The Beginning

***Any names are changed as these are a mixture of confession and fantasy. The people are all real and mean a lot to me.***

Nine years of marriage. I figured something out in that time. I am polyamorous. I love my wife wholeheartedly and still find fucking here to be the best. But I am in love with other women.

I guess I am getting the cart ahead of the rule here. Let me explain, I was raised as a good Christian School boy. I believed in the date for your mate and only have one partner. I denied sex and spent a shitton of time jacking off in school. Yeah jacking off is not truly approved, but I thought I was doing the right thing. When I met my wife I waited to fuck her until I had decided we we're going to be married. When we started fucking it was like I had personally experienced the big bang that began the entire universe. Fast forward and we we're married.

It was about 4 or 5 years in that I noticed I had feelings for other people. I have been able to contain those feelings until about year 7. That is where my transgressions really begin. This series will detail those moments.

Joy

Joy was a coworker of mine. She worked in a different department in my company. Joy is a Carolina girl with the clearest blue eyes. Her voice is honey and the level with which she cares is deep. We began talking over phone only in a professional manner. Then we began meeting for break time and sharing laughs. The next phase was becoming Facebook friends and talking all the time on messenger. The conversations got deeper and the tone became flirty. Joy was a single mother who was separated from her husband. She would often make passive comments about what she would like to do. I tried to be good and would often divert the conversation and act like I had just missed the overtone. To be fair, I did my fair share of baiting those comments and then ran scared.

I will never forget how we crossed the point of no return though. We we're on Midnight's together and had been chatting the night before while at work on messenger. The conversation turned to what I would do with her. I told her that I would put her against a wall, kissing and licking every part of her I could get to. Once the clothes were off I would eat her out until she was begging to be fucked and then I would fuck her. She said she would like that and that she would fuck me until I was ready to cum. Then she said she would take my cock in her mouth and suck me off until I came down her throat.

That morning we went home to our own houses and she asked how I was feeling. I told her I had a hard on and she said prove it. I sent a photo of my hard cock pressing against my shorts. She sent t me several photos of her tits and I showed some pictures of my cock hidden behind my hand. The next photo I received was a full nude with a heart over her pussy. I sent back a photo of my shorts soaked in precum. I then sent a photo back of my bare cock but only part of it showing. The next message I received shocked the fuck out of me.

Joy: Come over now...my address is xxx xxxx x!!

Me: headed there

When I got to the house, I knocked and was let in. Joy's daughter was not home and as I entered her house I could smell her excitement. We instantly began kissing. She was naked already and began tugging at my belt. As she got my cock free she began tugging on it. I had her nipple in my mouth licking and kissing it. I gave her nipple a light bite and she yelped in excitement. I ran my hand down her beautiful body and ran my fingers through the folds of her soaking wet pussy. My middle finger and ring finger slid between her outer lips and rubbed either side of her clit. I used my index finger and pinky to rub her outer lips between the fingers rubbing her clit and my index and pinky. I rubbed further down and felt the entrance to her pussy, which I began to finger. Her g-spot was swollen with excitement and as I continued to suck on her nipples and kiss Joy, her pussy clamped down on my fingers as she convulsed into an orgasm.

I pushed her to the bed and instantly began to eat her pussy. I took in her aroma, it was a spicy sweet smell. Her body arched at the touch of my tongue to her clitoris. I gave a light bite to her outer lips and she squealed again. Then I love my tongue into her pussy. I began fucking her with the tip of my tongue and licking her taint.

I then climbed up her body, slid my cock all the way in her pussy and rubbed up her torso. I felt my cock sliding in and out and when I pushed all the way in, I could feel the tip of my dick kiss her cervix. I slid my body up a bit and dropped the tip of my dick right under her cervix and she began to cum again. I really don't remember how long we fucked but it was amazing. When I felt myself about to cum I pulled my cock out and climbed over her chest. True to word Joy took my cock in her mouth and sucked me off until I came.

Joy and I fucked several more times until she moved back to Carolina. We still share pictures from time to time. I still love Joy. I still love my wife. I am polyamorous and this was the beginning of my path to experiencing the full extent of poly life. My wife does not know. I cannot tell her as it would shatter her world.