I guess I was letting my body do my thinking instead of my better judgment. Lawrence wasnât pushing me to let him fuck me but he wasnât going to turn me away either. His easy manner did change somewhat. He may have still be somewhat frustrated by my initial hesitance to go all the way with him.
Lawrence walked around behind me and his hand rubbed my ass through the leather skirt. His huge hands felt good and I could feel myself starting to get overcome with emotion. He unzipped my skirt and pulled it down from my hips. When it fell to the floor, I stepped out of it. Lawrence picked it up and tossed it on one of the chairs. He stood behind me. I was just wearing my gauzy white bikini panties and red high heel shoes. He placed his hand on the elastic band of my panties, inserting a finger inside the elastic. I tensed as I felt he was going to pull them down. Instead he just traced around the elastic, playing and teasing me. From behind me, he pushed his left hand down inside the front of my panties, rubbing and lightly tugging at my pubic hair. I stiffened as he continued this for several minutes all the while kissing me on the nape of my neck. He was in control and I wasnât making any motion to stop his manipulations. His right hand was cupping my breasts, gently tweaking the nipple and then pulling on it a little harder. I gasped as I looked down to see it stretched so long. He released the nipple and it slowly shrank back, still erect.
âIâm going to finish taking your cherry and youâre going to love it,â He stated emphatically.
I couldnât reply to his statement. He walked back to the couch. I was still standing in the middle of the room, my eyes watching him. He rubbed his crotch; I could see he had an enormous bulge through his dress slacks. He smirked and ordered me to strip off my panties. My hands shaking a little, I did as he ordered. I pulled my panties down and off over my shoes, tossing them in the chair with my skirt. My pubic hair, which I keep neatly trimmed, matches the hair on my head, sort of a sandy blonde.
Lawrence got up from the couch and directed me towards the stairs leading to the balcony bedroom. I walked in front of him up the stairs feeling his glare on my bare butt. I held onto the handrail to steady myself as I took each step one at a time. The balcony bedroom was open to the livingroom below, spacious with a queen size four-poster bed. Lawrence walked over and pulled the comforter off the bed. He motioned me to get on the bed. I sat on the edge of the bed and slipped off my shoes. Stretching out on the cool sheets, I relaxed just a little.
âDonât go away or get started without me,â He kidded.
Lawrence went back downstairs, returning a few minutes later with two glasses of chilled wine. Heâd taken off his clothes except for his tight fitting boxers. He was built like a football player, muscular and toned. I imagine he worked out on a regular basis in order to stay in such good shape. He ordered me to lie in the middle of the bed and spread my legs so he could see my pussy better.
âSpread your legs wide and finger that pretty pussy for me. I want to see you work yourself upâ
I was a little slow in obeying his command, my inhibitions holding me back. I masturbated at home in my bed but never in front of anybody, especially somebody intently watching.
âDo it I saidâ Lawrence commanded.
My right hand went to my pussy and I started rubbing it back and forth, then in little circular motions. It was embarrassing even though I could feel myself reacting to my own stimulations.
âPut a finger in that hot pussy and fuck yourself,â He ordered.
I did what he said, closing my eyes as I felt my body take control. My breathing came in long deep breaths. Lawrenceâs bulged looked as if it were going to rip through the material of his boxers, grinning at me as he watched me masturbate for him. I brought myself up but fought back getting myself off. I slowed my fingering motion, finally pulling my finger out of my wet pussy. I was panting, almost out of breath.