It had been a long evening. You made me jump through a lot of hoops before you were really ready for us to get together. I had just left my ex-girlfriend, not for you, but because we simply weren't going to make it. My hope was that since I was single now, before I looked for a new relationship, you and I could finally have some fun. So I saved my first paycheck from my new job, and took you on a the kind of date that wasn't designed to make you fall in love with me… that wasn't what I wanted. It was supposed to make you feel like a desirable, sexy, and sophisticated woman. It worked, but you were still wondering about my mental state. You forget… once I've made up my mind to do something, I don't sit and fret over it. It applies to my now ex-girlfriend.
It applied to you, as well.
After a lovely, and rather dressy dinner at a nearby Italian restaurant, and a few drinks at an upscale bar nearby, I took you to the hotel room I'd reserved two nights prior. There would be red wine waiting for us, and a very large shower. I had actually scoped out the place specifically for the shower size; you'd said you wanted to shower with a man someday, and I wanted to fulfill that desire in you. I had stopped by there before we'd met for dinner to drop off a few things, as well. You see, I didn't want your love. I knew you loved me as a friend, and that was all we would ever be… and frankly, that's what I wanted. We'd make a
terrible
couple, if romance set in. I didn't want that for you, or for me.
I wanted your virginity.
You were a sexy, sexy woman. You'd done all there was to do, and loved to do it… you had just never been penetrated by anything but a man's fingers. I was going to change that. By the time I was done with you, you would be so damned seduced, you wouldn't even bother to try putting the brakes on. I hoped I would be successful… I certainly wasn't going to force you to have sex with me. But we went to the room to get naked and enjoy ourselves… my odds were good. I'd been talking sex with you for months. I knew your buttons. I just had to hit them.