At age 33 Mona's life had become stable. She was about 5'7" and 120 lbs. Her face and hair were attractive and her body was in good shape. Her most obvious physical attribute was her 34DD chest and that fact was a huge influence in her life. She'd found and married a man, Tim, who worshipped her chest. He had other strong points and Mona loved him but she knew her breasts were a major bond between them. She never could have married a guy who wasn't a tit man. She'd been married for over 5 years and was generally content with Tim. They had a good marriage. The sex wasn't as hot as it had been but she'd accepted that as a fact of married life.
Mona was a psychologist with a private practice in a suburban setting. Her typical clients were adolescents and adults who couldn't cope with the problems of life. She enjoyed trying to help them.
The first client Mona had on her afternoon schedule was a good example of her client base. Gail was a suburban housewife of 26. This would be her second appointment. During her first session Gail had outlined her background and family and started to talk of her poor sex life. She'd recounted that her marriage of 5 years had started off with great lust and love but now seemed rather boring. She and her husband were each busy with work; he traveled several days each week and was frequently tired after arriving home or was preparing for his next trip. She described herself as 'happily married, but...' which was a sentiment Mona had heard many times before. In Gail's case recent flirting by a prospective customer at work had turned her on. It had caused her to re-examine her sex life at home and it had come up wanting. She felt guilty about desiring more excitement. Gail's first session with Mona had ended before they had much of a substantive discussion on the subject of her sex life.
Gail's case had an unusual element as well. For one, Mona had been thinking about her off and on ever since their first appointment the prior week. Gail's mention of her dissatisfaction with her sex life had triggered something in Mona. She'd spent the last half of their first session trying to get a better look at Gail's body. It was well covered in a baggy business suit but there were hints of a very well endowed and attractive woman. Gail appeared to be about 5'7" and weigh perhaps 115. She had a nice face and what appeared to be beautiful brown hair but since it was in a pony tail it was hard to fully evaluate. There was certainly the hint of a well shaped, busty body under the drab suit.
Mona had also noticed Gail's calves seemed thin and well shaped. She assumed her thighs would reflect the same trim line. The woman had referred to herself as a bit of a gym rat; that suggested her overall fitness should be good. The little shape that could be discerned through the suit certainly looked feminine. In fact, it looked like she had a narrow waist and an oversized top. Mona smiled to herself as she imagined her own husband summing that image up as every guy's perfect mate. He was a tit man just like countless other men. Mona concluded that, in male parlance, Gail would be 'very fuckable'. For some reason Gail chose to hide the fact. Mona felt guilty at such crude thoughts but rationalized that the raw sexual appeal of Gail's body was certainly relevant to how her problem might be resolved.
Mona grudgingly admitted to herself that a second part of her interest in Gail was that she could identify with her. Mona too had big natural tits and was generally fit. She probably had a thicker waist but she could definitely turn male heads. She was 'very fuckable,' too. When she'd been dating Tim and when they were first married he was on her tits continually. In the recent past he still enjoyed them but not frequently enough nor with the passion previously exhibited. They had an adequate sex life but it certainly had cooled. In a nutshell, she felt her body was more attractive than her husband seemed to realize and wondered if Gail had the same problem at home.
Mona was curious as to whether Gail would jump back into her primary concerns about her sex life at her second session or shy away from the focal subject as many nervous clients would. This was especially likely since few clients feel comfortable talking openly about sex. There was also a chance she'd talk about having a fling with the guy at her office and would be seeking Mona's approval. Mona would never give that advice.
As she reviewed the notes in her file Mona reflected on her client's concerns and how she would counsel her going forward. It seemed that Gail was suppressing her sensuality. She dressed like a woman 20 years older; Mona would need to probe into why this was the case. There could be deep trauma or a medical problem in her past that would need to be considered. It was more likely that the woman had become a little lazy in her dress and had allowed her self esteem to erode over time. She could also be another victim of the media's focus on the youngest, most glamorous women which caused others to wilt and withdraw as they felt inferior to the ideal. Mona placed herself in the lazy category. She'd have to be careful to not pre-suppose that this was Gail's story; she'd need to keep an open mind.
In any case, most men would react favorably to a busty, fit woman dressed in more revealing clothes than those Gail had worn for her first session. Mona would have to determine if this was her standard dress and, if so, discuss alternatives. Though not very professional, Mona couldn't help but think of her own everyday wardrobe and visualize how Tim might react to a sexier look. She tentatively planned to do some lingerie shopping on the Internet.
At their second session Gail was again dressed very conservatively. Mona continued her efforts to subtly discern her client's curves. Her initial assessment remained the same; Gail had a voluptuous body. She'd definitely appeal to many men.
Mona started off with assurances about confidentially and that everyone's sexual preferences and experiences varied. She noted that she'd heard lots of unusual sexual stories and wouldn't be shocked by anything Gail might say. Finally she assured her client that there would be no moral judgment or religious standards applied to anything. Gail seemed flustered by the disclaimers and muttered that she didn't have any shocking tales to tell but might admit to some jealousy of those that did. Mona laughed and said while therapy can be effective there aren't any guarantees of fantasies fulfilled.
Through indirect questions Mona was able to rule out any hidden physical problems such as past surgeries and any psychological traumas such as a past sexual assault. No marital problems or financial disasters threatening the couple were revealed.
The session also confirmed that Gail's husband, Bill, was a fully functioning heterosexual male. His personality was conservative but the couple had enjoyed lustful sex in the past and presumably could do so again. In sum, there seemed to be no impediment to Gail's ability to have a great sex life.
Finally, Mona was able to discern timidity on Gail's part that might be at least partially responsible for the couple's sexual inertia. Mona sensed that Gail was sexually submissive and reluctant to initiate new sexual experiences. Conversely, if Mona instructed or 'prescribed' more aggressive behavior Gail would probably embrace it. Mona secretly found it arousing to visualize how she might plan sexual encounters that Gail would carry out and then tell her about.
