She felt his hand push aside her hair. Then his breath on her nape. A dry tongue traced a line from the base of her neck into her hair line.
Then a kiss.
There, on her nape just beneath her hair.
Her hair pulled taut now. Tongue circling slowly. Wet. She leaned into it, her back hard against the ungiving wood of the chair. Another stroke of the tongue, from skin to hair, rewarded her.
Then, a pause. A click. A buzz rose in the still of the garden. There. Behind her right ear. She could feel it -- sense it -- before she heard it. A hand returned, fingers combing through her dark tresses, slipping through the silkiness, then stopping suddenly.
A fist balled up, pulled softly. Her hair lifted skyward, offered to the spring clouds.
Her nape exposed, her chin on her chest. Her eyes, unable to focus on her bare breasts, took in the yellow tulips rising between her feet. Her feet flat on the ground, her toes tingling in the still cool spring soil. Her hands gripping the arms of the chair.
A spasm of fear. Raw, chest-pounding fear cut through her. Fear and a deep, unexpected thrill.
Oh, how fear and pleasure are often such close relatives, kissing cousins.
Only the sound -- that vibrating buzz -- suggested reality.
The minutes leading to this flashed through her mind, altered memories already, the pleasure elbowing out the fear. But, oh, the memories, memories that teased a smile out of her face.
She shifted a little against the uncomfortable seat of the chair and felt her own slickness.
He'd led her down here after a long lunch filled with smirking gazes and several glasses of an Italian red, unsuitable for the light meal, but she'd indulged his romantic attachment to the wines and the country.
The path from the house led to a bosque of trees and then into a clearing in an old forest. Daffodils, late because they were starved for sunlight, reached for the afternoon sky, turning their white and yellow faces like sundials begging for a tan. Emerging ferns -- painted ferns with their silvery foliage -- filled the few spaces between blooms.
She was curious, even a little fearful. But sheβd learned to trust him, to explore the adventure with him.
When they reached the center of the daffodil drifts, he'd stopped, grasped her hand, turned to face her and kissed her gently. Then he walked behind a tree on the clearing's edge and came back, carrying an old quilt. He spread it across the daffodils, crushing some, then turned and reached for the top button on the short dress he'd picked for her that morning.
His fingers worked their way down the row of buttons, pausing only when the last had been undone and the dress gently flapped in the soft breeze. She shrugged it off her shoulders and it fell in a heap behind her. She stood, naked, in the long afternoon light, her winter white skin seemingly picking up the glow of the white daffodils surrounding her.
He began undressing, his eyes on her, her brown eyes alighting with a smirk as he fumbled with buttons.
When they were naked, without artifice, in the garden, he approached, sniffing at her ear, running his right hand through her shoulder-length hair, nuzzling for long minutes. Then a soft kiss. She felt his hand behind her, supporting her as he lowered her to the quilt. He spread her hair on the softness, then moved her hands above her head.
That tongue began to create small circles on her neck below her ear while his right hand massaged her stomach, then teased lower.
Slowly.
Everything was excruciatingly slow.
Controlled.
Anticipatory.
The long tease.
The spicy sweet scent of the daffodils. The playful pauses when his tongue lifted from its appointed rounds.
Minutes? Hours? She didn't know now. She knew it built hypnotically then surprised her with its intensity. After, he lay on his side, gently stroking his hand across her chest just below her tender breasts.
Now, she sat rigid in a chair, rested after his attentions to her. Her hands were flat on the arms of the chair. Her hair pulled taut in his hand. She awaited a different kind of naked, a scary, unsettling bareness she would be unable to disguise.