The first part of this story was in 'exhibitionist-voyeur'. However, in the continuation things move to a new level of 'erotic couplings' involving interracial and first time. All the characters in this story are over eighteen.
It was four fifteen and Gloria, one of my regular clients, was about to pull out her wallet to pay for her massage, when she paused and said she just needed to pop to the washroom.
"No problem. I'll just go and make up the room for my last appointment."
I was nervous and excited at the thought that Devlin would soon walk through the door. When I finished, Gloria was just coming back and reaching in her purse for her wallet. I handed her the invoice; she always pays cash. At that moment Devlin arrived. He was wearing shorts and a red T-shirt. The weather was so much nicer than it had been two weeks ago.
"Go ahead, the room's ready, Devlin," I said, as I stamped Gloria's invoice as paid. He smiled at us as he went in.
As the door shut Gloria said, "What a hunk! I could enjoy running my hands over that, but I suppose I shouldn't say that."
Gloria is in her early forties and married. She tends to over-confide telling me about the more intimate details of their life together. She looks after herself and clearly has an active libido, if I believe what she says, which I tend to, so I was not surprised at her remark. I'm not suggesting she plays outside the lines, but I do know she fantasizes because she's told me a few of them. I'm sure she is straight, but I can tell that she sometimes gets aroused by my massage. Perhaps she's imagining someone like Devlin is the masseur. That's not that unusual. However, if that is the case, she doesn't share those thoughts, thank goodness! There is such a thing as too much information.
I smiled as I locked the drawer but did not say anything. She winked and left. I don't know what her vivid imagination might be thinking. When I entered the room Devlin was lying face down naked with his head resting on the table.
"Do you mind if I don't use the cradle?"
"No whatever makes you comfortable," I said, picking up a fresh blanket and positioning it over him, "Anything special that needs attention?"
"Same as last time would be great."
And that's what I did starting with his shoulders. It wasn't until I was working on his feet and ankles that I sensed a tension in his body which only grew as I worked up his legs to his glutes. I was therefore not surprised to see his state of arousal when he turned over. As I have said before, it is a perfectly natural response, and I imagine it's probably more likely if you are blessed in that department. I mean it's trapped between the table and your body and I'm applying downward pressure in my massage. Generally, both client and practitioner are quite aware that any comment would be inappropriate, but you can't help but notice.
As last time I was aware that various elements of the massage lessened or revived his arousal, and I made a focused effort to keep him well draped. However, the blanket slipped to his knees as I was working on his left quads and his erect penis rose from his stomach taunting me. I won't describe its effect on me other than that when I finished and was ready to move to his head, I unforgivably failed to reposition the blanket.
The whole time I worked on his forehead and ears I watched its reaction to each of part of the massage. I told myself it was a learning experience but that was only half the truth. Finally, before I left the room, I moved beside the table to reposition the blanket. Before I knew what I was doing my hand pressed down on it as I lifted the blanket back in place. I definitely should not have done that. How could I have done that?
I was mortified. What was he thinking? Should I say something? No, I couldn't. Is it possible he didn't realize? Hardly. All these thoughts were pouring through my head as he emerged fully dressed from the room. I couldn't stop myself blushing deeply. Some people think black people can't blush, but our blood suffuses the veins in our face just like everyone else and I knew he noticed. Then I realized I hadn't even printed out his invoice and became even more embarrassed. The truth was I could not even make eye contact.
I realized he was holding out his debit card. Pulling myself together, I gave him the machine as I printed the invoice.
"Can I book another appointment?" He asked handing me back the machine. I took it and opened the book.
"Thursday or Friday?" I asked.
"Friday is fine."
I wrote in the book, "Friday at four thirty with Janice," I said, trying to smile.
He looked a little disappointed but said, "OK then, and thanks for today."
After he left, I quickly started closing up. I went into the room to tidy everything. As I removed the sheets and binned them, I had a sudden recollection of the feel of his fully erect penis. The skin somehow felt softer than Hector's and yet it was steely hard and so thick. I tried to put the thought away but remembered how I had kept looking at his uncovered penis while I worked on him. I felt ashamed and guilty and worst of all horribly aroused. I could feel how moist I was.
Minutes later I locked up and left. I was just starting to walk home when I felt a hand on my arm. It was Devlin.
"Bev, would you like to come for a drink?"
"Thank you for the invitation but I can't accept. No socializing with a client."
He frowned and was silent for a moment then he smiled.
"I'm no longer a client of yours. My next appointment is with Janice."
He had a point, a very technical one to be sure but the fact is I wanted to learn more about him. We had hardly talked during either massage.
"I should probably say 'no', but if you are going to stick with Janice, I guess I can say 'yes, I'd like that.' Where do you suggest?"
There's a wine bar across the road, but I'm not sure I'm dressed for that. There's a pub a block further down or I have wine in my apartment, that's close too, just round the corner and one block over."
"I think the pub sounds best for now." I wasn't sure I trusted him or myself if I went to his apartment and I did not want to send the wrong signals.
So, the pub it was. Twenty minutes later with a beer for him and a glass of red for me, we were exchanging information about ourselves. He grew up in a little town in Saskachewan and had just graduated from U of T with a degree in anatomy and physiology. Initially thinking of physiotherapy, he had just been accepted into taking his Masters in Physical Therapy. However, his ultimate goal now was sports medicine and more years of study. No wonder he knew about muscle groups.
After telling him more about myself and my upbringing he asked if I had a boyfriend and I admitted I was early in a new relationship. In response he told me he was not in a current relationship and hoped he and I could be in one. I now felt I needed to be extremely careful but, in a moment of true confession, told him I had been completely unprofessional in not properly covering him and worse still touching him as I repositioned the blanket.
He laughed then apologised as he knew I genuinely regretted crossing boundaries.
"I shouldn't worry. Janice is quite casual about draping me and often gives me a little 'handshake' if I'm aroused, which I usually am after a good massage." He used air quotes around 'handshake' and seeing my reaction, quickly clarified, "I'm not saying a so called 'happy ending', literally just a friendly squeeze.
I was still shocked. I knew she was more easy-going than me, but still.
"She doesn't mean anything by it. It started more than a year ago almost as an accident."
He was laughing and I realized it did not bother him. By then I realized I was quite hungry, and we ordered some food with our next round of drinks.
"Talking of accidents and such, I saw your hand hovering over me at the end of our first massage."
I suspected he had seen that and decided to confess all.
"I haven't seen many penises and yours is rather special," I knew I was blushing, but I kept going, "My proper boyfriends have all been black. I did give a few hand jobs on dates in college, no more than five I think, four white guys and one Asian. So, your penis surprised me...especially I mean for a white guy." I was blushing even more now, making a complete hash of this with racial comments, "It's bigger than all the others." I tried to stop rambling. Forget racism, I felt I was making myself sound like a sex-mad slut.
"Well, if it's true confession time," he said keeping his voice low as I had, "I'm a twenty-four-year-old virgin."
I looked at him.
"Yes, really. I went to an all-boys school, and I have never been very comfortable around girls. I get tongue-tied and I have anxiety about the size of my penis. In the showers after sports the other boys always made such a big thing of it, calling me 'freak'."
He had suddenly become really emotional, and I realized that he was actually telling the truth.
"It was a big deal for me to have a massage with Janice when I realized she did not care if I was naked. She said a lot of her clients, men and women, prefer being naked. It took all my courage that first time, as nobody but a nurse had ever seen me naked, by nobody I mean a woman. Obviously, she had no idea what size I was.
Janice was so matter of fact. She gave me a great massage. She always draped me and if she saw me, she certainly never said anything. Now I'm going to really embarrass myself. You know that accident I mentioned. It was on about my fourth or fifth massage. She was working on my glutes when suddenly I was more than aroused and I came, I ejaculated as I was lying there.
For a moment I wasn't going to say anything, but I could tell it was a lot and so I told her. She said she sensed I had come and thanked me for telling her. I was so embarrassed, ashamed actually, but she said it was quite normal, not usual, but normal and I shouldn't worry about it. She had tissues and helped wipe me. I was upset, almost crying. She changed the sheets and got on with the massage.
That was the first time she touched me. It didn't happen again but at the end of each massage she would touch it and say, 'there's a good boy!' It's just a joke between us and her way of saying I don't need to feel anxious."
That sort of explained her behaviour, an interesting way of keeping her client reassured I suppose. I wasn't going to ask her about it unless she brought it up.
Wow! If I thought Gloria overshared...but then, wasn't I the one who had started it?