Note to the readers: this story uses flashbacks, to enjoy it you'll have to be aware of where the story is in time. I hope you enjoy the story nearly as much as we did living it.
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We shared a goodbye kiss and then I smiled at him as I pulled the door closed.
My husband and I might have actually stayed on this floor of the Garden City Hotel six weeks ago. That's when this all started -- it was just pillow talk, ordinary pre-foreplay whispers in the dark.
"That woman really was sexy, wasn't she?" Fred asked back then. It was that innocent question that led to me walking down this hallway now. We had taken his daughter to dinner and dropped her off at her Hofstra University dorm, had a couple of drinks in the richly done lounge at the Garden City Hotel and finally came up to our room. The next day we were going to fly out of LGA to our home in . . . well, you don't have to know where we live, do you?
If you're a careful reader you would have concluded the man I was with had been divorced at least once, that I might be his wife, we were probably in our late 40s, and doing well enough financially. Those would have been astute and correct assumptions.
And the sexy woman? Fred said most likely she was interested in recreational sex that night. The Garden City Hotel is probably the finest hotel on Long Island. It's an upscale property that attracts upscale and sophisticated guests. My husband, an ex Naval Aviator, said if a woman wanted to play pickup games for casual sex this hotel's lounge was a target rich environment.
Fred did talk with her for a few minutes. He told her he wasn't a candidate for the games she wanted to play, and when he pointed out that his wife β that's me β was returning from the lady's room. I trust Fred and absolutely believed even if I wasn't there and he knew I would never find out, he still would have sent her away. There may not be honor among thieves, but there is among some of those who lived with the Code at Annapolis.
"But you're a sexy woman too," he said that night six weeks ago, touching those places he knew would make me feel that way. We were moving to the next level, into foreplay. "I wonder what it would be like, to do what that woman was doing," I wondered aloud. I was feeling sexy. My comment wasn't intended to add to the stimulation, it was just curiosity.
Fred got more turned on than usual: I hadn't fondled him for more than half a minute when he rolled onto me and began pressing his groin and its attachments against me. I didn't think I was ready but that pressure and his urgency worked its magic. Within a moment he was comfortably in me and we were along the way to another mutually satisfying sexual encounter.
"The Garden City Hotel worked its magic on us again," I told him as I snuggled against him an hour later, satiated and wet with my own juices and his contribution. "You were really in a hurry, not that I minded. I like when you can't control yourself like that."
"It was your fault, you sexy thing," he told me.
"If what just happened was my punishment I'll try to make it my fault more often. Or, I will if you tell me I did that got you so excited."
"When you said you wondered what it would be like to do what that woman was doing, the one who was trying to pick me up, that got me excited."
"Oh? You mean, because you thought I picked you up? Freddy baby, you're my husband, I have exclusive pick up rights."
"No, not because you picked me up. I was thinking about you finding out what it was like to do what she was doing."
"You're being silly: don't you remember, I just did find out. We just shared wild sex, and that was what you thought she was looking for."
"Well, that's not exactly what I was thinking about," he said. "What I was thinking about and fantasizing about while we were fucking is what it would be like for you to do that, to be in a place like this and act like that."
I was naΓ―ve I guess, because I still hadn't gotten his point. I said "OK, next time we're here I'll pretend to pick you up for what you called recreational sex." I rolled over and kissed him, and continued by saying "but I was pretty successful tonight, wasn't I?"
My little flashback ended. That was then, and this was now. I took the few steps from the room I was just in to the elevator banks, pressed the down button, and waited. My face felt a little abraded: beard burn, I guess. It was a small price to pay for feeling so sexually alive. I had to be careful to maintain the appearance of the woman Bill thought I was. The man behind the door I just closed might be watching me through the door's peephole. When I stepped into the elevator and the door closed I could stop pretending to be someone I wasn't. I was ready to be with the man I loved so I could . . . the bell sounded and the elevator door opened.
I looked along the hall a last time. I was one kind of woman when I walked away from this elevator with Bill to that room a little while ago. I was different now. Bill was in his room, probably he would soon be in the bed where our sex scents still lingered. I was sure he'd sleep there and dream of me, and not in the other bed in the room. I stepped into the elevator, pressed 7, and waited for the door to close and the descent to start.
I really did it! Just two hours ago I went into the lounge downstairs. Fred had already established himself on the bar, after having, as he described it by a cell phone conversation a few minutes earlier, acted as a bird dog and reconnitored for me. "Come down," he said, "there are possibilities everywhere." I sat half dozen positions away from my husband and was pleased that we had not gone here last night. I wouldn't have wanted the barkeep or servers to know we were a couple.
Not ten minutes later I was talking to a gentleman who sat a barstool away from me and who introduced himself as William Blanding. I told him I stopped by for a drink after dropping my daughter off at college because I didn't want to go home to an empty house. William β after a few minutes he became Bill β moved next to me and told me he was leaving for home in Chicago tomorrow afternoon, he had only a few more hours of meetings at Computer Associates in the morning.
He was not one of those phony guys who had a white ring around his finger where his wedding ring had been an hour earlier. He wore his: "Home to Chicago and my wife and two daughters," he said. I told him I lived on the eastern end of Long Island, and would be going home in a little while, but not too soon. I didn't tell him the man a little distance away was my husband and he was enjoying seeing me talk to a stranger as much as I was talking to one.
Bill was about ten years older than me, and a bright funny man. I liked talking to him. A few minutes later we decided the bar stools were uncomfortable and moved to a little table. "It'll be easier to talk here," we agreed as we sat down. A while longer we found ourselves laughing. Somehow it seemed natural for him to put his hand over mine: it was a casual gesture, but intimate too.
The next time we brought each other to laughter I put my hand on his arm, then let it slide down until it was on the top of his thigh. He put his hand over mine, and looked seriously at me. "Are you teasing a man who's far from home?" he asked.
"Maybe you should define teasing," I told him.