Me and Ryan, the sexy redneck neighbor, had been eye-fucking each other for weeks, ever since I'd moved in with my sister's family a couple months back. He'd recently married, but there was every indication that he already regretted that decision, and every time we'd talk, it became more and more clear that his eyes were roving all over my body and he wanted me... and I was definitely feeling that vibe, getting turned on by his obvious lust...
I'd moved to this tiny town up north to sort of kick-start my life over again after a bunch of things had gone wrong in the city, including but not limited to getting divorced, and my sister invited me to live with them. The only thing I'd left behind was my boyfriend, a sweet, caring older man who encouraged me to find myself. I missed him a lot, but we felt pretty confident we could weather this time apart if we made a point of still seeing each other as often as possible. We still talked every day and it was almost bearable.
I say 'almost,' because aside from missing my bf's company, I also missed getting fucked on the regular. Horniness was a real issue... and it wasn't helped by the presence of Ryan, my sister's next door neighbor, a studly, barrel-chested redneck with a sexy beard and huge arms. In a lot of ways, he was the opposite of my boyfriend, not the type I'd be interested in for a relationship, but who had such a raw, earthy sex appeal I found myself extremely distracted by him.
Out riding quads on the wooded property, or just hanging around the house, I couldn't help but notice that he was definitely hanging around a lot more than when I first moved in, and knowing he wanted to fuck me made my stomach butterfly and my pussy tingle...
One morning, having coffee, I looked out the back door and saw him and my brother in law, clearing trees, and even though it was cold he had his coat off, and I was captivated by his arm muscles working, his tattoos, his beard... he looked up and saw me watching... he smiled and nodded and I smiled back and give a small wave before heading back inside, thinking extremely filthy thoughts...
"Stop it, Jess," I told myself. "You have a boyfriend. Behave..."
A couple days later, he was back, and all of us-- my sister, my brother-in-law, Ryan, and a couple of their friends-- were standing around outside passing a joint around. Ryan didn't smoke, but he hung around anyway, opposite me in the small circle. I was barely paying attention to the conversation because I was acutely aware of his eyes on me and it was distracting... My brother in law said, "Well, I got shit to do, catch up to y'all later," and he left... the others gradually left too, until there was only me and Ryan standing out in the yard, near the tree line.
We were silent for a moment, feeling the awkward tension, until finally he said, "How you holdin up, Jess? Adjusting okay to your new place?"
"Oh, it's not too bad," I said. "Living alone could be hard sometimes but I also like my alone time so it's, you know, a mixed bag. Better than being married haha."
He laughed. "Fuck, that's the fucking truth. I'm starting to think I'm not meant to be married after all." He looked at me intently. "Especially when there's so many enticing options out of nowhere..."
I grinned at him, cocking my head a bit, and laughed. "That's very true..." Then I said, "Give me your phone."
"What?"he said.
"Just give me your phone."
He handed it to me and I inputed my number into it and handed it back. "If you wanna talk. You know. Marriage stuff. I've been through it, so... you know."
I don't know what had possessed me in that moment to do such a thing; it was a lot bolder than I ever imagined myself being. And for fuck sake, I had a boyfriend; why would I encourage Ryan's interest in me?
He put his phone back in his pocket, said, "Yeah? What if I wanna talk about other stuff?" His eyes locked onto mine and there was no mistaking what he meant. I felt my face flush and a warmth in my belly... but I laughed and said, "Dork," and turned around and walked back to the house. I felt his eyes on my ass as I walked away, and I glanced back over my shoulder at him, give a little wiggle, and went in the house...
I knew what had encouraged me to do such a thing. Ryan was sexy as fuck... and I was sooo horny...
I didn't see Ryan for a couple days after that, but that weekend, at about 11 at night, I was messaging my boyfriend when my text dinged. I opened it to find a message saying, "Hey it's Ryan, wyd? Hope it's not too late to text"
Sudden butterflies in my stomach, I waited a few moments before responding. My boyfriend and I had been messaging sexy stuff back and forth and I was already more than a little turned on, and seeing Ryan's message made my pussy even wetter...
Finally, I responded with, "Naw it's not too late, I'm just laying around, can't sleep."
He responded immediately, "Same lol. Not laying down though, just sitting around drinking and thinking about shit" I said, "Yeah? What kind of shit?" He wrote, "Oh shit about a little hippy chick that just moved in next door lol"
Oh boy, here we go, I thought... knowing I was about to hit a point of no return... I could turn back now, be a faithful and loyal girlfriend, or I could flirt more openly...
I didn't even make a conscious decision... I just typed, "Yeah? What about the little hippy chick next door?" And before I could even think about it, I added a little grinning devil face emoji...
He took a long minute to respond, and I could see the dots moving as he typed... and then finally: "Pretty inappropriate shit for a married man lol"
My boyfriend was messaging me, but I ignored him for just a few minutes and, with slightly trembling fingers, knowing I was crossing a line, I typed, "Well there's no harm in having thoughts...it's not like I haven't had my share about a certain hot married country boy next door lol"
He wrote: "well like you say, nothing wrong with thoughts... no matter how dirty they are ;-) " Then, "How about a sexy pic? Just for the thoughts..."
I typed, "You want me to send dirty pics? To a married man? Lol"
He quickly wrote, "Ugh, sorry, that was fucked up, I shouldn't have asked," and I responded, "Oh I didn't say I wouldn't... lol" He messaged back with "hahaha fuck, you are evil"