It was late Wednesday morning and Amber had already completed her daily duties. Other than Cindy, everyone else in the small office was away at a training conference. Cindy had spent a good portion of the morning preparing quarterly reports and was much less chatty than usual. Given the scowl that appeared on her face when her cell phone rang and the subdued hissing that could be heard after she retreated to her desk, Amber suspected something was up with her ex.
To give Cindy some privacy and take the rare opportunity to listen to music, she put her earbuds in, turned on some classic Enigma, and loaded up Excel. She had some ideas for how to improve the team's data processing and wanted to surprise them when they came back from the conference. As Gregorian chants and breathy French vocals interwove amidst a backdrop of Euro-electronica, the spreadsheet began to fall into place. The sensual nature of the song also got her reminiscing about Katelyn's visit the night before.
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"Okay, girl, any ideas on what you'd like to get?" Kat asked as she opened the laptop and slid closer to Amber so they could share the screen. The electronic glow lit her up as she opened a browser and typed in a website. A classy storefront greeted them with white, black, and accents of strong pink. An elegant font proclaimed 'Aphrodite's Bow' across the top while pictures of models posing in various forms of lingerie were displayed below. "This is that new place over on 16th street. It's really nice."
Amber sat back on the couch and curled her feet up next to her as she leaned against Kat and looked down at the screen on her friend's lap. "God, I don't know. Hmm... I mean, I was thinking of some more panty and bra sets. He liked the ones I had on the other day."
"Well, that's a good start. But I was wondering if you wanted to get anything else. Maybe expand your horizons?"
"Maybe," Amber said hesitantly. "Though I don't really know where to start. Sorry. I guess I'm too much of a nerd." A look of disappointment crossed her face. "I'm a lingerie virgin."
Katelyn looked over, concern in her eyes. "Amber... you've always been brainy and I know we often throw around the term 'nerd' for fun, but I'm going to pull the Caring Best Friend card and nix the negative self-talk. Just because you haven't really thought about it for yourself doesn't mean there's something wrong with you. Everybody starts somewhere and you're starting here."
Amber looked up from the screen and sighed. "Yeah, you're right. Sorry, this is supposed to be fun." She closed her eyes for a second and collected her thoughts. When she opened them, she smiled and explained, "I guess what I'm trying to say is, while I obviously know what lingerie is, I've never actually contemplated it that much in terms of purchasing it for myself. I mean, with the dearth of boyfriends, I've never really needed to. It's always just been one of those things that couples like you and Aaron look at. When I've gone out with you before, I've just been mentally focused on helping you determine what looked good on you."
"Well, getting something sexy for yourself can be all the need you need, no special 'other person' required. But that's a conversation for another day. Let's see if we can narrow it down a bit." Kat turned the computer away from Amber, opened up a new tab, and typed some parameters. When she finished, she turned the screen back so Amber could see. "How about these?" she asked with a devious smile.
The page was filled with women in black leather. A fair number included chains and spiked collars. Riding crops were also a very popular accessory. Amber grimaced. "Yeeeeaaaah," Amber said drawing the word out. "That's a hard 'no' for me."
Kat laughed. "I figured. But with all the boundaries you've been pushing of late, I thought maybe you've completely derailed from the Amber I know. She smiled over at Amber and gave her a nudge with her elbow. "Okay, so no Biker Bitch or Dungeon Dom." She closed the browser tab.
"I think I'm more of a 'satin and lace' kind of girl," Amber explained with a grin. "More like 'sex in front of the fireplace' rather than 'boot on the neck of my Sub'."
"There's the Amber I know." Kat opened a new tab and began typing as she spoke. "I can picture you in a cabin somewhere, stone fireplace, goin' to town on a nice blanket on the floor."
"Yeah, that sounds pretty awesome," Amber said, glancing over at the gas fireplace in the corner of the room. It wasn't nearly as exciting as the one in the fantasy. She paused for a moment in reflection. "Oh, and Elise said I could totally pull off 'Sexy Librarian'," Amber noted, adding air quotes for emphasis.
Kat paused, her finger stopping on the trackpad, and glanced over again. "Oh?" She looked Amber up and down. "Yeah, she's right.
Definitely
put that one on your To-Do list. Though that wouldn't work for Thursday, what with the hiking and all." She reverted her gaze back to the computer and began opening links into some new tabs before pausing again and glancing over. "Spencer's sister said that?"
"Yeah."
"Hmm," Katelyn muttered, briefly raising her eyebrows. "Didn't you just meet her? That seems a bit forward for someone you just met."
Not as forward as when I kissed her during my emotional meltdown.
Amber felt herself blush and cleared her throat. "Oh, uh, well, she is pretty forward, but it wasn't like we'd
just
met. It was Sunday night when I went up for dinner. She'd helped me with the swimsuit and we were talking. I was all nervous about the evening and had made a comment about how I wasn't like herβall confident and sultry. Or something like that... Anyway, that's when she said I was cute and could nail it as a sexy librarian."
"Huh." Kat had a somewhat introspective look on her face as she stared across the room, the laptop momentarily forgotten. "Well, that's an odd and unexpected feeling," she murmured to herself.
Amber sat up and twisted slightly so she could look at Kat's face more easily. "What's odd? That I was nervous or that she said I was cute?"
Katelyn snapped out of her inward thoughts and looked back at Amber. "Oh! No, no, that's not what I meant at all! Sorry, I was referring to myself. I was really happy that someone gave you a compliment you deserve and... um... then found it tinged with a hint of jealousy."
Amber tilted her head, her eyebrows furrowed. "You? Jealous? Of what?"
Kat abashedly glanced away for a moment before she looked back and exhaled through pursed lips. When she spoke, it was rapid as if she wanted to get it out and move on to something else. "Well, I know it's not right, but I was a bit jealous that someone else was thinking you were sexy too. I know that's utterly wrong of me and I'm rather disappointed in myself for even thinking it. It just caught me off guard is all."
Wait, is she jealous that Elise was there to support me that night?
It was highly unusual and surprising to hear Kat admit jealousy. She was normally quite confident.