Sheona Carr's stomach had those butterflies. She recognised the feelings of anticipation, desire and fulfilment, curiosity and playfulness all floating a little too freely within her. In any case, she knew her gut feel was transmitting real thoughts, as many neurons in her belly as in her brain. A light-headed motion sickness sort of feeling.
Yet driven by standard desires and coming into sharp focus for her quicker than planned. Much quicker in fact. This wasn't meant to be now. Her carefully controlled process had been quickly undone by Tom Kanchelskis in one swift request to borrow her iPhone charger. Did he know she would have to go back to her hotel room to get it? And she had casually heard herself say "walk up with me if you like". And he did like.
Near yet far from the other epidemiologists at the annual conference, hastily reconvened in light of new information from the WHO and the Wuhan labs about COVID-19.
The walk from the elevator to the room was slightly - awkward. Heading for a hotel room with a professional acquaintance was not a standard procedure for either of them it seemed. Now the butterflies in place of the easy conversation from earlier in the day. She navigated to her room number 405 more by visual cues and noted that she was slightly out of breath. Not like her to almost forget a room number. Her grasp on the details were unusually hazy.
And now here they were, in her hotel room. Had she imagined the slightly narrowed eyes, an almost imperceptible edge to his tone "I don't suppose you have an iPhone cable I could borrow". She quickly replayed the scene in her mind as she bent over her suitcase left carefully on the floor earlier. "It's in here somewhere", not remembering several of the things she had recently packed. She played for time and considered the edge in his voice and the butterflies in her stomach. The next ten seconds were going to make or break her plan for Mr Kanchelskis. Fool or fantasy fulfilled. She was about to choose and wanted some more time. Denied.
Sheona straightened up, clutching the cable a little too tightly, and saw that Tom was casually leaning back on the dresser, crisp white business shirt set against his healthy complexion. He had obviously enjoyed observing her rummaging around in her case. Was she over-thinking his look, his edgy tone? What was undeniable was he was in her room.
Enough time before mandatory dinner downstairs. Government approval of the national medical strategy conference meant no skipping dinner. This was going to have to be quick. Last chance, now or never.