I thought that after Karen sent my wife back the messages she thought I had written, and I showed my wife the replies that Karen wrote, the subject would be closed. I mean, she'd only wanted me to fuck Karen, to prove to myself that I could get a hot girl like her, and Karen's messages should be proof enough, right? So why did my wife open the same subject again, two months later? When I asked my wife, she said it wasn't her who wanted me to fuck Karen this time, it was Karen and she didn't just want it, she needed it.
I told her that with all Karen's boy toys she definitely didn't need sex from me and my wife said that was the whole problem. She'd wanted me to fuck her to build up my own self confidence, but my rejection had done the exact opposite to Karen and destroyed hers. She hadn't dated anyone since I told her "No Thanks", and what it would take to fix it, was me saying "Yes" to her instead. I asked my wife if her and Karen were lovers already, because I'd read more than enough stories where the wife wanted the husband to fuck her friend, so they wouldn't have to hide their affair anymore. And she flat out denied it, saying she didn't swing that way.
I told her there was no reason for me to fuck Karen then and my wife said I was obviously still afraid to do it, and that was reason enough. I told her fear had nothing to do with it, it was the way Karen treated men that was wrong, and I wasn't interested in any woman who expected men to kiss her ass all the time. My wife replied that since Karen was begging me to fuck her, she wouldn't treat me that way, although she might ask me to lick her ass before I fucked it. I said it sounded more like she was the one begging me to fuck Karen, and until I knew why, we weren't going to talk about this anymore. For the next three days, she kept trying to talk to me about it, and I kept shutting her down, as soon as she mentioned Karen's name.
On the fourth day, while she was on her knees sucking my cock, she asked me to please not shut her up this time and she'd try to explain things to me. Then, after sucking me for another minute, she said that when she first mentioned me trying to get Karen in bed, it had been to increase my self confidence. But the more I told her no, the more she fantasized about me really doing it, until it became almost an obsession. By the time I told Karen no too, that obsession was full blown, and it was still there. She didn't know why she wanted it so much, since she had no interest in Karen herself. She just knew she wanted me to fuck her in the worst way, and wanted to see it happen. And yes, if I wanted to look at it that way, she was begging me to fuck Karen and make us all happy.
I asked if this was what her and Karen talked about when I wasn't there and she said Karen wasn't into fucking for an audience. She still wanted to fuck me, and knew my wife was willing to let her. But she'd rejected every plan, like sneaking in to suck my cock when my wife was sitting on my face, since she didn't want anyone there except me and her. One thing I should have learned by now is to never negotiate when your wife has your cock in her mouth. Because, long before she let me cum, she already had my promise to fuck Karen that weekend. And her only explanation for why she didn't do this to get me to fuck Karen the first time, was that she hadn't wanted it as bad then as she did now.
Her plan was simple, she'd have Karen come to the house Saturday night to "fix things" between her and I, and she'd let Karen know she was going out and wouldn't be back until late. Then, she'd hide in our closet, where she could see everything that we did. I told her it might be uncomfortable to hide there that long, and she showed me her new nest. Our closet is wall to wall on one side of the bed, and she'd moved all her jeans to my side, which cleared the middle shelf, where she had a pillow and blanket all ready. And with a couple of long dresses hung in front of that space, I couldn't see her, even with all the lights on. She though was at the perfect height to see the bed, and her only worry was that she might moan too loud and give herself away.