking that Lucy would ask her 'stranger' to stop, but she didn't, and it led to a most incredible bout of sex that afternoon.

We had a really candid heart-to-heart later, in which Lucy put me right; explaining that the "Sex with a Stranger" dream was right up there among her top fantasies, and on the wish list of many women. Sure, the mood had to be right, and the stranger had to get the tone correct, but she assured me that our sex that afternoon had been very intense because throughout it all she'd held to the idea that she was being pleasured and was fucking some random guy.

She reminded me that in their "secret" life together she and Martin had visited swingers' clubs once or twice. Ironically she said she sometimes imagined things the other way round, ie that she was with me when she'd been with others, rather than that random stranger, especially if she couldn't actually look her lover in the eye. "I imagine it's you in the room with us, Rob, especially if there's some guy making love to me from behind. I so wish it could happen."

Her idea of swinging was possibly a little at odds with many devotees, who like that everything is rather dispassionate...or things (especially within a relationship) might get complicated. Lucy could appreciate this point of view, but quietly preferred to feel some spark with whoever she was with. Every experience had been sexy and exciting, but the ones she'd enjoyed the most had been the ones where she felt some kind of connection with her lover. I was her "secret, secret" passion and maybe it was her desire to explore a more passionate flavour to her fantasies and love-making that made our relationship so special. i liked that after her club visits she'd sent me accounts of what had happened that were so honest, candid and sexy.

The other adventure in that first Lucy chapter describes a group sex session following an evening that Lucy and I enjoyed at a burlesque club. The group sex was more a statement of intent and meant as a nice surprise for Lucy when she read the story on the site. She certainly appreciated it!

That caberet evening was such a sexy night. Lucy and I had checked-in at a city centre hotel and reserved a table for dinner at the nightclub. We'd both been at work, so only arrived at the hotel in the early evening, and didn't have long to get ready. We did have just long enough to shower together and for Lucy to make the suggestion she always knew I'd relish. She lay back on the bed, spread her thighs and reminded me that she'd requested that I'd to shave her before we headed out.

She teased me as I worked on her as we'd enjoyed other discussions in the run-up to our rare evening out together, and Lucy was keen to explore them further.

"I am going to wear stockings beneath my skirt tonight Rob, as we discussed, but with a new basque beneath a black see-thru blouse, rather than the lingerie we'd talked about.

"There are going to be some very beautiful women performing striptease; I'm going to find it just as arousing as you Rob.

"I'm in the mood to be naughty tonight, Mr Robert, I hope you don't mind, though I quite like the thought of you disciplining me if you do.

"Access all areas? Cheeky! I'm a good girl, Rob. Well-behaved, and so, mmmm, expect you to be a perfect gentleman...

"I've also brought the new toy I told you about, and hope to give you a demonstration before I really do burn the motor out.

"I also like the idea of being daring though, Rob, so although my skirt isn't very short, I'm not going to wear any knickers!

"I'm already wet! Go on, have a feel..."

We also went with the hope that we might bump into someone, get chatting, invite them back to our room. We'd already enjoyed the "what if...sex with a stranger" discussion, so I was keen to make it happen for Lucy in a way that I'd not before. The notion of a threesome or sex with another couple certainly something on our radar. We'd already visited a swingers' club ourselves (before the 'what if game') that wasn't far away and Lucy teased about the possibility of a return trip.

"Isn't it couples only there after 8pm, Rob, and open all night?"

She, we, were in such a horny mood by the time we ventured out.

And first port of call was that bar just a few doors down from our hotel. We just popped in for a livener and were staggered by how busy it was.

But everyone was in their own little groups or maybe we just looked too much of a couple to be disturbed, or maybe we just didn't stay long enough.

We were hungry, so opted for dinner and burlesque, just the two of us, effortless and lovely.

And certainly sexy; the dancers erotic and beautiful. Lucy beautiful too. She looked fabulous and flirtatious with it, keen to remind me to explore her stocking tops beneath her skirt in the gloom of the club.

Afterwards we just opted to head back to our hotel, both of us in the mood to make love together. Lucy still in a naughty frame of mind when we got back to our room - alone. She stood at the door, unbuttoned  her blouse and unzipped her skirt, thrilling with a striptease of her own. She then turned up the heat by delving into her bag and producing her new vibrator which she then gave a very XXX-rated performance, welcoming her audience's participation in a steamy way that went beyond burlesque.

She was sensational!

....and rest assured.

Although our favourite adventures involved just the two of us, Lucy and I did get to enjoy exciting escapades with others that'll feature in future chapters.

Our experiments with the UK swinging scene were about to take off...