I looked around the classroom at all the young bodies. The girls in the class were all held in rapture by what Mr. Scott Springs was saying. They always were. He was a very good-looking man, standing at about six feet tall with dirty blonde hair, and green eyes, with little flecks of blue. He had a very welcoming smile, and always had just a bit of stubble. I am not usually a fan of stubble, but on him it worked. He also wore glasses, which are a weakness of mine. He wore button up shirts with vests, and his sleeves were always rolled up just a bit, so his tattoo was on display. I'm not sure what the symbol meant, but I know I often fantasized about licking it.
If I had to guess his age, I would say twenty-seven, maybe twenty-eight. Definitely not quite thirty. And so, I felt foolish, lost in fantasies about what it would be like to have him grab me and push me down on his desk. I was what you call a non-traditional student. I was thirty-eight at that time. A divorced mom with two sons. Too old to be looking at my history teacher like that. After my divorce, I decided to go back to school like I always wanted to. Getting married right after high school and having my first son when I wasn't even twenty yet was not the plan I had for my life. Ah, young love. It took some time, but me and ex finally figured out we were better off as friends, and co-parents.
I hadn't dated anyone since my divorce. I hadn't slept with anybody else either. That's not to say I'm a prude. My ex and I definitely explored our sexual fantasies when we were a couple. But he was the only person I had ever slept with. Is that why this young man was turning me on so much? I wasn't even sure what he was saying anymore. I should probably tune back in, but I was too lost in my fantasy. After he pushed me down on the desk, he unbuttoned my dress, kissing and licking all the exposed skin. Then, he reached for my breasts, groping all over until he decided to focus on just my protruding nipples. First, it was just his fingers, twisting, pulling. Soon after though, his mouth joined through the fabric of my bra. He hadn't even exposed any of my private skin, and already I was panting, eager for what would happen next.
Tapping on my desk brought me out of my daze. The guy got up and started grabbing his things. Class was over. Damn it, I lost about fifteen minutes of the lecture. We were discussing WWII. Scott (as he insisted we call him) was a bit obsessed with WWII. In an eight-week course, he decided to dedicate two weeks to it. "Thanks for waking me up there."
"No problem, but you really should pay attention. You know we're going to have a test about all this in a few days, right." He smiled at me without showing any teeth, and then shaking his head, he left the classroom.
I was left alone with just Scott. I hoped he hadn't noticed me getting lost in my own thoughts.
"I don't know what you were thinking about, but I guess it was more interesting to you than the atomic bombs. I saw you smiling. You have a nice smile."
I stammered out a thanks before I very quickly left the classroom.
When I got home, I decided to treat myself to a long hot soak in my hot tub. Standing nude in front of the full-length mirror in my bedroom, I looked at my reflection. I was 5'4", with chest length dark brown, wavy hair. My eyes were hazel- light brown with green flecks. I lifted up my breasts. They were large and heavy- 36DD. I saw my stretch marks, or tiger stripes as I like to refer to them ever since I saw that on the Internet. Because I was a god damn tiger, who earned her stripes. My belly was not flat, I had a bit of chub. My body just never quite bounced back after my second time giving birth. My boobs were not as perky as they once were either, between two births, breastfeeding, and age. I thought I still looked decent, but I could in no way compete with those young girls at school. Oh, well. It's not like Scott paid me any mind anyway. For God's sake, the man was just there to do his job! It was bad enough those young girls clearly lusted after him. He didn't need it from someone so much older than him! I put on my bathing suit, walked to my kitchen to grab a glass of wine, and then made my way out to the back patio where I sunk into the hot tub, after turning on the jets. My sons were with my ex this week, so I had the whole place to myself.
As I relaxed, I felt my mind begin to drift. This time I imagined Scott in the hot tub with me. He kissed my neck, and then undid my bathing suit top, removing it and tossing it the ground. His big hands seized my aching tits. Aching for only him. I stood up, and he removed my bottoms. I felt a huge thrill being naked in front of him while he was still clothed. He lifted me up and carried me to my bedroom where he placed me in the middle of the bed. I opened up for his gaze. My pussy was throbbing under his glare. Finally, he removed his trunks, and I saw what was underneath. Just as he was climbing into the bed with me, I tipped my wine glass over, which took me out of my fantasy. "Damn it."
I got out of the hot tub and made my way inside after cleaning up my mess. After taking a quick shower, I got down to doing some homework. Sometimes, I wondered just what I was doing going back to school at this age. I thought of it as a place for younger people. But I was determined to do something in my life beyond being a stay-at-home mom. I loved my children dearly, but it was time for me to do something that was just for me. I didn't yet know what career path I wanted, but I was figuring it out. It was actually kind of fun taking different types of classes-like history. I had never been interested in history before, but Scott had a way of making it thought-provoking. Today was Tuesday. I looked forward to seeing him again on Thursday. Tuesdays and Thursdays from 2:30-4 have become my favorite block of time.
After an hour or two of studying, I realized I was hungry. There was nothing that appealed to me in the kitchen, so I threw on some jeans and tank top and headed out to go get some Mexican food. As I was waiting for someone to come seat me, I heard my name being called.
"Come, sit with me. I just ordered my drink."
Without a conscience thought, I followed that voice. "Hi. Mr. Springs."
"I thought I told you to call me Scott?"
"Yes, sorry. Hi Scott."
"Sit, join me." So, I sat. "Why did you run out on me like that earlier?"
"I didn't run."
He laughed. "So be it. But you sure did shuffle out of there quickly."
"Maybe I just wanted to get a jump start on my homework."
"Right, I saw how much you were paying attention to the lecture. Do I dare ask what had you so lost in thought?"
Did I imagine it, or was he looking down my tank top?
"Ah, I was just wondering what that symbol meant?" That didn't even sound right to my ears. But still, I pointed to his tattoo, really committing to the fib.
"That's a protection symbol. But something tells me that's not the only thing you were thinking about." Damn it, why wouldn't he just let it go?
"Maybe I was thinking about..." Just then the waitress came and asked me what I was drinking. "Just water, please." I noticed Scott had a margarita. "Drinking a school night, huh?"
"Sure am. Care to join me?"
"No thank you. I'll stick with water. Now, what looks good?"
"You do," I heard him mumble under his breath. Or did I? The music was fairly loud, and he said it so softly, I couldn't quite tell.