"You look very nervous." Nora began the session with.
Tyler kept looking at the floor and bouncing his foot.
Nora tried again "Tyler, it's OK, whatever it is. I know it's been awhile but we have had some very honest conversations in the past and I'm sure we can do that again today."
Nora had taken over a number of clients when the other female therapist in her group had retired a year ago. Some had not moved over to her when she was hired, they had been used to a woman in her 60's and Nora wouldn't hit that number for thirty two more years.
Tyler was not her favorite, but he was close. He was a little on the short side, but not tiny, and he was a little on the pudgy side, but not overweight, and he was a little on the nerdy side, but he wasn't dressing up as a hobbit on the weekends.
His wife did get fucked very regularly by one of her co-workers, and she did film it regularly, and Tyler had discussed how often he jerked off to those videos, so that was a bit unusual.
That is what she meant by honest conversations. They had spent two full sessions processing how his wife could ride her co worker, who was named Greyson, in reverse-cowgirl. When they tried it his dick would slide out, but Geyson's, well Greyson's was substantially larger, so it worked for them.
According to Tyler he and his wife, Abby, had a pretty basic story, a highly charged sexual start to their relationship, got married and the sex stayed super intense, then a kid. Things dropped off from there.
Kids get older though, and desires remain, but they also twist and turn during those fallow years. Tyler spent much of that time watching gangbang porn, but Abby developed a different taste. Once they got down to it, she very sheepishly admitted she liked watching videos of younger girls with just the hugest cocks she could ever imagine. She would never be 19 again, but the massive cocks, that part could be real.
Nora had coached Tyler through his mixed emotions when they were discussing her experimenting with another person, his excitement as their sex life picked up, then his second thoughts when Abby picked out a guy.
That first guy was not Geyson. It didn't work out. Their sex life dipped again. Tyler was bored and he felt like Abby was also. Tyler was the one who asked Abby if there were co-workers who hit on her. She felt like that was too close. Tyler pushed her a little more, eventually right on to Greyson's big cock. At least that was the joke Nora told herself.
Nora was starting to let her mind wonder. Had Tyler gotten in on the action? Had he sucked his first dick and now had mixed feelings about it? Was there a second, maybe even three guys fucking Abby now?
"There was an office wedding," Tyler began, not looking up. "Abby said we didn't need to go, but I thought I wanted to. She warned me he would be there, and that he wasn't bringing a date, and that he would probably be seated at the same table."
Nora leaned back in her chair, trying not to react, but she was dying to know how this turned out. Maybe it was something about her being young, maybe she steered conversations this way, but a large portion of her caseload seemed to be older men who wanted to talk about their sexual insecurities. Nora would never admit it to anyone else, but she loved listening. She had burned through two vibrators in the last five months.
Nora waited, but Tyler didn't continue. "OK, so Tyler, why did you decide to go to the wedding?"
"I did put a lot of thought into it, but I wanted to meet him. I wanted to shake his hand, I wanted him to know I wasn't intimidated by him. That Abby and I were the couple and he was the third person."
"OK, I hope you don't feel like you need to prove yourself to anyone, because you do not Tyler, but I understand why you wanted to do that." Nora assured him. "So how did that go?"
Tyler put his face into his hands. "It went really really poorly."
Nora let that sit for a moment.
"He was just so confident, not rude, or acting like a jerk or anything.... just completely confident." Tyler had a habit of saying things out loud that he clearly had been saying to himself internally for a long time. He paused before continuing "Wouldn't you feel a little hesitant, maybe a little... I don't know, cautious, about meeting the husband of the woman you have sex with?"
Nora gave a thin smile before responding. "I don't really think I can guess how someone would feel in that situation."
When Tyler didn't continue Nora tried to get him moving. "Was he at your table?"
Tyler nodded. "Ya he was, it was fine, he sat across the table from us. Abby seemed to talk with him alot, she smiled at him a lot, but I mean, I know she likes him, like obviously she isn't going to act like she hates him."
Tyler took a deep breath before going on. "Dinner was fine, he asked Abby to get him a drink once, but she was going to the bar, and it was an open bar so that seemed fine... he also asked me to get him a drink once and that felt weird, but again people were getting drinks for the other people at the table.... He never seemed to be going to the bar when I needed one though." Tyler said and trailed off again.
Nora settled it. She could tell Tyler would be taking his time with this story.
"I ended up having probably a couple more drinks than I should have. It was near the end of the night I went to go to the bathroom and as I was standing up to leave Greyson asked Abby to go dance. So I got back as soon as I could."
Another pause.
"Well I got back and I can't really tell if it was weird. It's not like they were making out..... They were just doing that kinda awkward wedding dancing."
Tyler stopped again so Nora hopped in here "What do you mean awkward wedding dancing?"
Tyler perked up a little with the change of topic. "You know, like you're closer to a co-worker than you would be in an office, but you're not really touching, I'm sure no one else thought it was weird."
"OK so it did not feel like he was trying to rub anything in your face or anything like that." Nora said, seeing if she understood how Tyler was feeling at that time.
"No, not like that, but he didn't need to," Tyler sighed, "because Abby came off the dance floor and whispered in my ear that she wanted Greyson to come back to our hotel room."
"Oh wow" Nora exclaimed far louder than she would have liked to.
Tyler looked up at Nora, obviously surprised. "Ummm ya, I didn't know what to say so I just agreed."
Nora sat back up in her chair, things had gotten very interesting for her.
Tyler took a drink, Nora had not even noticed that he had brought a water bottle with him. "Things changed pretty quick once we got out of the wedding reception. Abby insisted that I was too drunk to drive, and that she was also, so Greyson drove my car. Not only did he drive it, but Abby got in the front with him and I sat alone in the back."
