Hannah kissed my cheek and I started to wake up. There was a quiet giggle from her as she moved on the bed, but my eyes stayed closed, I was exhausted, the night had been odd as the thoughts swirled around my head when I was awake with the dreams doing the same when I managed to sleep. The downward spiral had begun.
"I want you to kiss my lips." Hannah said quietly and I felt the soft touch of her skin on my mouth. There was another little giggle and movement on the bed.
"I want you to kiss my lips." She said, her voice seemed further away and I tried to open my eyes. There wasn't much light to see. I opened them a bit more and realised Hannah was over me, kneeling over me, knees either side of my head over me. "My lips miss yours." She said as she looked down over her lovely, firm breasts and into my eyes as I tried to focus. She smiled as my eyes flicked wide and then her hips moved as I felt her outer labia brush over my mouth. My lips opened on hers and she opened her legs wider as our kiss deepened, my tongue sliding along the tender skin as she unfurled and moistened. The taste of skin began to be mixed with the sharp tang of her juice as she moved back and forth over my face, my tongue out to finish opening her.
I felt Hannah start to shake, her thighs quivering next to my face and she moved her hips forward to let my tongue slide into her and then she cried out and started to shake even more. I tasted her, strong from deep inside as the nectar ran over my tongue into my mouth. She groaned as she pushed down and she gripped my tongue tight as she jerked on my face. I had my hands on her waist and could feel her trying to rise up, but I held tight and pushed my head to keep my tongue deep in her as she rode out the orgasm on my mouth. There was another cry and she mumbled "Stop" and my hands released her and she rose just enough that the tip of my tongue was still on her. She shuddered again as I lapped at her soaked hole and then Hannah lifted higher and shifted her knees back so she could lean down and kiss me.
"Good morning." She said softly, "Did you sleep ok?" I didn't want to mention the dreams, so mumbled that I had and she cuddled up on my chest. "Just a few minutes more, then I will make breakfast." I held her tight as her breathing returned to normal.
"Oh fuck, FUCK!" Hannah said as she leapt from the bed. We had fallen asleep and now there was no time for breakfast as I struggled to get up and she ran around swearing. "We can get breakfast at the cafe." she said as she quickly put her clothes on. She had a shirt and skirt on again and then reached for her neckwear collection and selected the black mesh style one that looked great with the white shirt. I twitched, but the current mental state had meant I was unable to do anything after Hannah had orgasmed on my face, even with her gently stroking me. Another reason to feel the end was near. She turned and smiled at me and asked if she looked ok and I was barely able to even mumble a 'yes' as I was so choked.
We scampered to the coffee shop and I was hugely relieved to see Simon behind the counter. "Usual?" he called as Hannah bounded in the door.
"Oh man," she panted, "We are running late, can we have a couple of croissants as well please?" She hadn't finished saying it when a paper bag was handed to her. He looked at me and then handed over another paper bag, each one containing two croissants. I was still packing them into my bag when the latte and double espresso were being finalised and I got my card out as he waved his hand at us.
"Quick, go!" Simon laughed as he handed over the coffees and Hannah turned to go to the door. I stood waving my card and Simon shook his head and pointed to the door. "Go, quick!" We shouted our thanks as we left and then scampered to the tube.
We managed one croissant each "Second breakfast." Hannah giggled as she stowed the other one in her bag. "He's a great guy, wonder why he always gives us freebies?" Hannah seemed genuinely confused by this and I just stared at her. "Oh, you think..." the penny dropped and I nodded.
Hannah gave me a kiss as she prepared to leave the tube, then turned and gave me another one. "My lips miss yours" she giggled, then she waved and headed off the tube. We waved as I sped by and the slump started as soon as the tunnel did. We had done the usual, eating each other's food and had even passed some as we kissed, until people had got too close in the carriage as it filled up, but there was still something wrong. I wondered if it was in my head, just seeing things, taunted by the dreams, but I couldn't shake the feeling that my days of doing this journey were numbered.
I sat and ate my croissant as I had another cup of coffee and looked at emails. The landlady had messaged to say she couldn't contact the flatmate as he wasn't answering, so she would delay our meeting. My contacts list was quiet, but I thought too soon and Brendan messaged to ask how my weekend was and what I had done on my day off. Hannah had posted some photos, so I needed to be careful and not give the game away, so I said I just relaxed and took some photos, which was, technically, the truth. He asked if I had seen Hannah's and then kept asking about the face shot, wondering what camera was used and if it was film black and white or just been processed. I claimed ignorance, but he was a man possessed. He ended the chat by saying he was jealous of the guy who took it and the one on the beach. I felt a bit bad, but there was no point saying anything now.
I was trying to decide what to eat for lunch when Hannah messaged. We exchanged a few 'work' style messages, asking about the weekend and she wondered if I was going to the party on Thursday. I said that I was thinking about it. She went offline shortly after and I figured I'd annoyed her and headed back to the kitchen only to hear an incoming call.
"HEY! What do you mean, 'thinking about it'?" Hannah had a headset on and had angled her laptop so no one could see the screen. I got very flustered. "You better come, mister." She stared at me and I felt sick. "Please." I saw her face soften. "We don't have to talk, I just want to see you there." I smiled and told her I would go. and she smiled and then said, "Lunch, need to catch up with the gang." and the call ended. I started to walk to the kitchen when my phone pinged. "Please, I want you to come. Please." I was so confused.
The rest of the day was boring. I sent emails and did work without anyone bugging me. I sorted out the films taken at the weekend and put them in a bag to take to the film lab on Thursday and then pondered what to eat. All was quiet, until the landlady called.
I listened as the landlady ranted a bit. She had finally managed to contact the flatmate, who was avoiding her. She told him she wasn't happy and he said he wasn't either as I was annoying him. When questioned further, he was complaining that I worked in the flat and disturbed him. He didn't say how and the landlady questioned him some more, pointing out the mess frequently left behind. He then said that was also me and suggested she kick me out. I felt very sick again, everything seemed to be going horribly wrong. I sat and listened, fearing the worst now, but she laughed and said that he was clearly a liar and she knew it, so she was going to give him his notice, if I was alright with that. I thought about it, I would have to do the interviews again for someone new, but it would also be a distraction from other things, so agreed. She ended the call saying she would tell him, then we would have to meet to discuss the next steps and suggested Friday lunchtime. I said yes and breathed a huge sigh of relief when the call ended. At least I had somewhere to live.
I had finished dinner when Hannah messaged asking if I was ok. I thought about delaying my reply, but couldn't be bothered. Seconds later there was a call. She sounded far away as she spoke and her tone was flat, she had sounded happier last week when it was 'grumpy bitch' week. I was also a bit upset there was no video call. I put the phone on the table as I sorted out washing and Hannah was yelling at me when I picked it up. "I couldn't hear you." she said and sounded angry. It seemed I was going into self destruct mode and couldn't think of a reply and then the call ended.
When the video call started I jumped, I had thought she was angry, well, maybe she was. Her face looked odd. I stared at her as she tried to avoid being seen and I shrugged and carried her and the washing to the machine, placing the phone on a shelf as I loaded it and Hannah watched. I looked up and saw her face clearly, her eyes were red and puffy.
"What happened?" I grabbed the phone and caught her by surprise. "What's the matter, what happened?" Hannah looked nervous and bit her lip. Clearly something had been going on earlier in the evening, which explained the late call and her hesitancy in showing her face. My mind swirled and then went into the death spiral.
Hannah gulped as she looked at the phone, very briefly. She was still trying to not show herself properly. I asked her again and she sighed.
"I was crying." I stopped breathing for a while, waiting for her to continue. "I came home and...." Her eyes filled again, "Just started crying and couldn't stop." she was sobbing a bit now.
"Crying?" I mumbled, my brain trying to get started again. "Crying, why? What happened?"
"Nothing happened, I just..." There was a huge sigh, "Came home and my mind went into freefall with everything and I couldn't stop crying. That's why I didn't call earlier, I was just crying." She sniffed and I wanted her in my arms. "Anyway, how was your day?" Hannah attempted a smile, but it didn't work.
I watched Hannah as she assembled some dinner from the fridge, grumbling as I moaned at her for not eating. I was also surprised that she still had clothes on, a t-shirt instead of her shirt now. Part of me was still worried something had happened and she was covering up. She sat and started to eat. "You'll have to talk" she mumbled, so I tried, but my mind was spinning.