In That Moment

It was in that moment where I knew there was no going back. That our lives and our marriage would change forever. It was in that moment, and I could read it all there, right in her eyes. As my beautiful wife lay spread eagle on the bed, staring at me with so many mixed emotions in her eyes..

I glanced back, and he nodded at me smiling. Then he began to slowly push himself into her. I glanced back at her and saw the anticipation in those eyes, her lips parted ever so gently as she felt him enter. The look of "Oh my god, is this really going to happen?" turning into a look of sheer disbelief that this IS happening. He presses deeper. Her eyes go wide as she feels what real thickness actually is.

All those nights of fantasy and talking had lead to this. All those revealing moments and difficult conversations, all that raw emotion. All those months, even years, of anticipation and curiosity had lead to this. All the second guessing and flip-flopping. All the planning, all the work, all the searching and wondering if this day would ever come, and now this moment is finally here.

He goes slow at first, and I can see in her eyes that there is both pain and pleasure. She keeps her eyes locked on me and I can tell there is vulnerability, there is love, and there is lust in her all at once. She struggles a bit. He pauses to adjust, working his way in gently further. With every inch deeper, I see in her face a look of pure amazement, almost a look of disbelief.

I look back to check progress and he is halfway inside her now. I suddenly realize that has has reached the limit of where I can go. With every inch further now he will be pushing deeper than I have ever been myself, and deeper than she has ever experienced. In a way, he is now more intimately connected with my own wife than I'll ever be. That is such a strong realization. I start to hold back tears in that moment. Also in that moment, I see in her eyes that she may be realizing that too.

She is struggling somewhat as she take him, but there is a look that tells me that she still wants it all and doesn't want it to stop. In that moment she is feeling what real length actually is. After all these years, she is finally experiencing a large man, a true man. I am happy for her.

She begins to glance at him now. Just for a fraction of a second, and then back to me. But then again, and again. The frequency of her glancing increases. I see her pupils enlarge, as if she was intoxicated by some kind of strange drug. In that moment I see in her face both a disbelief and an ecstasy. It's a look that I've never seen her make. It's a look of letting go, like one of falling into a welcome submission.

I glance back and his is almost all the way inside now. Her mouth wide open, and she glances back to him more and more. Her eyes lock with mine now for final support as I see him push forward for the last time. He flexes himself inside of her as far as he can reach, and she lets out an uncontrolled moan. He is so deep inside her.

In that moment, her head bobs back and her eyes close. He leans in and his mouth comes down upon her lips. He kisses her deeply, his tongue penetrating her mouth so intimately. She hesitates for only a second and then kisses him back in a wild passion. His lower back rises, and he pulls back and then forth slowly, and begins to pump her. Her eyes open and she stares at him now, only him. No longer looking back at me, even for an instant. No longer a need to.

In that moment, I realize that she is his now. I am no longer even there to her, she is just his. Her submission to him is now complete. I retreat back now, as if I'm getting in the way. In that moment, I realize that everything has changed. Her moans increase now, and I struggle in my mind with my own thoughts. Before I can gather them, her first of many powerful orgasm begins.