Snow fetched up in little eddies on the window panes. Frost coated the glass, creating pale, glittering swirls that caught the light of the battery-operated candles. The sounds of glasses clinking against one another and the ladle swishing around the punch bowl were nearly drowned out by the voices and laughter of Sarah Gonzales family and friends.
Sarah sipped at her punch and hugged her arms across her chest a little tighter. It wasn't just her family and friends, but that of her boyfriend's, Michael O'Connell. Sadness and longing had her heart aching and her throat tightening.
Mike had been deployed nearly a year ago. The army had said that he'd return in time for this year's holiday season. But things had changed over there and the November date had been pushed back until mid-December.
"I'll be home for Christmas," Mike had joked, voice crackling over the satellite when Sarah had video-chatted with him the day after he'd been given the news.
Mike's flight had gotten cancelled before he could even leave the country, though. He'd called using a payphone in the airport. "Sarah, I'm so sorry, but I don't think I'll make it home until after Christmas. All of the flights into Newark have been cancelled." His sigh was heavy. "I really wanted to be there. I miss mom. I miss Rudy and Hank. I miss you."
Sarah had fought back her tears. "Don't worry about it, honey. We'll save your presents and a little food for you."
"Just a little?" Mike had laughed.
"Well, maybe. Rudy and Hank might just eat it all. They've grown a foot each, I swear. Listen, Mike. Don't worry about us. You just make sure you stay safe. We'll still be here when your flight gets in."
There was the faint sound of a bell chiming from Mike's end. "Okay. Tell everyone I love them, okay? And I love you, Sarah."
"I love you, too, Mike." The line had then gone silent in her hand.
Sarah cleared her throat and carefully rubbed her sweater sleeve over her cheek. Mike's mother, Anne, had not taken Sarah's 'no' for an answer when she had tried backing out of their original plans for Christmas Eve.
"Sarah, just because Michael isn't going to be here doesn't mean that you're not welcome or wanted. Good heavens, girl! I better see your smiling face here or by gosh, I'll have Hank come and get you with Rudy! No one should be alone on Christmas Eve!" The woman was certainly a force to be reckoned with.
So here she was. Alone and despite the company of all of their friends and family, lonely. She really had no excuse to be. After all, what could Mike be doing right now? She imagined him lying on some bench in an airport, with only straggling travelers and television screens as companions.
"Sarah?" Anne's voice broke through her thoughts.
Sarah straightened and tucked a strand of loose hair behind her ear. "Hi, Anne. The punch is great."
Anne took one hard look at Sarah before her eyes softened and she made a quiet sound. Her arms wound around Sarah's shoulders and she pressed her chin atop her head.
"Don't look so downtrodden, girl. You're in good company."
Sarah sniffled. "But somewhere out there, Mike's all alone in an airport. He's got no one to talk with or anything."
"Oh, sweet girl." Anne hugged her tighter. "Don't you worry your little heart. I'm sure Michael's getting along just fine. Come on, come into the family room."
The tiny dark-haired woman led her into the largest room of the O'Connell house. The couches, chairs, ottomans, and even the floors were filled with extended family members and friends and neighbors.
A tall tree stood in one corner, draped with garlands of gold and silver tinsel and white lights. Ornaments Anne had collected dangled from the branches. An angel tipped slightly at the very top.
Christmas music played softly. The children were laughing and squealing, the teenagers had abandoned their sulky angst. The adults mingled with glasses of wine and eggnog, the elders smiled broadly from their seats with eyes glimmering. The air of cheer was practically tangible. Sarah even felt a tiny bit of her sadness lift.
Rudy and Hank rose from the couch and were on her a moment later. They had begun to fill out nicely and resembled their older brother. Hank gently pulled her ponytail and enveloped her in a hug.
"Glad you could make it, squirt." His own hair stuck up on one side and his grin was lopsided.
Sarah mock-frowned at him. "As if I would be anywhere else."
Rudy shyly hugged her, his frame still slightly gangling. "We were worried that you wouldn't want to come if Mike couldn't make it."
Sarah's lips eased up into a smile. "And miss seeing your goofy faces? Not on your lives."
Both boys laughed as Anne and Sarah took their places on the couch.
Gifts were passed around the room. Soon, paper was flying and scraps of it hung off the furniture and its occupants. Tacky bows and stick-on ribbons had been the most sought-after weapon in the wrapping paper wars. Hank had slapped a bow into Sarah's hair. In turn, she had looped his arms and torso in glittery golden ribbons from a present Anne had received. When she had finished, his dark hair was peppered with flakes of the glitter and his cheeks were flushed.
"I think Sarah won that time," Rudy smiled, a green bow stuck to his ear.
Anne gasped from laughter, hand flattened over her heart. "I dare say she did."
"Ma, do we have any gifts for Sarah?" Hank stood, stumbling as his foot caught on one of the strands of ribbon.
"I'd thought that Sarah could open hers' tomorrow morning with you kids."
Sarah blinked. "Oh-"
"Please dear, I wasn't going to let you go home and spend the rest of the night alone! I have the guest room made up for you." Anne patted her hand. "Michael sent a gift ahead for you in case he couldn't get here. I left it in the room for you."
"Anne, I don't know what to say-" Sarah's eyes stung from trying to hold her tears back.