Kieran felt lightheaded and a little dizzy as he and Katie took their seats. The intercom buzzed and a man's voice said something over it, but between the growing roar of the jet engines and the loud hiss of the plane's air conditioning systems, it was impossible for him to make out what was being said. Even if he could, he wouldn't have been able to focus on it. He was too absorbed in the fact that he was actually holding Katie's Petersen's hand. Not only had he initiated that contact, but she also even seemed to like it!
He was astonished at his own boldness. He hadn't even meant to do it. It wasn't a conscious thing. It had just...happened. Of his own free will, his hand reached out while they were walking to their seats, found hers, and took it in a gentle grip. That Katie instantly reciprocated threatened to overwhelm him. What is she thinking? Did I cross a line? Should I let it go? Will it offend her if I do?
He gave her a surreptitious glance and found her looking right at him. Katie grinned, giving his hand a little squeeze. Kieran's blood heated and his cock came to rampant attention. He almost did let go, then, but stopped himself at the last moment. He didn't want to ruin this. He knew Katie wasn't his, knew he could never have her, but dammit, he wanted to enjoy this while it lasted.
If Katie felt any similar conflicting emotions, she gave no sign of it. Her posture was relaxed and easy beside him.
The aircraft lurched into motion. Katie squeezed his hand again. He drew strength from that, found courage in her nearness and her warmth, and did his best to look like his heart wasn't beating a thousand miles an hour. His free hand gripped the armrest of his seat in a white-knuckled grip.
"It's okay." Katie's voice was soft, quiet, soothing. The sound of it was like velvet in his ears. "It's okay, Kieran. Don't be scared."
He nodded, swallowing the lump rapidly forming in his throat.
The plan began to gather speed. Faster it went and faster, faster than he'd ever gone in his life. Kieran felt the moment they became airborne, felt the lurching shudder as the plane left the ground and everything out the window to his left rapidly began to grow smaller. Kieran watched in utter fascination. This must be how birds see the world all the time.
"Quite something, isn't it?" Katie remarked. She released his hand and leaned in close to get a look herself. She smells wonderful, he thought. Like strawberries and flowers. It made him feel a little dizzy.
He gave himself a mental shake and tried to focus instead on the conversation. "Does it ever get old?" he asked. "The view, I mean."
"Nope! No matter how many times I see it, it's still amazing." Her brow furrowed with concern. "How are you holding up? Any better?"
"Much better, Kieran admitted. Thanks to you.
"Takeoff and landing tend to be the hardest parts," Katie agreed. "But landing is hours away yet, so we don't need to worry about that right now."
"Are they really going to give us free stuff to drink?"
"In a little bit, yeah. They've gotta wait for the plane to level off first--right now we're still flying up at an angle. Once we've steadied, they'll come by and take our orders.
They'll have snacks too, like peanuts or something."
Kieran's stomach growled with anticipation. "Yeah, that sounds pretty good to me." The coffee earlier helped wake him up, but it did little to mitigate the fact that he hadn't eaten yet.
Katie gave a rueful smile. "I know the feeling. I'm hungry too. They should have an inflight meal in a little bit. You can order whatever you want, my treat."
Kieran winced. I don't want her to think she has to keep paying for everything. For one thing, it wasn't fair to her. For another, it irked his pride, though he'd never admit it out loud. I don't want to be a burden or...or some kind of parasite. I don't want her to think I can't pay my own way. "Thanks, but I'll pay for myself this time."
Katie looked a little surprised. "You sure?"
"Yeah." He gave her a teasing smirk. "Don't worry, you can pay for all the expensive concessions once we get there."
"Joke's on you," she retorted, rolling her eyes. "Concessions are part of the package. Three meals a day in the parks, plus snacks for two from any vendor we choose, five times a day." Her pink tongue darted out to lick her lips, and Kieran's jeans instantly felt a little too tight. "I can't wait to get some ice cream. And popcorn. And something fried with lots of cheese on top. Ooh, and some of those lollipops shaped like a Mickey Mouse head!"
"I thought you were a health nut."
"I am," she confirmed with a wink. "But, Kieran, you must remember that we're on vacation, and the whole point of a vacation is to splurge. Besides, I'm not going to eat junk the whole time we're there."
"Just most of the time," Kieran said, deadpan.
She grinned. "See? Now you're catching on."
Her smile, as ever, was dazzling in its radiance. The way it made her eyes twinkle reminded Kieran of sunlight sparkling on the surface of a calm tropical sea.
I still don't understand why she chose me, of all people, to start hanging out with. I don't think I ever will, and I'm too much a coward to ask. But whatever the reason, I'm glad she came up to me in school that day and introduced herself.
His heart did an uncomfortable little somersault, which he did his best to ignore. It was much harder to ignore the smooth skin on Katie's back as she turned to dig into her purse, or the exquisite perfection of her toned midriff. Nor was he the only one; practically every breathing male on the entire plane took notice of her beauty.
Kieran felt a completely irrational, utterly illogical spike of jealousy. He knew he had no right to feel that way, but he did. He didn't like other males paying attention to Katie, and he wanted to make them all stop. To that end he scooted a little closer to her, as if trying to shield her from their gazes.
"Looking for something?" he asked.
"My lip gloss," Katie explained. She held up the thin tube for him to see. Kieran was hardly an expert on that sort of thing, but it looked expensive.
"Good thing you didn't lose it."
"Even if I did, it's no bother. I brought plenty of spares."
Of course you did, Kieran thought with an inward smile. If there was one thing he'd learned about Katie Petersen by now, it was that she left nothing to chance. Beneath her
cheerful, bubbly exterior was a meticulous attention to detail and a razor-sharp memory that still surprised him sometimes.
Eager to keep the conversation going, he asked, "You mentioned you've traveled a lot, right?"
"Oh, yeah. My parents always took me on vacations growing up."
"What sorts of places did you go to? I'd like to hear about some of them."
He expected another smile, but instead, Katie looked uncertain. Worry made his blood curdle. He'd never seen her look uncertain or unsure before. Not like this. "What is it? Did I say something wrong?"
"No!" Her response was so forceful it made him flinch. "No," she repeated, more gently this time. "No, it's not that at all. I just...I don't want you to think I'm, like, rubbing it in your face or anything."
Her consideration touched Kieran and he nearly tripped over himself in his haste to reassure her. "Not even close! I'm just curious to hear about some of the places you've been, that's all." He chuckled. "I probably won't get to see them myself, so let me live vicariously through you a little."
Katie's relief was tangible and she relaxed. "Well, let's see! Hmmm..." she tapped her chin with one slender finger. "Well, I went to London one time!"
"How long ago?"