I stand shivering against the cool November nighttime, gazing upon the waning full moon. My nude body is covered only in goose bumps, as I turn ready to immerse myself in the hot tub bubbling its invitation on the other side of the redwood deck from where I am standing. The darkness veils my nakedness, although there is no one else to see me.
Submerging myself in the 105 degrees water takes a few minutes, the scalding water in direct contrast to the chilled air around me, and my own lowered body temperature. Once settled, I am very comfortable and start to relax against the soothing jets of water pounding against my back. My tired muscles sigh in ecstasy as the warmth spreads deep into their fibers, releasing built up tension from the long dayβs journey, and I feel as though I am floating across the star-lit night sky. A cool breeze whispers across my face.
Closing my eyes, I relax and lie still in the moment, soaking in miles of my isolated thoughts As always when I am alone, my thoughts turn to him, remembering the last time we were together, the way he made love to me, the pleasure of it making me cry out in animal passion. I picture his lean masculine body, and remember the feeling of his skin, tan from the sun's summer kisses, against my naked body.