THIS STORY IS A WORK OF FICTION. ALL THE CHARACTERS IN THIS STORY ARE 18+
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"I can't do this anymore," I said in a cold tone.
Trevor looked at me like I had just lost my mind.
"You can't do what?" he asked.
"This," I said signaling between us. "I can't do this anymore. I don't know what this is between us. I just know that this is exactly what you call as being friends with benefits but I can't do it anymore because I can't watch you go off with some random girl at the bar and flirt with them."
Trevor sighed and rubbed his face with his hands. "We already discussed this Emma. You are just overthinking everything. Yes I do flirt with them but that doesn't mean I want to sleep with them."
I arch an eyebrow at him. "Oh yeah? It did look like you wanted to sleep with the redhead you met last night at the bar. I even think that you were enjoying the kiss."
Trevor stared at me with wide eyes. "You saw that?"
I give him a shrug. "It was after work party. I just happen to see a guy looking like you sucking some bitch's lips."
Trevor rubbed the back of his neck and sighed. He looked into my eyes as he spoke.
"Honestly? I wasn't the one who kissed her. She just attacked me. I didn't know what to do because my mind was still processing of what was going on."
I threw my hands up in the air with disbelief. "And so the last thought that entered your mind was fuck this why not just go with the flow, right?"
Trevor looked at me with a little panick on his handsome face. "No that did not happen. I wasn't kissing her back."
I look at him for a few minutes and then speak. "Trevor... I saw you kissing her back. I'm not blind for god's sake. See... you know what? Let's just end it here. I think I'm being a bit clingy here but truth be told that I have started to like you Trevor. I really do like you and it's hard for me to see you with some other girl. I can't do that."
Trevor looked a bit broken when I said to 'end it here.'
"Even I like you Emma but I can't be in a relationship."
I shake my head. "No one is asking you to be in a relatinship with me but you can at least give me the assurance that you are all mine until you get tired of me. Can you do that?"
Trevor looked away from me and I felt something heavy on my chest. His answer was all written over his face. I sigh and shake my head a little, giving myself a small mental push. What was I even expecting from him? I start to walk away from him and continue to do so as he spoke.
"Where are you going?" he asked.
I don't reply and keep walking upstairs to my room. I close the door behind me and lean my back on the door. A tear rolls down from the corner of my eye and a I wipe it away. I slide down on the floor and think about how everything started.
Trevor and I met at Sharon's, my roomate's birthday party. He was a good friend of Sharon on campus in college and I had seen him around. But I never had a chance to talk with him. He was a year older than me and I never felt like talking to him. Because Trevor was/is very charming, hot and sexy as fuck. His smoky grey eyes and his medium length brunette hair are enough to attract a lot of attention. He is like a walking hammer who has smashed the hearts of pure innocent girls. I didn't wanted to be one of them. So I had always decided to maintain the distance between us.
But then Sharon invited him to her birthday party and the moment his grey eyes met mine, I knew that I was in danger. All through the night I somehow managed to avoid him whenever he tried to talk to me. But when the party ended he somehow managed to come in front of me and start a conversation. I remember how he asked me out on a date in a nearby cafe and I had politely declined. I won't ignore the fact that he was very hot and he made me feel things. I was really attracted to him just like other girls on campus but I wasn't ready to give in to him. What I hadn't expected him to do was to follow me all around the campus for the next 2 weeks and make me say yes for the date. When I finally agreed and went to the cafe for the date... I decided to make it simple for him.
"I'm not interested in you," I said simply.
Trevor looked confused. "You're joking right?"
I shook my head. "No I'm not. I'm not interested in dating you or start a relationship with you."
Trevor was still processing my words so I decided to get up and leave but he caught my wrist and I turn to look at him.
"I have a perfect proposition for you."
This was new. Trevor didn't do this stuff from what I had heard. He's more like a one-night stand type of guy. I sit back again in my chair and wait for him to speak.
"You are attracted to me and I know that already," he said.
I frown. "I can't see your point here."
Trevor had this glint of hope in his eyes as he spoke. "I have never tried this before but I really really want to give this a try with you."
My frown deepened as he spoke. "What is it?"
Trevor looked right into my eyes as he spoke. "Let's be friends with benefits."
The ring from my phone pulls me back from the past and I look around the room to search for my phone. I get up and I find it lying on my bed and I pick it up without looking at the caller id.
"Hello?" I said sitting on the bed.
"Bitch, where the fuck are you?" Sharon yelled from the other side of the phone.
"I'm at my house. Why? What happened?" I asked.
"Get your ass out of the house. I'm waiting for you outside," she said.