I Love My Husband But

WARNING: If you don't like stories where the cheater gets away with it or gets forgiven for it, this story and many others in my catalog are not for you. Unless otherwise labeled, my stories are FICTION no marriage has been endangered to create this story. This is not our universe though it has similarities. STD's are not an issue in this universe, unless they feature in the story line. I don't care if you think every infidelity should end in divorce, or you would divorce. Your morals are not a part of my stories.

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I Love my Husband, But

Understand, this is not an easy decision for me. I am 39 years old, married for 15 years, two lovely children and a husband who adores me, and who I am still deeply in love with. I am thin, 5 foot 6. However, over the past few years our sex life has deteriorated. Then he was diagnosed with early onset prostate cancer. In the end, he had significant surgery, that in the end removed the cancer, and then two years of chemo. Finally, the effect of the surgery and the chemo, was total erectile dysfunction.

We tried everything, though he drew the line at surgery to implant a penile prothesis. I agreed with that decision, after talking to women whose husbands had gone that route. They said the effect was similar to a warm dildo. While a few loved it, most said it was not worth it.

Jeremy retired from sex.

But I am still interested, no horny, very horny.

We both work, so both of us have had opportunities for straying, and enough freedoms that with a bit of care, the other one would never know. I started by carefully sounding out some of the women in my social circle. All of us have had our kids and have reliable long term birth control, IUD's, implants, tubes tied, vasectomies. To my surprise, close to a third of them admitted to seeking comfort outside the marriage. Another third have seriously considered it, and still have it as an option that they are considering. Even more shocking, many of them were deeply involved in the church and present as faithful considerate wives. Those who are cheating and have a husband with a vasectomy also have a reliable alternate birth control. Many of those who are cheating are not what one would normally consider to be attractive, some overweight or others just not very attractive. All successful at cheating without getting caught. Some have been doing it for years.

Luckily for me, I am attractive, physically fit, normal to underweight, 38C breasts. People often under estimate my age.

I am getting ready to leave for work. "Jeremy, I am going out to dinner with Louise. She is having some problems and wants to talk. Dinner is ready to go in the fridge, and instructions for preparing it are on the counter. I don't know how late we will be."

"OK, I will get Andrea and Scott to help out with dinner." Andea and Scott are our children, aged 12 and 15.

I kiss everyone and head to work. Work is relatively smooth, nothing out of the ordinary, but busy. The day runs by quite fast. Louise and I meet at the restaurant in the downtown Hilton.

Initially we chat about kids, school and the challenges of getting our husbands to contribute to the spring cleaning. We order dinner.

"Louise, remember a while back I asked if you knew anyone who had cheated on their husband."

"Yup, are you thinking of doing it?"

I blushed. "Yeah, kind of."

"Jeremy no longer meeting your needs?"

"Yeah, not once since his prostate surgery two years ago."

"Hell girl, I didn't wait that long. After a gap of three months, I was on the hunt."

"Weren't you worried about getting caught?"

"OK, I look for sex, not an affair. An affair is long term, repeat encounters with the same man. That leaves bread crumbs. You need to set up a regular meet. That leaves bread crumbs. It may start spontaneous, but it soon becomes frequent. That leaves bread crumbs. You start texting and e-mailing together. That leaves breadcrumbs. You develop an emotional attachment. That causes you to behave differently. More breadcrumbs. Eventually the breadcrumbs add up and your husband notices, or his wife notices, then bam, fireworks. Women who don't want to get caught don't leave breadcrumbs."

"So, how do you avoid breadcrumbs? I don't want to create distress for my husband."

"None of us do. You have an advantage that I don't have. Your work takes you out of town every couple of months. If you can, organize your trip to allow you an evening free."

"Huh, evenings on the road are boring as hell. There is only so much TV I can watch. I do take books, but even that can get tiring. Then how do you find someone? Ideally someone who is not going to come back to bite me."

"I don't have as many options for travel, but George has his activities and he sometimes travels, so I hunt locally. If George is in town, I try to really restrict my searches. I use my work computer to find Giglios in the area. There are a few I have used multiple times. Strictly a commercial transaction. I make a point of forgetting my phone, so that if George tries to track me, it is in the kitchen. I do that often enough for things like walking group, or groceries or the hair dresser, that George does not see it as unusual. For instance, tonight, my phone is by the bathroom sink. George knows I am out with you, so if he needs me, he will have Jeremy try your phone. If that does not work, he will chastise me for forgetting my phone, though it is usually just a comment, 'You forgot your phone again!'"

"That will not be a problem, I chronically forget my phone." I check my purse. No phone. "See, I unintentionally forgot to bring it tonight. No idea where it is."

"OK, so we have an evening off. George and Jeremy are watching the kids. So, we can try the other way I have of finding short term partners."

"Oh?"

"There are three universities and a dozen tech schools in this city. Pick one."

I thought for a moment "Ladbrooke Tech."

Louise flags down the young waiter. "Tell me what bar do the Ladbrooke Tech kids hang out at?"

He gives her a strange look. Pauses for a minute, "Probably Franklins. It is the closest to the school."

"And where is Franklins located?"

"Southbank and 42

nd

Street."

"Thank you, can we have the bill please?"

"Of course."

"See how easy it is to get information without a phone?"

We arrive at Franklins about 8. There is a long line waiting to get in. Louise leads me to the head of the line and flags a bouncer. "Any chance two horny women can get in, or do we need to wait in line?" He scans us up and down, smiles, then opens the rope to let us through. No door charge.

The guy with his girlfriend at the had of the line "Hey, we were here first!"

"They're on the list."

"Totally not fair, we have been waiting close to an hour."

We head into the bar, Louise leans over and tells me "Stick to non-alcoholic drinks, you don't want Jeremy wondering why you are drunk. Less of an issue if you are out of town." Then she took a pose, leaning against the bar, shoulders back, head up and breasts forward, and scanning the crowd. I imitate her. After a few minutes our drinks arrive, we both ordered coke. Then she grabs my arm and leads me into the crowd. Against the far wall there were a group of guys standing looking at the women. About 15 feet away she asked me "The blonde and the redhead? Or is there someone else who attracts your attention?"

"Sure"

We walked up to them and Louise asked "You guys want to dance?"

Both of them stood up straight and I grab the redhead. Louise grabs the blonde. Some of the other guys watch us. Maybe we will be back. The memory of my university days guides me. I put my drink on the nearby table and drag him out onto the dance floor. "Hi, I'm Joy, what's your name?" I grind up against him, swing around and bump hips with him.

"Danny. Aren't you a bit old for this crowd?"

I swing back put my arms around his neck and rub my breasts against his chest. "I figure; I am looking for a good time. This seems to be the kind of place where I might find one."

Danny takes the hint and reaches up to feel my breast. I lean in and kiss him. After a couple of minutes, I reach down and stroke his rising erection. I break off the kiss and look around for Louise. I guide him around to where I can talk to Louise. She leans over to me. "Ric says we can go to his place."

"How does that sound to you Danny?"

"What?"

"The four of us going to Ric's place for a bit of private time. I'm horny and you seem to be as well."

"Uh, yeah, I've never been to Ric's place."

I put an arm around Danny and an arm around Ric, "OK, lets check Ric's place out." I feel quite drunk though I had not touched a drop of alcohol. For the first time in two years, I am going to have sex.

When we get outside, I ask "OK Ric where is your place?"

He points to a Highrise tower about a block away. "8

th

floor." Wonderful, we don't need to move the cars.

I shove my hand into the back of Danny's pants, tug up his shirt and get into his underpants. Then I did the same on Ric. Louise looks over to see what I am up to and after a moment has her hand in Ric's underpants.

Danny takes the initiative and pulls my shirt out of my skirt and gets his hand into my panties. I think he wanted to go deeper, but while we are walking it is a challenge he is unable to solve. However, as we stand at the door waiting for Ric to dig out his keys, Danny has a finger in testing my pussy. I know I am excited; his finger encounters a wet pussy. In the elevator I pull out of Ric's pants and turn to kiss Danny. My recently freed hand makes its way into Danny's pants the other hand migrates up his back under his shirt. I find a rather stiff cock, and proceeded to stroke it.

Hands out again, and down the hall to Ric's apartment. Danny and I are undressing each other before the door is closed. He may be half my age, but he is ready to fuck me. Louise and Ric head for a bedroom, I assume it is Ric's. I pull Danny to the couch, push him down onto it, get on my knees and lick the tip of his cock. Precum is leaking from the tip. Danny says "Condom?"

"I don't have one, do you?"

"No"

"Then I guess not." With that I push down forcing his cock deep into my mouth, I lick around it to get it all wet, then proceeded to face fuck him. When he is nice and hard, I stand up, turn around, grab his cock, align it with my pussy, and drop onto it. All the way to the base in one stroke. I moan, "God that feels good." Danny is probably about average, but that is fine by me. He hits all the right spots as I rise up and drop again. He reaches up and grabs my breasts. I sit tight and roll my hips in a circle. I hear a loud OH from the bedroom. Louise is getting hers too.

Danny pushes me over to lean on the coffee table, then starts thrusting standing doggy. I reach back and rub my clit. Louise is becoming rhythmic with the OH's.

The door to the second bedroom opens, and a guy steps out. "What the fuck is going on?"

I reply "Patience, you can have a go too." He is standing there stunned when Louise has her orgasm. That grabs his attention, and he pokes his head into Ric's bedroom. "Fuck are we having an Orgy?"

Danny stiffens up and cums in me. A first cannonade against my cervix, followed by a couple of more. "Keep going, I'm close." Danny keeps pumping. About a minute later I feel the orgasm grab me. "Oh, God, I'm cumming." Danny thrusts hard into me and holds while I cum.

I collapse to the floor, pushing the coffee table. Danny pulls out flipping his cock up and throwing a spray of cum droplets. Then he falls back on the couch. "Oh man that was great. I want to fuck you like that every day from now on."

I look up, the roommate is undressing. I sit up and wave at him. "OK, me first." He is bouncing on one foot trying to get his shoe off so he can get his pants off. I have two years of horny to get out of my system. I push Danny over and sit on the couch. I flip one leg over the arm rest. I can feel cum dripping out of my pussy. Not a lot, Danny is not a high-volume lover.

Roommate comes over, fondles my breasts and kisses me. I grab his cock and start giving him a hand job. It does not take long until he positions himself and shoves his cock deep into me. I moan. I have not been fucked like this since a wild party, turned orgy, at high school. Over his shoulder I see Rick and Louise coming out of Ric's bedroom, naked.

I yell "Ric, get ready, I want you next." Louise smiles, and walks around to kiss Danny.

Roommate is a bit bigger than Danny, not longer, just fatter. I like it. He pumps away. I reach down and rub my clit. Maybe I can shake out a second orgasm. Ric goes into the kitchen and gets out glasses and beer. Louise tells him we don't drink and fuck. That generates some laughter. Roommate is getting closer, and I am starting to feel another orgasm coming along.

Louise digs in the fridge and finds a couple of cans of coke.

I start gasping "OH" on each stroke. Louise positions herself to watch, as do Danny and Ric. Then my orgasm grabs me. I wrap my legs around roommate and pull him in hard. I buck a little. It is a good orgasm. Usually when I cum, nobody but me notices. Tonight is epic. Roommate thrusts hard and blasts another load into my pussy. My cervix tingles, my pussy expresses joy. I roll my eyes up. My feet curl. God, it has been too long.

After a bit, roommate pulls out. Ric offers everyone a drink. Louise and I stick to coke.

"Any reason you're not drinking?"

Louise responds "Two, first alcohol deadens nerve endings, sober sex is much better than drunk sex. Second, we don't want our husbands to suspect we have been doing anything they wouldn't want us to do. Coming home drunk would make them suspicious."

I put my drink down. I have finished about half of it. "Ric, you're next. Get over here and fuck me."

Ric steps over. "Doggy"

I assume the position. I start rubbing my clit. I look back at him. "Well? What's keeping you?"

"I am just a bit freaked out to be fucking two women who are probably old enough to be my mother."

"Oh, how old are you?"

"I'm 20, the Ric is 19"

"Sorry to disappoint, my oldest is only 15" Then he steps up, rubs my entrance, and lines up his cock. Then he slams in hard.

I release a little shriek. I let my head fall onto the arm of the couch. Ric is longer than Jeremy, Danny or roommate. I cannot help but shriek a little when he bumps my cervix. He is only the second lover in my life to get that deep, going back to the track star at the orgy in high school. Each thrust generates a little "Eeh". Then my clit gets excited and I can feel an orgasm building. "I'm cumming. Eeh, I'm cumming."

I feel my legs start to vibrate, my pussy clamps down on his cock. Hard. He is caught in my grip and has to stop thrusting. My pussy milks his cock, pushing him over the edge. I feel the cum slam into my cervix. The universe slows to a crawl. My orgasm runs the show, my muscles spasm. All of them. Some I did not know I had. Easily the best orgasm I have ever had. And it keeps going.

After several hours of subjective time, I collapse and relax. Ric is released and he pulls out. "Man, that was a great orgasm, must have lasted a minute or more." Ric clearly did not experience temporal expansion like I did.

After a few minutes I sit up and put my hand on roommate's leg. "Hi, my name is Joy."

He offers his hand to shake. "Glad to meet you, Joy, I am Brad. I normally exchange names before I fuck someone."

Louise pats his back. "Well, you haven't fucked me yet, I am Louise. Think you can get it up for me?"

"Ah, sure, but I am not as big as Ric."

"No problem, I think you are quite big enough." She takes his hand and leads him back to his bedroom.

Ric asks "So what prompted you to visit Franklins?"

"I have had a two-year dry spell. My husband has had surgery. The bedroom equipment doesn't work as well as they used to. Louise suggested I should find someone else to help me."

"Well, I really enjoyed it. We should exchange numbers. We could meet up again. I would love to help you out again."

"Sorry, this will never be more than a one timer. I don't want you calling me, and I will not be calling you. Now, where is your shower?"

Ric points "Down the hall to the end."

I find the shower, start it and wrap my hair in a towel. Then I climb in and scrub myself. I was just about done when Louise comes in and joins me. We rub each other a bit, then I get out and dry off.

"Did you do Danny?"

"No, I figured you were in the shower, so I should too."

"I don't mind waiting."

"I'm good. Danny is out of luck."

"Well, he got lucky, just not quite as lucky as the other guys."

In the living room I find my clothes and get dressed. The guys just sit around naked and watch. Louise comes out finds her clothes in Ric's bedroom, and gets dressed.

"OK guys, that was really a lot of fun, and I really enjoyed myself. However, I have to get back before my car turns into a pumpkin."

Louise said "Ditto for me, good night."

We walk back to our cars. I lean on mine "Louise, this was really great. What are you going to tell George?"

"Oh, that is simple, we talked all evening. We talked about our kids and grumbled about how our husbands just never manage to do their share of the chores, and spring cleaning is coming."

I laugh. "Sounds about right. Do you think we could get away with organizing another of these, later next month? I am sure we have lots of our husbands' behaviour to complain about."

"Yeah, I would like that. It gives me an excuse that I would not otherwise have, and the guys will be babysitting. But we should also think about paying babysitters and taking the guys out one evening as well. We can spend the time in a grumble fest so they are not eager to join us the next time."

I laugh. "Jeremy would probably enjoy seeing George getting a bit of heat, even if he has to take some too. And we can suggest they take a boy's night out some time as well. Who knows what they will get up to."

It is almost 11 when I arrive home Jeremy asks "How was your night out?"

"Good. We had a nice dinner then went for a walk in the river valley. We talked about our kids and grumbled about our husbands. How was your evening?" I walk over, put my arms around his neck and kiss him. "It was really good of you to watch the kids for an evening."

"My evening was good. Everyone got their homework done and got to bed. You are looking positively radiant, so I know you had a good time. You should do this again."

I look into his eyes. I think he knows, but seems happy. "Yes, I think so too. I think Louise had a good time as well. It's good to get away from the husband and kids for a while."

We go to bed and cuddle till sleep comes.