I'm dreaming of your breasts; not just anyone's breasts, but your own, very special, unique breasts, with their own special shape. I mean, I am not dreaming of great, swollen, superstar breasts, or brand new perky ones with puffy purple cones for nipples; or some that at are smooth and shiny and pushed up and together by a Victoria's Secret bra.
I'm dreaming of your breasts as you lounge casually on your back, half out of a Japanese silk bathrobe, a cup of coffee with cream in your right hand and something I have written in your left. I believe the writing is erotic, or at least very romantic, something that takes you away to classy houses with stained-glass windows over wind-swept moors blushing with heather. So you, perhaps, are imagining yourself as a late teen with restless thighs and ideas of dashing majors in tight white pants.
When your right hand doesn't hold the delicate handle of the teacup it drifts under the edge of the silk and finds your nipple there. Your breasts, as you lounge on your enormous bed, lie pretty flat to your chest, with fine ripples in the pale skin.
My mind is fascinated by its view of your aureola, a deep mauve, but not all one color; deepening to purple as it surrounds the nipple; becoming lavender as it circles outward. It makes a little basin around the nipple, so you could pour just a little warm jojoba oil on it and it would pool there.
If you did that, and then circled the nipple with your finger, the tiny beads and puckers would probably grow tighter; the aureola contracting toward the nipple. The nipple, even if you did not touch it, would tighten, so that it was smaller at the base than the top. A tiny purple muffin. The top has become very pale as you become aroused.
What do you do now? Do you reach for the coffee because your mouth is dry? Do you freeze, your fingers barely above the sensitive skin, knowing the gentlest torture of cool air on nipple flesh? Does that lift you, or chill your ardor? Has the other nipple, the neglected one started to ache for equal treatment?
Suppose you put down your story for a moment; do you dare let your hands do what they want? What else urges to be touched? Does your scalp ache to have your fingers pull through your hair, spreading on the pillow, pulling out its musk? Is there a small pain in the side of your neck that asks to be massaged; and as you do that, do you imagine that these are not your fingers, but mine, stronger, a bit more rough, lifting your head, massaging the base of your skull?
You can feel the muscles in your mouth tense. But what will they touch? Is it my lips, a bit sandpapery with a day's growth of stubble? Or, do you dare imagine, the dry, puffy lips of your high school best friend as she adjusts a ribbon in your hair the night of the prom? Or perhaps swollen head of the ruddy penis, a bit slick at the tip, of a total stranger you bumped into in the supermarket?