I see you sitting in there as I walk by. You notice me and give me a slight sly smile and a nod of your head. No words are exchanged as I pass, but an idea of what the other may be thinking hangs between our glances. As I turn to go, the thought of your rough touch makes my body shiver once again. I lower my head as I walk away and I catch the smell of you on my shirt and breath deep. Playing out in my mind are additions to that fantasy scenario that I have created and think about when I am alone and taking that "special time" for only me....
....In that dim little room you are standing so close to me. The smell of coffee and that last cigarette is on your breath and I long to taste it on your lips. My heart begins to beat faster in anticipation of what may happen next. As I start to speak, I remember you being there earlier in the night to visit me and that smooth voice of yours saying "Nice try..."
"I wasn't kidding you know," I begin to explain, "I meant it when I said just the sight of you turns me on." I go on to tell you that when I see you sitting in that chair next to me, stretching because you are tired once again, I can't help but watch your entire body move the way it does...the way your chest rises and your arms flex as you reach them above your head...the way your rich brown eyes close as you start and then reopen so wide when you are through...knowing that under those clothes is your wonderful body that my hands want so badly to explore...so many places I want to kiss... how I have admired your hands while you hold whatever drink you may be drinking, handing something to me, or just typing at the keyboard...I love the look of them... hard and strong...calloused and rough from so much work...
You are standing but a breath away from me now. Already tingles of excitement are taking a hold of my body. "So I turn you on...what else?" you ask.
"I want to be taken by you. You already know the power you have over me when you put your hands in my hair. I've never had anyone do that to me before. This is all so new to me. I want to discover what else I enjoy...I want to give up control and let you take charge...I want for you to tell me what you want, what I can do to please you." I answer, "I want you to teach me..."
"I feel like a virgin when I am with you," I continue, "like I am discovering raw desire for the first time."
In so many ways I am still a virgin. I have only had two real lovers in my past and for each of them I was only their second.... an innocent taught by those so close to innocence themselves.... it is only now that I have begun to understand the power that someone can have to make me want to let go of myself so completely.
"Please teach me." I quietly ask you.
"I'll teach you..." You softly growl to me, "I'll teach you good..." And at that moment you put your hands on my waist and pull me to you. Already I can feel your cock growing hard underneath the layers of clothes between us. You begin to kiss me ever so gently, lightly flicking your tongue across my lips and the tip of my tongue. My own hands caress your broad shoulders and back, feeling the movement of your muscles under my fingers. I let my hands fall to your tight little ass and gab hold. Grinding my pelvis into you, feeling your rock hard dick rub against me.
Slowly your hands move up my back as we kiss harder and deeper. I feel your hands making their way higher. As they reach my neck I feel your fingers begin to make their way into my hair. I know what is coming next and my legs begin to shake slightly. As you take hold tightly, you pull my head back and my mouth away from yours. A moan that is almost like a whimper escapes from my lips. I want so much to be at your mouth again. The torment of not being able to reach it leaves me with only a stronger wanting need due to your teasing.
With your hands still firmly in my hair you hold me so that I cannot move. Your warm mouth moves to my ear and I feel your tongue begin to trace the edge of the lobe. Within but moments your tongue is in the center, so warm and insistent on its task. As your warm mouth is at my ear I feel a warmth spreading over my body, rising from deep within my center. It is that feeling, that desire, that need of you that is spreading over me. I know there can be no turning back for me now.
As I am still within your grasp you begin to kiss your way down my neck. Some kisses are soft and others are more like a bite with little nips from your teeth, though you are careful to not leave lasting marks. Your grasp on my hair is loosened as you bring your hands to the front of my shirt. You begin to unbutton my blouse as you kiss and nip your way down further.
When your lips reach the V of my breasts I feel your strong hands take each one in a soft grip and you begin to caress my already erect nipples with your thumbs. Your fingers begin to curl into my bra so as to pull it down and set my breasts free of its tight confines. My mind is swirling now and I must make myself concentrate on breathing or I may forget while lost in your caresses.
With my bra now down and my naked breasts in your grasp you move your mouth to one and begin to flick the nipple with your agile tongue. So expertly your tongue works its magic on me. When I think I cannot stand the teasing anymore your mouth then encircles my breast and you begin to suck as well. You move from the one to the other and begin your playing all over again. All the while your hands are roaming my body with rough caresses. I love the feel of your hands against me.
You then begin to kiss your way down my stomach. Before you are completely on your knees you tell me "Get up on the table and lie back." I do as you say and your hands then go to the front of my pants as you begin to undo the button and pull the zipper down. Once my pants are undone you begin to pull them slowly down my hips all the while kissing further and further down.
With my pants past my hips I feel your kissing lips reach the beginnings of my soft nether hair. You stop your kisses and tilt your head up to look at my face as I have been intently watching your decent. You give me one of your sexy grins and ask, "Do you want me to keep going?"
"Yes." I say.
"Are you sure?" you ask again.