This is my story. Who am I? I am Shaheen Firdaus. If you are reading this, then it means I have got what I wanted to do. No don't try to find me out or draw any conclusion yet. I am where I intent to be, safe and happy - not to mention satisfied with the turn of the events.
I would start from the most beautiful and adventurous years of my life, my college days.
I got into college and thankfully scholarship was enough to take me to the Virginia Commonwealth University in Richmond. In college I met Mark Allen, typical guy next door but to me, he looked like some Greek demi-god. His blue eyes, just a shade of ocean in summer and his unruly dirty brown hair falling across his forehead, made him irresistible - at least for me. He was just too good to let go!
Let us go to body chemistry first. He was what 6ft 2" weight about 80 kgs, athletic built who loves to swim and run. No hair on chest, slight stubble on Monday morning indicating week end with his football friends. No, he is not a football star but a football fan. Yes, like most of us in our class, he wears a rimless glasses. He was American English with traces of Irish blood in him.
Me, I am a curvy, lean, black hair, dark eyes Indian girl with a full mango lips. I am of an average height, 5ft 3" and 65 kgs in weight. My family tree could only be traced back to Iran and India
Both Allen and I were instantly drawn to each other, the day we met. It was raw desire of body. Our classes gave us ample of time to check each other out. We just could not keep our eyes off each other. Was it biochemistry at work or the difference in our DNA attracting each other, I still have no idea. So, different in looks, in culture but similar in passion.
No this is not a mushy romantic regular college story, where we become lab partners and love grow. Can life ever be such a dream! Well, my lab partner was irritating Mirzul Islam who was a burden on earth. How could he carry such an attitude and not be buried, remains a mystery to me. Allen's partner was a girl from Japan, a serious competition. I had to put in something extra. Something that would get his eyes fixed on me.
For those who know - saree helped me, but those who don't know, let me explain saree to you. It is one of the sexiest outfit ever designed. It can reveal the most of the curvy body by concealing a lot of it. It is 5.5 m of rectangular cloth draping the body waist, oh! naval down. One end of the saree travels from waist upwards to slightly conceal the "all revealing choli", which is little more than a brassie. Who ever invented saree, must have been a man, a sensual one who knew how to turn a woman's figure to an enigma. The saree worked its magic and that day, Allen introduced himself in the next break. He invited me to his weekend party. I was waiting for it!
Unfortunately, we did not make out then! Not even to a kiss. He was too courteous and friendly. My girlie-spidy sense said he was interested, still what stopped him? Was it the usual conception (misconception in my case) that Indian girls like to remain virgin till they wed. Or a Muslim girl would rather die than to have sex out of wedlock. Or was he simply afraid to date someone from the land of Kama-Sutra.
For me, I have only one life. Though I respect people who believed or had faith, my life is my faith and my religion, my culture. I know what I want and I work to get it. Breaking occasional taboo was not off limits for me. With Allen, I had to take the first step to steer him in the direction of any physical comfort if I wanted. In matter of few days, we were cheating our partner. Caught you!, I am referring to cheating lab partner. We both are single. As a result, we both were better than our partners. it was fun, both the company and bio-chemistry (no fun intended). We stated staying back in lab and our grades and so did our friendship. Unfortunately, I was not satisfied with just friendship.
Two days before my birthday, I invited Allen over. We borrowed one of our friends' car and we went for a road trip to nowhere. The plan was simple, just drive for two days, sleep under the stars or in any cheap motel or in car and drive back after two days. Spending 4 days together on road was the idea. My bag had only sarees and "choli's". For the first time, saree worked its magic and Allen had invited me over to his place. This time, I was sure that it would work wonders too.
We started with breaking dawn. We drove whole day, talking, laughing and eating all possible junk food. It was fun. By evening, we both were little tired. There were no hotels or motels nearby. There were miles and miles of some orchard. It was difficult to get the details in dark. The grass was dewy and stars bright. We lied down side by side, holding hands, watching the stars. Minutes passed to hours and chatter reduced to whispers. Soon we were just watching the stars, and each other while listening to each other breath.
The blue saree almost looked like black. I was not too fair, but under the moonlight, the contrast was pretty good. I could almost feel his eyes, traveling from my lips to my neck and then sliding down to the beginning of my cleavage that was so nicely covered by the saree. Every now and then, I could feel his eyes wishing to slide down the folds of cloth. I let his lust linger and lust a little more.