This story involves a point in time during my marriage to my ex husband. While my sex life with my husband was good at least after he had learned a few things, I do not like to write many stories concerning my sex life with my ex-husband cause I do not wish to remind myself of the good sex that I walked away from.
To keep a woman a man needs to be good at more things than just sex.
This story on the other hand involves two men my ex-husband and his best friend Joe. Before you read on, Know this I never did anything with Joe though I may have fantasized about it, I do not cheat!
Okay about Joe my husband met Joe when he started working at a metal services company. My husband Richard became friends with Joe through work and more so when they began playing D & D together (yes you read right two grown men that played dungeons and dragons).
Joe was married to a woman named Jillian. Jillian and I became friends talking all night long while our men were playing their game. I am no longer friends with Jillian because my first impression of her was wrong and she basically used my confidences confessed to her in friendship to stab me in the back.
So, it was not surprising when Joe and Jillianās marriage ended. During the time that Joe and Jillian were married I had no thoughts, feelings, or attraction toward Joe. I donāt know why, but there was just nothing there.
After Joe had left Jillian, I still wasnāt attracted to Joe, this didnāt happen until he became our houseguest, living in our small laundry room.
Joe ran into troubles finically, and also with the shit his ex-wife was putting him through accusing him of things he did not do. Also, he was going through a custody battle for his and Jillianās son.
I canāt actually be sure of the time frame that Joe came to stay with us, but I think it was around 2001 going from March to about June or July, but Iām not real sure about this.
Richard told me that Joe would be staying with us just like that, not asking if I minded just that he was staying with us. When Joe first moved in with us, I still had no attraction for him.
I canāt be sure when my attraction for Joe started exactly maybe it began when my friend Tiffany started whispering things in my ear. During our phone conversations Tiffany would whisper in my ear telling me that I should leave my husband and get with Joe.
Tiffany would tell me that Joe was perfect for me, he was good looking, and he was about as shy as I am. Also, during his marriage to Jillian he was nice and considerate doing things for his wife that my husband never did for me.
A little bit about Joe, he was tall, very tall. Joe was 6ā6ā, and he was skinny, but not anorexicly so. Also, Joe used to dress western, wearing cowboy boots and wranglers (this type of dress always trips my trigger, I donāt know why). Joeās wranglers were fairly tight, but not so much that I could tell which side he hung his cock on, just tight enough that I could see his skinny long legs. The boots probably added about another inch to his height.
Joe would usually top his onsom off by wearing a t-shirt or a buttoned up long sleeved denim shirt tucked into his wranglers, along with a western belt, the buckle was a good size, but not ridiculously large.
Also, Joe wore a black cowboy hat, hiding his full head of slightly wavy very red hair.
I ām not sure what exactly attracted me to Joe maybe it was the whole package or maybe it was just his height. The tallest man I have been with was 6 foot tall, and the rest have been 5ā11ā or shorter.
My infatuation with Joe increased as his visit with us lasted. I never walked in on him in the shower or saw him naked or anything like that. Though a few times I would catch a glimpse of him walking from the laundry room to the bathroom, wearing only a pair of boxers or just his wranglers. When he would pass by with out his shirt on and he would crisscross his arms across his chest like a woman covering her bare breasts.
Once Joe brought a basket of Disney movies home, from his collection, for my kids to watch, in some weird way I thought this was his way of giving me a present. Also, Joe would give me money I would try to give it back to him, but he said it was for letting him stay there.
There were some nights when Joe would be in his room and my husband would be asleep in our bedroom. I would be up late at night (as usual) and in the living room either reading or watching TV but, mostly reading and listening to my CDās.
In my house the wall in the main part of the living room was right up against wall in the laundry room/Joeās bedroom. I would sit there and think of Joe and wonder if my attraction toward him was shared between us.
I would think of him lying on his palette on the floor in his room wondering what I was doing out in the living room.
Some nights I would think so hard about Joe that I would become horny and would go and wake up my husband and climb on top of him.
During this time of Joeās visit, I think that my husband and me had the best sex life of our married life. It is a wonder how my husband didnāt figure out what was going on, cause I usually didnāt initiate sex, but during Joeās visit I did it numerous times.
My husband would go on and on talking about how surprised and thrilled he was when I would wake him up and basically just attack him in our bed.
Maybe you think Iām wrong for fucking my husband while thinking of another man, maybe you think I had an infidelity of the mind. Well, if you think so, then thatās your opinion. But, read what I have to say first.
Men: How many times have you gone to a wife or girlfriend after going to a strip club, or watching a porno? And do you really think that the only thing that is running through your womanās head is pleasing you? Get real!!
Women: Do you truly believe the times your husband or boyfriend has came to you for sex that it has always been because he wanted you and only you? Are you sure he wasnāt thinking of that young girl at the Quick Trip counter, or the model spread eagle viewed on the computer screen, or even possibly Jana Jamison (the self titled porno queen)? And how many times have you gone to your man with thoughts of Brad Pitt or George Cloony running around (naked) in your mind?
If you have never done this then you are truly more of a saint than I. Iām just saying itās not right, but itās not wrong either.
Sometimes while with my husband I would wonder if Joe could hear us having sex and if he could hear us, I wondered if he wished it were him I was with.
One night during Joeās visit, in particular, I remember. My husband was asleep in our bedroom; I was up reading in the living room. Suddenly I hear Joeās door open up, I didnāt move I acted as if I was completely absorbed in my book.
Joe came walking out into the living room. Joe had been depressed for the last few days for his sonās birthday had been not too long ago and Joe hadnāt gotten to see him. Joe stopped in the middle of the living room and cleared his throat to get my attention. I looked up at him. Joe was wearing his wranglers, a t-shirt untucked, and no shoes or hat, of course.
āMelissa, could you come in my room and talk to me a little bit. I wouldnāt ask, but Iām feeling a little depressed and Richardās asleep and I just need someone to talk to.ā Said Joe.
I was attracted to Joe, and I imagined that he was attracted to me as well, but I never thought he really was attracted our friendship was totally platonic.
I told Joe that I would talk to him and followed him into his room; he brought a chair from the kitchen for me to sit on, while he sat on the floor. I felt honored that Joe would value my opinion.