Fantasies one Shouldn't Feed
Anita slammed the key of her Scooty on the table and, with blazing eyes, said, "I can't take this anymore. I want to resign from that damn school."
Anita's voice shook because she was feeling more than just rage. It was a shame. Violation.
Anita and Kunal had a peaceful and respectful life in Mumbai. Both of them were born in the traditional Marwari family of Kolkata.
They had an arranged marriage. Kunal, 34 did his CA from Mumbai and then he joined a private firm there. He is basically from a business family but was never interested pursuing family business.
Anita always had a fascination with Mumbai's glamorous life. She was 32 and a literature teacher at a reputed private school.
They lived in a 2BHK flat in Andheri East. The flat was modest but fully furnished. They had a 5-year-old daughter, Rhea, the brightest part of their life.
Their marriage is stable, and happy from all angles, and nothing to complain about. Kunal was a very caring husband and a good father.
In bed, Kunal was good but their romance slowly replaced routine and mechanical sex. Kunal was gentle and affectionate, but sometimes Anita yearned for deeper, primal, sensual sex, which earlier they had but with passage of time missing.
They never openly talked about it. But? The silence between their bodies began to speak louder than their bodies.
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Kunal raised eyebrow. "Why? What happened?"
Staring at the table, she sighed. "I'm sick of Aditya harassments."
She sighed as she looked at the table.
Kunal didn't answer, but his body language got stiffer.
Anita went on, "His dad is a politician in the area--rich, powerful, and entitled. At first, it was simply innocent flirting... saying nice things about my sarees and how pretty I looked."
"What's going on now?" Kunal asked, his voice harsher.
"He says vulgar things in class. Not bearable. Today, he went by my desk and said, If I were your husband, I'd never allow you out of bed."
Kunal's spoon stopped moving halfway to his mouth. His jaw got stiff. She thought for a second that he may blow up in rage. But then something changed.
Kunal felt a darkness brewing in his chest. It wasn't precisely jealousy. It was desire, spurred by the thought of his wife being desired by others.
His eyes darkened, his fingers relaxing over the spoon.
"You're not... upset?" she asked cautiously.
Kunal leaned back, staring at her. "I should be. But all I can think about... is the way you just said that. And the fact that some spoiled brat is dreaming about screwing my wife."
"Kunal!" she exclaimed, half-scolding, half-shocked.
He rose and slowly walked around the table. Gently, he took her hand and pulled her up.
"Say it again. What did he say?"
"Kunal, no--" she whispered.
"Say it."
She hesitated, then, trembling slightly, said, "He said... if he were my husband, he'd never let me out of bed."
Kunal's hands roamed her back as he growled softly, "He means... my wife is too fuckable."
Anita felt like she couldn't breathe. The words were rude--too rude--but the manner Kunal spoke them made her thighs tighten.
He kissed her hard and then pulled away. "Stand in front of the mirror."
"What?"
"Face the mirror. I want to see what in my wife makes him hard."
"Kunal, please... this is ridiculous."
But he stood firm.
"You want to resign just because someone finds you fuckable? Show me what he stares at."
Her body trembled from the intensity of his words. Head bowed, she walked slowly to the mirror beside their closet.
She paused... then began to undress. Her blouse unhooked with shaking fingers, her saree slipping off her shoulder.
Half-turned toward the mirror, she stood in her petticoat and bra, Kunal's gaze searing her skin.
Anita felt like she had lost herself. She was no longer the teacher or the mother; she was a woman who had been seen by her husband and was plagued by the look of a youngster she should have silenced.
She felt both guilty and turned on, and in the mirror, she saw both humiliation and desire looking back at her.
"Does he stares this?" Kunal asked, voice hoarse. "Your tits bouncing when you write on blackboard? Or the curve in your ass when you pick up chalk?"
"He imagines removing everything. My bra, my petticoat... everything," she whispered."
His excitement helped her to break through her veil of self-control. And when she answered, muttering things she had never said out loud before, it didn't seem like corruption.
Kunal hissed, "Good girl. Now make it dirtier."