Finally, finally, I was out of high school. I had yearned for this for so many years. Now it was college and on to real life. A career, a steady, serious girlfriend, marriage, children, the whole thing. No more being a kid.
For a month before starting college I visited my sister, Lily, and her husband, Luke, staying with them at their house in Madison.
Lily is my older sister, I'm eighteen, she's twenty-one, her husband is twenty-four. He works the second shift, so Lily and I have our evenings together which is really nice because just as my life is changing so much right now, so is hers, she's five, almost six, months pregnant.
We've always gotten along really well, just the perfect kind of brother and sister, never fought, never really even disagreed on anything.
So, with all these changes going on in our lives, we had lots to talk about.
After dinner, we were sitting at the kitchen table and she was telling me about her pregnancy.
"Well, I'm getting bigger for sure, I think maybe Luke is losing interest in me, you know, physically, it's been a while since, well, you know, any sex."
"Yeah, Sis, I'm old enough to know about that kind of stuff," I said kiddingly. "I might have even done a bit of it myself, you know."
"I wouldn't be surprised, Brenden, you're a nice looking guy. Plenty of girls would want you. You're not starting to resemble a whale like I am."
"Oh, come on, Lily, you are a very pretty woman. Sure your stomach is making room for the baby but come on, you look good."
"Well, Luke says he doesn't want to risk hurting the baby but, I don't know. My doctor says it's fine to have sex, even good for me, really, she did say that, with a wink, if you can believe it. But, Luke doesn't want to. I wonder if he's just turned off."
"I can't imagine that, you're prettier than you've ever been."
"Oh, come on, Brenden, I'm looking rather round in front, hardly Playboy material any more."
"I think you're beautiful pregnant and really sexy."
"Me, sexy, come on, look," and she stands up and pulls up her top and shows me her stomach bulging out but also her bra overflowing with her large breasts.
"If I owned Playboy, you'd be the centerfold."
"Well, if you saw me naked you'd change your mind."
"You're crazy, you're the sexiest you've ever been and that would be pretty sexy, Sis."
"You think I'm sexy? I'm your sister, Brenden, sisters aren't supposed to be sexy."
"Lily, to me, right now, you are the most sexy woman on earth."
"And you would have me in the centerfold of your dreams?"
"I would."
My sister smiled and pulled off her top, reached back and undid her bra, letting it slide off her arms, standing there with the most beautiful breasts I'd ever seen. Magnificent and a bulge underneath that was being revealed as she pulled down her pants and stood there in her panties.
"Might as well, see it all, here's your Playmate of the Month," and she dragged her panties to the floor and kicked them toward me. I picked them up and put them on the table in front of me.
She was glorious. Wavy blond hair to just below her shoulders, light blue eyes, pink lips, smooth, white skin all over her, breasts, well, her breasts were perfect, large, round, even wider than her chest, tipped with large, pink, very erect nipples, her breasts shadowed onto her pregnant stomach below by the lights overhead, a dark brown, curly bush below between her legs.
"Still think so?" she asked.
"Oh, more than ever, Sis. More than ever, god, are you so sexy."
"Well, I must say, you're making me feel desirable, something I haven't felt in a while. I am so horny, Brenden, I just have to ask you something."
"What?"
"Will you fuck me?"
"You really mean that? Me, with you?"
"Yes, don't make me cry, Brenden, please say you will. I am so lonely, I want a man so much. Why not you? We already love and trust each other. Look at me, you say I turn you on? Please?"
I stood up and put my arms around her and kissed my sister in a way unlike I ever had before, like she was my lover. Her hand was down on the front of my pants rubbing me as we kissed and tongued.
I raised back, "We'll have to think of ourselves as lovers not brother and sister. Okay?"
"Why not both, Brenden? I love you and you love me?"