It shot up...
I remember it well. My hot neighbour working in the garden, again. He always seems to be off when I'm at home. And he's always following me with them sex hungry eyes. On the one hand it creeps me out. But at the same time it is flattering to have a man check me out like that. To be honest, contrary to common sense or society's morals, it is actually a bit of a turn on. Something happened the other day. Let's go back and relive it. It pleases me to do that sometimes.
Today the kids are with their dad, chaperoned by his mom which is a major relief. The divorce is not going well. Why doesn't he acknowledge that he's sick? He needs treatment, at least on his paranoia. I've read up on the subject and it may well be he's got a certain degree of paranoid schizophrenia. And that used to be my husband... well, still is, formally.
So he and his mom picked up the twins early this morning and I happily went back to bed, to sleep in some. Later I awoke, got up and took some tea back to bed. Half under the covers with tea and the Cosmopolitan I'm reading the obligatory article on sex. It evokes some fluttery feelings and realize that I haven't had those for some time now. They remained fluttery because the stories really are too sober. After snoozing for another hour or so, I go downstairs to get some fresh tea when my eyes are caught by the jumble of toys in the garden. Damn, I never seem to get around to that when the kids are agitated because of visiting their dad. I open the back door, step out (in my nightshirt with sloppy unnies under it) and notice him doing something at his work table just in front of the shed, next to the fence. My "Hello neighbour" gets an immediate "Morning" answer.
My thoughts take an immediate leap. Good man, not too bad looking. Happily married, that's for sure. Although I suspect he's playing around by the way I've noticed him checking out other women, non-stop. And now he's watching me like that, come to think of it. Hmmm... what are these thoughts, I'm not in Cosmopolitan, am I? Even so, let's be naughty and give him something to ogle. Let's pick up something with my butt turned up his way. Phew, I overdid the bending over a bit, since when am I this stiff? The weather is warm enough. I wonder if I've caught his attention. The little sandbox in the corner...
"Auwchchch" I cry out a weird shriek of pain as it jolts up my spine and my back muscles. It's dizzying and gasping for breath I try to find my balance. I hear him ask if I need some help and I desperately nod yes. I'm also saying yes but it comes out somewhat distorted. In the blink of an eye he jumped the fence and is standing next to me preventing me from toppling over. His support helps a bit but the breathing is still painful. Then suddenly, to my surprise, I feel his hand on the top of my chest, followed by another low on my back, which makes his touch reassuring. He kinda orders me to bring my shoulder blades together to help me breathe. Oh, wow, that really works! I can indeed breath again. His hands are straightening my posture and hold me up as he guides me inside.
I'm sitting down at the lounge-end corner of the couch and he places himself behind me. His hands slide over my back and stop exactly at the most painful place. Is this where it hurts? I tell him he's spot on to which he suggests to massage me a bit. I cynically ask if he has 'a bit' of skill. He claims he can make me feel better. A few thoughts enter my mind simultaneously, like: "I feel like shit now so that's easy." and "Finally a man that takes care of me." and "Can I do this, receiving a massage from my married neighbour?" and "I got him inside, maybe that I will do him... no, I can't, may not think of that." I reply with an offhand "Oh well, go ahead." quite lame when I hear myself say it but he seems
to disregard that and guides me to a lying position. I stretch myself out on the sofa, belly down. He pulls my shirt up and without thinking I sort of automatically lift my arms for him to pull it completely off. This gives a sharp shot of pain again and I inhale sharply. He soothes my motion and helps me get my arms out ever so gently. As the shirt passed my head I startle myself. I don't know if it was his intention but here I am, practically naked on the couch with the man from next door. The only thing I'm wearing now are my old sloppy cotton
knickers. Where does this lead to? The flutters in my lower belly from this morning are acting up. But he's actually very courteous and it just seems like it's only my mind that's twisted. He puts my arms beside me and starts... Ouch that is a bit painful, but not a bad pain in a weird way. After a moment he asks me if I have massage oil. I reply that I don't think so. He suggests that some sunflower oil would do fine. The question catches me off guard and in a matter of fact way, I tell him to check out a certain cabinet in the kitchen. But then I get a clear moment and tell him that in the corner of the kitchen sink there's a bottle of baby oil. A moment later I feel him applying some oil and continuing his massage.
Ow... What's he doing? It's good but.. oh no, there goes my dirty mind again. A deep "hmmoohh" escapes my throat with a shot of 'healing' pain. A pain that on the one hand is evoked but at the same time recedes with the touch of his hands, especially from the muscles in my lower back. It's so good! And here goes my imagination again... If his hands are so wonderful for my back, what else can they do? The relaxation that the massage is beginning to bring, also releases a flood of thoughts. In my mind his hands slide from my back down over my bottom, my legs and then between them. Another moan: "ohhmmm" half because of his kneading hands but on the other half because of the horny fantasy. After an extensive treatment of my back, his hands transfer to my shoulders. I imagine them moving forward to my breasts. No, stop it, get a grip! He moves my hair to the side and from the corner of my eye I look up at him telling him that this really feels very good, painful at first but totally relaxing now. He answers with a modest "thank you, I'm trying." With long strokes he rubs his hands from the top of my back to my bottom and back again. And I let my dirty mind go, again.