Discovery of secret Diary unexpectedly save widowed husband
I was married to the most beautiful woman, my best friend and lover. From our very first date we were madly in love and barely spent any time apart during our 35 years together. Sadly, I lost my beautiful wife.
I struggled to make sense of any of it and how it could have even happened. I went months dragging my life forward trying to find meaning in anything. My work kept me busy which definitely helped kill some of the time I now had on my hands without my beautiful wife to spend it with. Almost a year later, I finally started to go through the house and put things away and get rid of things I didn't need anymore. While cleaning out Kim's, my wife, side of the closet, I came across a shoe box filled with some pictures and a leatherbound book. I opened it and as I glanced through the first few pages, I realized it was a Diary in which she was writing about her journey of becoming a sexually active young child and into her later years, it was a history of her many lovers.
We only briefly discussed a few of her past lovers, a topic she always seemed to avoid. I began to realize she only admitted to the boyfriends that I knew something about, I became angry and pissed off when I learned it was many more than the 8 lover she admitted too and I always assumed there were at least 4 or 5 more than that, making it more like 13 give or take. Don't get me wrong, I'm not mad she had slept with 25 plus men, I'm mad she lied about it and felt she had to keep it a secret. Lies make you wonder what else she might have been lying about. Anyway, I was no angel, I may have been a very late bloomer in the fact that I did everything but have intercourse until I was 21 and even then I had to talk a 31 year old lady I met at the bar into it, that she had to be my first. I told her she could handle knowing it was only going to be a one time fling, to help a young man feel his aching throbbing cock in a nice wet warm pussy. It took me several round of drinks and a couple more hours to convince her I could handle it. See, being a very shy young boy, I kept to myself, it wasn't until I became more active in High School sports, did I begin to come out of my shell and have a some steady girlfriends. That first sexual experience sent me on a 5 year hookup spree, I was always honest and single when meeting people out dancing in the bars, but after having fun dancing, I would say, I had a great time dancing with you tonight, we can continue having fun or call it a night! More than several took me up on my offer and over the 5 years it added up to 45 women who had a lot more fun and many orgasms. More about me later.
