After my divorce, I promised myself that I wouldn't get tied down ever again. I realised that I'm not the type of girl who's looking to have kids or to build a lovely cosy family. What I want is to become the best cardiac surgeon out there, not just the best female surgeon. But the best of all.
But to be honest, even though I don't have much free time, I still miss having someone to spend it with. I have one of the best penthouses in New York, the views are breathtaking, and everything in it is just perfect. But going home to an empty place every night takes some of the fun away. Don't get me wrong, I have had my fair share of one night stands the past couple of years, but none of them stuck around.
It's mainly my fault, though because I didn't want to commit to anything. I want a guy who could come by whenever I please and have a few drinks with me. Then we could fuck all night, no worries, no attachments, just pure sex and nail gripping orgasms. I want to feel the touch of man's hand on my body, and I want to feel passion, and I want to be so exhausted from sex that I can barely walk after.
Unfortunately, 40-year-old men, aren't really keen on having friends with benefits type of situation. That's why Antonio came over last night. I thought about this for a long time, going back and forth on it. But the truth is that hiring an escort would solve all my problems. I'd get to spend time with a hot guy, who's ready to fuck me dry without having to commit to anything.
I wouldn't have to worry about giving him time and attention, or about sneaking out before breakfast. I didn't even have to learn anything about him. All I knew was that he's in his early 30s, he's Italian, and according to the website's calculations, he was the perfect match for my taste. I read the agency's agreement, paid my deposit and the next thing I know Antonio was knocking at my door.
He was slightly taller than me with broad shoulders and buffed up arms. He wore a pair of dark blue pants that were snug around his ass, and a light shirt with the sleeves rolled up. His hair was cut short like he was in the army, and his face had a clean shave.
"Hi, I'm Antonio. You must be Amanda, right?"
God damn his Italian accent, I'm already into him.
"Hey, yes. Nice to meet you, I'm glad you could make it tonight."
"Pleasure to meet you too, I've got a little something for you. I hope you like red wine."
"Yes, who doesn't? Come in, ill get us some glasses."
Antonio seemed comfortable with the whole thing, he walked in like he had already been to my place. I, on the other hand, was so nervous. It was my first time hiring an escort, and I kept asking myself if this is really what I wanted to do. I grabbed two wine glasses from the kitchen and the corkscrew and made my way back into the living room. Antonio was still standing up, his hands in his pockets looking out onto the terrace
"I love the view here, it was the main reason I bought this place."
"Yeah, I can see that. It has a sense of peacefulness to it too, you don't really get that in New York."
I wasn't sure what to say, I was somewhat nervous, so I just smiled at him and invited him outside. I walked up to the edge of the terrace, hoping to catch a breath of fresh air and calm down. And soon after, Antonio walked up behind me with two glasses of wine.