There he was. Back from Christmas break. I turned and there he was. My heart pounded and I felt warm between my legs and happy all at once. Jumping up, heading his direction I hugged him and told him how happy I was to see him. That I had missed him. He said he wasn't expecting that response over returning after break. I was a little embarrassed because I felt really silly right then. I felt obvious.
That is when I knew. Yes I knew. Three months I had been watching him and I was fairly certain he might have been watching me but then again....I wasn't real sure. I always had my doubts about it.I would rationalize my way around it ever happening in real life.
God I wanted him so bad. The longing was making me crazy. Those eyes and that smile. It was all I could think about lately. Making me touch myself late into the night --squeezing my legs together groaning and writhing under the covers with my eyes squeezed shut until I was seeing stars...cumming so hard....--then licking my own fingers thinking about fucking him.
This was an obvious crush. Maybe just an infatuation of some sort. Actually I really believed that being with him was not likely to happen to someone like me.