In the fall of 1973, a guy pal of mine asked me, during fraternity and sorority rush week, if I was interested in joining one of the fraternities as a Little Sis. I had been on campus a year by that time and was still making friends, so I thought "Why not?" I had no interest in pledging a sorority, as attention from other girls wasn't what I was looking for and the "Little Sister" program sounded intriguing.
When he told me it was the Delta Tau Delta fraternity, I became very interested. They were known for being wild and fun.
I was no longer a virgin, having done the deed earlier that year. Wild and fun is what I wanted and needed at that point in my life.
I went to the rush party and about a week later received the call to ask if I was interested in joining. I immediately said "yes". One of the other Little Sis's who was already a member helped on-board me. She explained that my official duties included helping to plan parties, run events, and going out on dates with the brothers if they needed a pretty girl to accompany them.
But, as I quickly learned through subtle hints, my unofficial duties also included keeping the guys in the house sexually satisfied.
I remember thinking "What does that mean?" I finally asked the Little Sis who helped on-board me and she said, "Do whatever you feel comfortable with."
When I started going to the house, which was several times a week, I got hit on by the guys. Probably because I was the new girl. I loved the sexual energy and at first I just flirted with them. But it quickly escalated to me giving the guy oral or a hand job in his room. In fact. over the course of the first year, I had been with several of the guys in the house at least once in some sexual way. No sex but hand jobs.
After doing this with several of the guys that I was comfortable with, I decided to go further. It was a spur of the moment decision. Had I thought about it, I would have backed out.
Of the brothers I liked, there was one I liked a lot. I had a crush on him. He was Hispanic, had a great personality and made me laugh.