I met Kasey at a truck stop. I was getting fuel and she was getting busted for shoplifting. I intervened, suggesting to the manager that she was with me and that I would cover her expenses.
"Listen, Mister, I can see you're trying to do a good thing here, but I saw you come in... by yourself. Nevertheless, I'm willing to forgo pressing charges if you take her with you and I never see her in here again. But I'm tellin' ya, you'd do well to leave her be and go your way. This kind's always trouble. I've seen 'em time and ag'in."
I had a gut feeling that he was right and that I'd probably regret it, but I had been on the road for a long time and wanted company, if only for a few miles down the road. I didn't know then that she was beautiful. She was wearing a ballcap with her hair tucked up underneath, baggy cammo pants and an olive drab army jacket and backpack. She didn't have makeup on and didn't look especially appealing under the circumstances. She had a hard look about her. But like I said, I was hungry for company.
"Your call," I told the girl. I didn't want it to ever be a thing where she claimed she was forced. Since it was obvious the manager saw through my scheme, it was no longer important to pretend she really was with me.
"You a serial killer?" she asked me.
"Not yet," I grinned. It probably wasn't the best time for a joke, but I tended to diffuse stress through humor.
"Rapist?" she queried.
"Nope." I answered. "Liar."
For some reason, that caught her funny bone and she grinned back at me. "Let's go," she said.
I paid the manager and thanked him for his forbearance. He wished me luck and we left.
"You okay?" I asked her as we pulled out on the Interstate.
"I am," she answered. "Thanks for getting me out of that jam."
"My pleasure," I answered. "This time. But let's not have any more drama. I will never lie to you and ask that you will never lie to me. Deal?"
"You mean if I ask you if my butt looks big in these pants, you'll tell me the truth?"
"Even if it kills me," I answered, grinning.
"It just might," she grinned back. "Okay. I swear I'll never lie to you." Then she asked, "Are you really a liar?"
"No. Are you a runaway?" I shot back.
"Not technically. I turned eighteen a week ago. But I was when I left home."
"How long ago was that?"
"After graduation in June. I left and never came back. My stepdad was a dick."
"He molest you?"
"No, but it was only a matter of time, I think, until he got up the nerve. I wasn't waiting around to find out if he ever did."
"I'm sorry. It must suck to have to live in fear constantly."
"Yeah. I thought getting out of there would be the end of all my troubles, but it was more like out of the frying pan into the fire. Being out here with no one is almost worse."
"The world is a dangerous place," I reflected.
"Yeah," she agreed. "I've met some pretty creepy guys."
"Any of 'em rape you?"
"No. But I figured they would if I gave 'em half a chance."
"Men are pigs," I agreed.
"Not all of 'em," she said. "I've met some, like yourself, who've been decent."
"I don't know that I'm all that decent," I remarked. I knew myself well enough to know that I probably wasn't any better than most of the guys she'd run across. I had often chastised myself for the hold that a pretty woman had had on my motivations, and I didn't feel especially virtuous.
"Well, you may not think so," she argued, "but I've had occasion to interact with plenty of men during my month-long journey on the road. I figure you'd probably want to have your way with me as much as the next guy, but at least you have the decency to keep it contained."
"I suppose that's true," I agreed. "But honestly, I didn't really even consider your appearance at all. I was just hoping for a little company."
"I learned early on that wearing clothing that revealed my figure at all would lead to trouble. I go out of my way to not look appealing."
"Yet my damsel in distress radar was fully engaged."
"That's why I said you were decent," she replied dryly. "I'm not bragging, but I look pretty good in a cocktail dress, although I don't have the boobage some men seem so fixated upon."
"I've never been one for big boobs. I prefer smaller, rounder boobs, the perky kind," I answered without thinking that it might be a faux pas if hers didn't fit the bill.
"Mine are too small to be anything but perky," she said somewhat ruefully.
"My father always used to say that anything you couldn't fit in your mouth was wasted anyhow," I told her. It occurred to me that it was somewhat surreal to be having this conversation with a girl I only just met who was young enough to be my daughter. At thirty-six, I could have produced offspring that would be her age by now.
"Sounds like he was a smart guy."
"I don't know about that. My mom was small-breasted, so maybe that was just what he told himself to make himself feel better. I know for a fact that he liked big tits. And my mom was always envious at the way he ogled them."
"Okay, maybe he wasn't such a great guy after all," she said.
"Well didn't we already establish that men are pigs?" I joked.
"Right!" she chuckled. "What was I thinking?"
"Listen, as much as I like talking about tits with a young girl I barely know who's young enough to be my daughter, I'm afraid I have to change the subject." She looked at me and turned serious.
"I'm Kasey Stafford. I'm homeless, jobless, and penniless. I'm not on drugs. I'm not a hooker--at least not yet. And, since I'm being totally honest, I have no idea what I'm gonna do about it. I've just been living a day at a time. I just wanted to put some distance between me and Ohio."
"When was the last time you talked to your mother?"
"What? My mother? Why do you ask?"
"Well, I figure she's probably worried sick about you and might like to know you were safe."
"Am I?" She paused for an instant, "Safe?"
"Well right now you are," I answered. "But I can only speak for myself. Once you get back out there," I made a sweeping gesture at the windshield, "you won't be."
"Are you offering to let me stay with you?" The look on her face was ripe with expectation.
"Well, it actually never occurred to me that you might want to, but you're welcome to stay as long as you like--as long as you're honest with me."
"I promised to always be honest with you," she said solemnly.
"Okay, then," I said as the gravity of what just happened washed over me. And then I handed her my phone and said, "Call your mother."
I listened as she assured her mother that she was safe and traveling with a truck driver she met at a truck stop. The conversation was short and unemotional which surprised me. Kasey explained later that she had never really gotten along with her mother and when she brought up her misgivings about her stepdad her mother sided with him. It was then that she made the decision to leave.
We drove on without speaking, both lost in thought. I have to admit I was excited to have the company. My mind drifted back to our earlier conversation about tits, and I imagined how nice hers must look. My reverie was broken when she quietly asked, "You married?" I realized then that I hadn't yet told her anything about myself, not even my name. Yet, she'd agreed to hang with me. She was either very stupid or very desperate. I didn't think for a moment that she was stupid.
"Nope," I answered. "Divorced. She couldn't handle me being gone all the time. Took up with another fella."
"That sucks," she summarized. "Got kids?"
"Nope. She said she wasn't ready. I guess she just wasn't ready to have any with me."
"So, you want kids?" she pressed.
"Oh sure," I said. "But I've kind of given up on the idea seeing as how I'd need a wife and a home to raise them in. I've got neither one."
"I want kids," she said. "Three or four of 'em."