"I miss you so much," Carla said, the sadness palpable in her voice.
Dante sighed. She'd said out loud what he'd been thinking since she'd answered the facetime call.
She looked stunning as usual, still dressed in her work clothes, but her eyes were heavy. Dante guessed she'd been crying earlier.
"I miss you too," he answered, trying to keep his voice light, but failing.
Dante was 2 weeks into a 6-week training program for work being held at corporate headquarters in San Francisco, requiring him to leave the love of his life and best friend behind at their home in New Jersey. The program met 6 days a week, leaving no time to fly home for a weekend fix. They both knew they'd be apart for 6 weeks and agreed that the opportunities that would arise from the program would be worth the time apart. Neither of them thought it would be this hard though. Both were trying to combat the loneliness by staying busy. It wasn't working.
"It'll get easier the longer I'm out here. 2 weeks from now you not even gon remember my name," Dante said, trying to lighten the mood. It had the opposite effect.
"I don't want it to get easier. I want to miss you like this when you're gone. I just don't want you gone." Tears started forming at the corners of her eyes. She put her head back, as if trying to keep them from spilling over onto her face.
Dante smiled at her sympathetically through the phone. He wanted to hold her, offer some comfort, but what could he do 4,000 miles away?
"Carla," he said softly. She lowered her gaze back to the phone. One tear had escaped, she didn't bother wiping it away.
"Don't say my name like that, please."
"Why?" he asked, genuinely puzzled.
"Because that's how you say my name when we're laying in bed together, snuggled up. It's reminding me that I'll be going to bed, alone, again tonight, and will be for the next four weeks."
"You miss me that much, huh?"
She nodded in response, tears threatening again.
"What you miss about me?" Dante asked, a hint of mischief in his voice and in the smile he wore.
She closed her eyes before responding, "Everything. Your smell, your voice, your touch."
"You hearing my voice now."
"it's not the same on the phone. I can't explain it. I feel it different."
"I feel you. Well, our eyes and ears are we have for the next four weeks so we gotta make it do what it do with that. How was your day?"
"Long. I'm so tired. I just want to have a glass of wine and relax."
"Maybe I can help you with that," Dante responded, trying and probably failing to recreate the tone of voice needed to put Carla in the right mood for what he had planned.
"How?" She asked, predictably skeptical.
"I don't know really, let's just go with it ok?" She visibly relaxed, her curiosity getting the better of her.
"Ok. I'm game. What're we doing?" She asked with a tinge of excitement in her voice. Dante wasn't sure how far she would go, Carla was pretty shy in general.
Dante told Carla to get comfortable and lay on the bed. After some token resistance, Carla complied. When she reappeared on his screen, he could see just enough of her to know that was topless. Dante thought there was a good chance she was completely naked. He conjured an image of her. It was summer and Carla spent a good amount of time outside, tanning her normally caramel complexion to a deep bronze. Tan lines left by her bikini the only trace of what her skin looked like in the winter months.
"Now what?" she asked, faint smile on her lips. She could tell by the look on his face that her bare skin had stirred something in him. It pleased her to know that he was missing her that much more now.
"Close your eyes. You remember our first date?"