I turned the computer off and rushed upstairs to get ready, I could not believe it I was going to see him for the first time and have an evening together, what was I thinking? Oh, I know what I was thinking?
Dee looks at the clock. Its almost time. Time for the moment she has been waiting for so long. She's finally going to meet him. She feels her heart trepidate as she finishes getting ready. One last look in the mirror, and she goes out the door and gets into her car. She drives to the restaurant and parks in the restaurant parking lot. She looks at her watch and notices that she is shaking from being so nervous. She watches all the people coming and going waiting for the precise moment to go inside.
One minute to seven....she gets out and goes inside, walks up to the bar, orders a drink, and waits for Vince to arrive. Vince is a guy that she has been talking to every night for months online, especially since she has met Vince. She doesn't understand why she is so nervous, he knows everything about her and has even seen her picture, and she has also seen his.
Suddenly she feels a hand softly touch her shoulder, she turns and looks to see, and there, standing in front of her, is Vince. He looks so much sexier in person than in his picture. Her stomach so nervous now she doesn't know how she is going to make it through dinner. He bends down and takes her hand and plants a kiss on her cheek She jumps to her feet and wraps her arms around him, taking him all in. Discreetly feeling how masculine he is and inhaling his wonderful smell of cologne. She doesn't want to let go...she has been wanting to hold him for so long. She spends several moments just looking at him, soaking in the details of his face, smile, eyes, and forehead. She hardly notices he is doing the same with her. They break apart and decide to go to have dinner.
They order their meal and begin having light conversation. Dee cant take her eyes off of Vince. Her yearning for his touch has grown more now that he is here sitting right next to her. She has been trying to calm her true feelings for Vince for some time now, because of the distance between where each of them live.
She doesn't know if she can keep her feelings under control and suddenly gets very uneasy. Vince senses her uneasiness and asks her if she's ok. She replies that she was just thinking that they didn't have a lot of time to spend together before he has to leave, and that she hates to see him go so soon. He nods in response and reaches his hand over and places it on hers. This instantly sends chills down her spine. His touch so soft, his eyes so warm, she feels herself aching for him.
Dessert has been served and the time has come for them to go their separate ways. She knew their visit would eventually have to end, but that didn't make it any easier for her to let him go. She wanted him to stay..to wrap his arms around her and make passionate love to her, but she knew that there were circumstances which made that impossible. His loving arms belonged to someone else, and she was going to try to keep control of her feelings, yet is was killing her inside to just let him walk away without at least telling him how she truly felt.