It was crazy to think how much had changed in the space of just twenty-four hours. I think it was addressing Holly as Goddess, which began the gradual change from finding everything thrilling and arousing to feeling actually submissive. I mean, I still found it electrifying, and my arousal levels were sky-high. Still, it felt like I wasn't just taking on the physical role of the submissive when we did stuff. I was actually beginning to emotionally submit to my wife as well.
I felt this strongly when we went to bed that night. Earlier, after I had pleasured Holly while collared and with clamps on my nipples, she had unlocked the padlock on my collar then removed it from around my neck.
For the next couple of hours, we hung out on the sofa, chatting and laughing like we always did. Holly seemed to make an extra effort to be affectionate and, for this time to be as normal as possible. Our love for each other far superseded the naughty games we had been playing, and we easily slipped back into everyday life.
I wasn't collared when we got into bed, but I still found myself taking on the submissive role. Without being told to, I worshipped her stocking covered feet again, then pleasured her with my tongue, and then, again without being told to, I licked her cum filled pussy after we had made love. Holly, naturally, loved this, and when I accidentally called her Goddess when telling her I loved her, instead of correcting me, she kissed me passionately and told me she loved me too.
The following day, I awoke, just like the day before, to the glorious feeling of my wife sucking and playing my nipples. They were still a little tender from wearing the clamps the previous evening, which only heightened the experience. This time though, instead of moving on to a 69 position, Holly asked me to make her a cup of tea. When I returned and served it to her, she asked me to climb under the covers and pleasure her.
I didn't really need any encouragement, moving to the bottom of the bed and lifting the duvet. When I asked if she would like me to start at her feet, she said:
'Always, baby.'
Before going to sleep, Holly had removed her stockings, so I had the privilege of worshipping her bare feet for the first time. Without the nylon, I could suck each of her toes individually which was glorious. Then, after crawling under the covers up the bed, I pleasured her with my tongue until she climaxed. After, while I was kissing her neck, Holly said:
'That was perfect, baby. I think we should make that our morning ritual. Don't you agree?'
Naturally, I agreed. To start the day off by pleasing my wife/Goddess felt like a beautiful way of expressing my devotion to her. Even if we had never started down this Goddess/submissive path, I would have happily done this for my wife.
We both had to work that day. Holly going into the office until two o'clock, and me working from home. I very rarely needed to go into the office these days. Most of my work is done from my laptop and only once every couple of weeks, going in for team meetings or to meet prospective clients.
Usually, I would be relaxing and drinking my first coffee of the day while Holly got ready, but on this day (and consequently, every day after), it was a bit different. When Holly asked me to join her in the shower, I became horny again. Although I didn't get quite what I had hoped, it was a beautiful experience nevertheless.
Holly passed me a sponge in the shower and asked me to wash her. As I said, it was a beautiful experience. Taking my time and savouring every moment, I slathered her entire body with her favourite vanilla-scented soap. Patting her body down with a soft towel afterwards was equally erotic, as was gently massaging her moisturiser to her body.
In the bedroom, Holly asked me to help her dress. So, item by item, beginning with her suspender belt, and her stockings, I dressed my wife, even putting her three-inch heels on her feet. I don't know why I enjoyed this so much, but I found it so intimate and highly erotic.
When she left for work, Holly kissed me softly on the lips then told me she would text me when she was on her way home so I could be ready to greet her. I knew exactly what she meant by that, having been told it was one of my rituals. Just the thought of it turned me on.
Truth be told, I struggled to get much work done that morning. My mind was unable to focus for more than a few minutes at a time without thinking of Holly as my Goddess and what she might have in store for me once I got home. Then, just after midday, my phone pinged as I was preparing some lunch. It was an unknown number:
'Good day, Adam
I hope you have had a pleasant morning. Have you been outside yet? It is a gorgeous day. Anyway, I was thinking about you yesterday evening and have another idea for how you can please your Goddess. I can pop over and explain it to you if you are interested. What do you think?
Regards
Miss Lawrence'
Interestingly enough, my first thought was how she had addressed herself as Miss Lawrence again, rather than Nancy as Holly was allowed to call her. Strangely, that made me feel a little submissive towards her too. I wondered if that was her plan.
After reading Miss Lawrence's message a couple of times, I figured why not? Her advice yesterday had led me to discover the wonders of worshipping my wife's feet, which we had both adored. So I texted back saying I would greatly appreciate her help and invited her over.
When Miss Lawrence arrived, she greeted me like an old friend, telling me how wonderful it was to see me and kissing me on both cheeks. Then just like the day before, I made her a cup of tea, and we began chatting. She asked me first if I had taken her advice and tried the foot worship, and looked rather proud when after telling her how much Holly and I had enjoyed it, she said:
'Yes. It is rather an exquisite experience, Adam. Maybe one day, with your wife's permission, of course, you may be willing to worship my feet.'
I think the shock was clear to see on my face, and before I could even think of how to reply to that, she said:
'Sorry, maybe I should try and find a way to warn you when I am about to say something that embarrasses you, although I must say you look adorable when you are blushing, anyway, on to the matter at hand. Now, this may seem rather unusual to you, Adam, but one of the things Dennis and I adored was dressing up. Or more specifically, Dennis dressing up for me.'
I watched as she placed a black gift bag on the table and said:
'Now, remember to try and keep an open mind, Adam. The inner joy that you get from submitting to Holly stems from your desire to please her. I can personally attest to the fact that if you put on the items in this bag, she won't just be delighted; she will adore you for it.'
Miss Lawrence told me to go ahead and look. Then I reached across the table and picked the bag up. To say I was shocked to discover its contents would be understating it, to say the least. Inside the bag were three items; a packet which said '100% nylon fully fashioned seamed Stockings' on the front, a red silk suspender belt and a pair of matching red silk panties. I literally didn't know what to say or think.
Miss Lawrence let the silence hang in the air for a while, then said:
'So, what do you think, Adam? Just imagine the look of sheer happiness on Holly's face when she enters the house and sees you wearing this. I honestly can't think of any other gesture which would more perfectly express your submission and devotion to her.'
I was still speechless. The only reason I hadn't dismissed it out of hand was that Miss Lawrence kept emphasising how happy Holly would be if I did it. So eventually, and feeling rather bashful as I spoke, I replied:
'So, I just put these on and wear them, and Holly will like it?'