To Live and to Learn-Part 1
Lily Comes Out of Her Shell
Josh...
The first time I saw Lily it was love at first sight. As she stood at a party talking to someone at a friend's house, she was a vision of blond hair, blue eyes and a petite, slim figure. As the evening progressed, I managed to talk to this vision of beauty where we managed to hit it off.
I asked her out on a date for the following weekend, which she accepted and thus began our whirlwind romance. As we got to know each other we learned that we were raised in very different ways; she in a very conservative religious family and me in a liberal non-religious family. At first, I thought this disparity would drive us apart, but, for the most part, we worked around it and became closer.
After several dates I tried to move our relationship along in a more sexual way, but she informed me that she was saving herself for marriage and would allow no intimacy until that time. Being the horny guy that I was, this news was not welcomed, but I loved Lily enough to accept her restrictions and refrained from any sexual contact until such time as we got married.
Eight months after we met Liliane Elizabeth Anderson consented to marry me, Joshua William Holgate. Our wedding night was more traumatic than romantic because our initial copulation was quite painful for her. We only coupled the one time that night and I was required to wear a condom.
As the weeks progressed, our sex life didn't. I would manage to talk Lily into sex about once every two weeks and it was always with the lights out, with her in her flannel nightgown and in the missionary position...I was very frustrated! We've been married for five months now and I loved my wife very much and decided I needed some advice to break down some of Lily's barriers.
I knew I couldn't just talk to anyone about what was happening, so I needed to talk to someone who was discreet, wise and who cared for me...us. That led me to my older sister, Jan. Jan was two years older than I was, but we had always been very close and she was a clinical psychiatrist with a large profitable practice. We didn't get together as often as we would like despite living in the same city, though we did talk on the phone a lot.
I decided I needed to talk to Jan about the issues Lily and I were having so I called her, she was understanding and listened attentively. When I had finished, Jan said, "Well, Josh, I think you'll have your work cut out for you. Lily has had a lifetime of admonitions on the evils of sex and it will take all of your patience to break through those barriers. So, are you in for the long haul or do you want instant gratification?"
I laughed and said, "Of course I want instant gratification, but I know that isn't happening, so what do you prescribe for the long haul?"
"Good for you. Something you might try would be to have her eat a THC gummy, with a low level of THC to relax her, and then introduce her to some homemade porn that features regular people having sex. Now, be careful not to show her stuff that is way out there like double penetrations and stuff like that. Limit her to scenes with oral sex performed on both sexes and coitus in various positions other than missionary.
"As the weeks progress, you can up the strength of the THC while showing her progressively more, shall we say, advanced forms of sex until she attains the level of acceptance that you want. You know you can call me anytime with questions."
She went on to share several sites that had the level of porn that she was talking about, so when we hung up, I checked a few out and chose the first ones I wanted Lily to view. I stopped at our local dispensary and spoke with the person behind the counter about what I needed and she very kindly set me up with a number of gummies in various strengths.
So, this Saturday was going to be the beginning of my attempt to loosen my wife up sexually. I have to confess that I was excited but wary as well. I was hoping that what I was about to try wouldn't damage our relationship beyond repair.
Lily...
Having been married for several months now to my husband, Josh, I could tell that he wasn't too happy about our sex life. I really wanted to be more, I don't know, sexy, but years of religious upbringing of how sex was evil, unless it was for procreation, made it hard for me to be what Josh wanted.
However, one Friday evening after supper, Josh sat me down and said, "Lily, I love you beyond anything I can imagine, but (a big sigh) our sex life has a lot to be desired. I know we've talked about how you were raised and how that inhibits you, but I think I may have found a way to get us both on the same page sexually.
"I spoke with my sister Jan, the psychiatrist, and she recommended that you try eating a gummy with a low level of THC, the ingredient in marijuana that makes people high, and watch some videos of others having sex. She thinks that the THC will relax you and help you get past some of your inhibitions and watching other regular people have sex in various ways may help. So, Lil, do you think this is something you can do for us?"
My first impulse was to say no, but I really liked Jan and knew she would never suggest anything that was harmful. As I thought about it, I realized that I had been wanting to get over my reservations and be more of the wife that Josh wanted, so I smiled at him and said, "Yeah, I'd like to try. All I ask is that you be patient with me."
"Of course, I'll be patient. Now this gummy has 2.5mg of THC in it. It's not very strong but it should give you a sense of euphoria and relax you."
I ate the gummy and decided that it didn't taste too bad, just kind of like a dirty strawberry. Josh told me that it would take nearly an hour for me to feel any effects, so we sat in the living room and talked. Finally, Josh said something that made me giggle and I couldn't stop for quite a while. At the same time, I was feeling really good.
When I commented about feeling good, Josh smiled and said, "It sounds as though the gummy has taken effect. So, why don't we get naked and then I'll play a video for us. Okay?"
Even in my euphoric state, I was still reticent about being seen naked, so I asked, "Really, you want us to get naked so we can see each other?"
"Yes, I do. I want to be able to drink in the beauty of your body."
I thought about it for a couple of seconds and then decided I'd do it. "Okay, if you insist." And with that I began peeling off my clothes while Josh did the same.
Josh...
I couldn't believe it as Lily began stripping off her clothes. She did it slowly, but not sensually like in a strip show. I took my clothes off at the same time so that she wouldn't feel that she was the only one on display. When she stood before me naked, she had her breasts covered with one arm and hand and her genitals with her other hand. As I walked towards her I whispered, "Please uncover yourself, Lil. You are so beautiful."
As she did as I asked, I couldn't believe just how outstanding her body was. She was slim and had very white skin, her breasts were on the large side of medium and stood out nicely from her body with long hard pink nipples and old dollar coin sized pink areolae. Her stomach was nice and tight from the exercise and yoga that she enjoyed doing. She had nicely defined hips and lovely legs. Her pussy was covered by a light down of blond hair and allowed me to just barely see her puffy large labia.
I asked Lily to turn slowly in place, so she did as I asked. Her blond hair hung down around her shoulder blades and her back was nicely toned. She also had those two cute dimples just above her butt that I liked so much. Additionally, she had the nicest ass I had ever seen and I just wanted to kiss those two perfect globes.
All in all, Lily had the finest body I had ever seen live or online. She was perfection personified and I was anxious for her to loosen up and become a sexual being who would help me live out some of my fantasies as well as develop some fantasies of her own. But right now, I knew I had to take things in baby steps.
"Baby, I have to tell you that you are, by far, the most beautiful woman I have ever set eyes on. Thank you for loving me. Now, why don't we sit down and watch the first video and see what you think."
Lily...
Hearing Josh describe me as the most beautiful woman he has ever seen made me feel really good. I knew he had had several sex partners before we met, so knowing I was the best looking made me smile and blush a bit. On the other hand, I had never seen a naked man before, but I loved Josh's well-toned muscles on his 6'4" frame. But what caught my attention was his, well, his penis thingy. It looked enormous, but it had fit in me, so I had to ask, "Is your, uh, well, is your uh, thingy bigger than most or are they all the same size?"
Josh laughed and said, "Okay, new rule! From now on I will tell you what things are called in the sexual world. This my love is a 'cock', or a 'dick', or 'prick'. Mine is probably slightly larger than normal and no, all cocks are not the same. They range from small to humongous. And if you are wondering whether you would be able to accommodate a humongous one, the answer is yes, not that you'll have to, but you never know."
