My eyes spring open as I feel her leave the bed, though a tiny girl, her presence always weighs heavily in my life. It's late, very late, and we'd spent the night enjoying each other's bodies. She's such a treat, our explorations take me on a journey I hope never ends.
She's up again, though, another of her late night awakenings. I've tried to guess the reasons for her insomnia, but never quite have it figured out. I know that sometimes it's her way of dealing with the troubles life throws us; what better time to contemplate than late at night, with no distractions. A way to review past mistakes, recognizing why we chose the path we chose, and learning perhaps the better choice.
And sometimes it's a way of visiting with loved ones lost; there's never a good way to say goodbye, sometimes no time, and just maybe it's best there isn't. Shouldn't we always be able to communicate with those most dear to us, whether or not they're here? I "talk" to some as well, I know those memories will never disappear; it's surprising just how good it makes one feels.
On those nights I leave her to herself, some journeys are better taken alone.
Tonight it's different, she's been happy all night long, and just seems full of energy. I'm not sure if she thinks she's letting me sleep by leaving, but I always know the moment she is gone.
I open my eyes and lay there, listening to the noises of the night. I can hear her wandering around the other room, what cd will she play tonight? It's always such a treat to hear what mood she's in, so much about music I've learned from her.
I'm surprised, though, by the soft strumming making it's way into the room. It sounds too clear to be a recording; might I be hearing my love as she makes her own sweet music?
I creep from the bed, tiptoeing silently to the door and peek around. My eyes feast upon the sight before me; my sweets lying flat on the floor, her head resting on a pillow, hair spread out like an angel's wings. She's naked, oh so lovely, wearing only her guitar resting on her stomach.
Her eyes are closed, head nodding slowly, keeping time with her fingers as they strum and form those soothing chords. The tempo picks up a bit, and I hear a funky beat, her belly ring acting as percussion as it taps against the back of the guitar. God, what a sexy sight, her body moving so sensuously on the floor, like an exotic beast.
I slowly make my way into the room, barely moving the air within. She senses me somehow, her eyes open and lock onto my face. Oh how I get lost in that gaze, swimming in the blue of her eyes. A smile grows, she loves looking at me, loves knowing I'm hers, and recognizes that very same smile on my own face. She nods to the floor in front of her, I sit and watch my angel play.
As always though, when I'm near her I find it impossible not to touch. There's something about her skin, her body, her very aura that calls out to my hands. My fingers take hold of her feet, rubbing gently on the soles, my thumbs pressing out any stress she might be feeling.