Welcome back, readers, to another chapter in the "Just Us" series, following "Just Us - Awakening" and "Just Us - Basic Training". But each story can also stand on its own.
A young woman gets pulled in by an older guy. As she reflects her previous fucking, she's hooked by the new world he's showing her. The sexual encounters with him shatter her old boundaries and help her discover sides of herself she never expected.
If this bothers you, move along. Anyone looking for ultimate, dirty sex won't find it here. And I always value your feedback.
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The ping of my phone pulled me out of my daydream about him. I immediately checked the message, hoping it was from him. And it was.
I was smiling like an idiot and opened it.
"Our first night was so hot. But be prepared, it's going to get worse for you."
"Oh, I'm looking forward to it. Bring it on π."
I wrote back in a second.
"Next time, you'll have to be ready to do whatever I ask ππ", he texted.
"I wouldn't want it any other way. I'll be waiting, this is your body, so do with it as you please. Use me. Play with me."
I typed back teasing him.
With him, I really started to figure out my sexuality. Suddenly, all my old inhibitions were gone. I had hidden the bad girl inside me for far too long, afraid a man might see me as a bitch. I was always scared that if I shared those desires, my partner might judge me or think differently about me, questioning my character.
Would he understand how deep my desire runs to be his in every way?
Would he get that I was ready to give myself to him completely, no holds barred?
We had only shared one amazing night together so far, but he was all I could think about. With each passing day, I felt my thoughts increasingly consumed by him.
Honestly, I had thought before about what it would be like to feel him fuck me, but it was so much better than I ever could have dreamed. It was simply phenomenal, the most intense sexual experience of my life.
His tongue felt better than anything I had ever felt before. Never before had a man really licked me, pleasured me orally. With my ex-lovers, it was always just a light touch of their tongues, and only for a relatively short time. I had always expected passion and desire, but in my sexual past, it was just a daydream.
Unfortunately, none of them were royalty when it came to eating pussy.
I would have given them every opportunity, probably even a second chance to mess it up. It felt like my ex-boyfriends, for whatever reason, didn't really want it. Maybe out of inexperience, maybe even reluctance.
To put it simply, I had a serious, classy pussy licking deficit.
With him, that gap was finally closed. I didn't know how, but from the first time, he knew exactly how to play my body, leaving me satisfied. He felt what I wanted and needed.
Now, with these dirty messages on my phone, he was driving me wild all over again. I had never done sexting before, it felt thrillingly new. My mind was on fire, thoughts racing nonstop. At that point, I had no clue that, over the next few years, we would redefine the art of sexting.
"Will you be good and obedient ππ‘π?" he texted.
"Guess you'll have to find out π", I typed back.
"I will push you to explore your dirtiest desires and hidden, forbidden needs like you've never dared to before. Just so you know, big challenges await you", he replied, his words like a promise.
I realized this was just the beginning of a whole new world of unknown sexual experiences. I loved our hot, steamy messages, the naughtiness, the dirtiness, it was what really got me going.
"I want you to do something for me before we meet again tomorrow", he texted.
"What is it?" I typed back, curiosity mingling with anticipation. My phone pinged again with an incoming message.
"I'd like you to watch Fifty Shades of Grey. I want to know your thoughts on it before we meet again", he wrote.
"Okay, I'll watch it and let you know what I think", I replied. "You want to tell me something by ordering me to watch it?" I added with a playful smirk.
"I'm curious to see if you can appreciate something a little daring", he replied, "Just so you know, I'm not really into erotic stuff. I'm a good guy, not what you're probably thinking."
"Yeah, that's been pretty clear to me since our night together", I teased back.
I had never seen the movie, just heard a few things about it. A lot of my friends were fascinated by it, about a man educating a woman sexually.
Would this film make me face desires I hadn't even thought about before, even admitted to myself yet?
As soon as I settled in to watch, the sultry atmosphere had me hooked from the get-go. I was immediately pulled into their world, as Christian introduced Anastasia to a lifestyle brimming with passion and exploration. The movie thrilled me, the nudity, the ropes, the tension. Everything.
There was something raw and captivating about it. It made me curious, I was drawn to more than just the romance. I found myself ready to explore for myself what I had seen.
I couldn't help but reflect on my own thoughts about sexual submission. The way Christian challenged Anastasia made me question what I truly desired, awakening emotions I hadn't yet been ready to face. The whole mix of sex, power, control and dominance totally fascinated me.
After the movie ended, I felt this rush of excitement and nerves. I immediately grabbed my phone and fired off a text.
"I watched it. Wooow. It was intense, but strangely exhilarating and exciting. I think I should try it myself, not just watch. If you're open to that...?"
Moments later, my phone buzzed with his reply.
"Are you sure you really want to explore things like that? Maybe there are depths that go way beyond what you saw in the movie", he texted back.
"I know it might be intense," I replied, "But I'm ready to see where it leads, even if it scares me."
I didn't know what his reaction would be.
But then I thought, "Who cares? Why should I be worried? Give a shit. What do I have to lose? Every man is crazy about a woman who says something like this."
I took a deep breath and decided to send another message.
"I'm ready for this. I've been thinking about it more than I want to admit. Do you want to be my Christian Grey?"
I hit send and waited, nervous at the thought of his response. Moments later, my phone buzzed. It was him again.
"No."
WTF. Just that. Not "maybe", "we'll see" or "whatever".
Just a blunt "No."
"What the hell does that mean? How weird is that guy?" I thought.
This unexpected reply caught me off guard. I paused, unsure how to react.
Was he teasing me?
Did he see this as some kind of game, or was he being serious?
"What the...?" I thought. I was practically handing myself over to him, and yet he was saying no? To be honest, I felt disappointed. I quickly typed back,
"Why not? I thought you'd enjoy it", I typed and hit send. I wondered if he would give me an answer that made sense or just leave me more confused than I was before. His response came swiftly.
"I'll explain you everything tomorrow at dinner."
What did he mean by that?
Did he have reasons for his refusal?
I couldn't help but wonder what he would say, and whether it would change everything. Anyway, I would meet him tomorrow in Belgrade. He had organized a flight for me to spend the weekend with him. I went to bed, but my thoughts kept drifting back to the movie.
I smiled as a thought crossed my mind, Maybe I should seduce myself a little, imagining those scenes from the movie and what it'd be like to be in Anastasia's shoes.
Closing my eyes, I pictured myself in her place, feeling every moment as if it were my own. I imagined me being sexually educated, learning to do things I had never done before, stepping beyond my comfort zone.
The movie aroused a strong sexual desire within me, setting my body and mind ablaze. I found myself playing with my pussy, the things Christian did to Anastasia intertwining with my own deepest fantasies.
I imagined him transforming into someone like Christian Grey. I could almost feel the ropes, the tension, and the way his eyes would look at me. The thought of it was intoxicating, and I couldn't help but wonder how far I might be willing to go.
There was no need to rush, no reason to hurry. I had all evening to savor this. This was going to be a sexual fantasy I intended to enjoy to the fullest.
I spread my legs, imagining myself being used and tied.
My mind drifted to the image of my lover standing in front of me, studying my naked body, being my dirty voyeur.
It was only because of him that dirtiest fantasies suddenly popped into my mind. He was, by far, the best lover I'd ever had, pushing me to new heights of pleasure I hadn't imagined before.
He invaded my mind, stirring fantasies of the most erotic things he could do with me. I couldn't even imagine another man, it felt pointless, like a hollow thought. Every inch of me was consumed by him.